My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 72. Opted

I went home first by taxi. I didn't even have time to find my mom to tell her first. I just walked up to papa's private driver, left him a message that I was coming home.

It felt unable to linger longer in that painful place.

I didn't expect it to be like this eventually.

The happiness that I felt all this time just vanished and had to be replaced with deep pain.

After more than 1 hour waiting in the living room, finally mom and dad came.

I was going to ask them to move to college in New York. It's better that I stay away from Kenzo's life. I want to start life from scratch there, without having to think about Kenzo again.

"Why go home first Je.? You asked to come, even we were at home," said Mama after sitting next to me.

"Udah did not feel at home mah, very rame earlier,," Unreasonable reason, but mama did not give any comment.

"Well, reward, "Call me down,,

"Hemm,," Papa was busy taking off his suit and tie.

"Jeje wants to move to college in New York, too," Again I can only speak slowly. I'm afraid papa will be angry, because I myself had refused when papa registered me in New York.

"Moving.?" Mama says. He was shocked to hear that.

"Why arrive - suddenly want to move.? After all, your college is just starting, baby,,,"

I know, it's gonna be hard to get permission from them. What else was my decision made suddenly.

"You want to play with papa Je.? Don't be like Nicho who's a plan with his own choices.!"

"You who refused to go to college there. So finish your lecture here first, at least until 1 semester," said papa in a tone of disappointment.

I know, I've let her down ever since I turned down her request.

But there's no way I'll stay here for the next 6 months. I'm going to get sicker seeing Kenzo's wedding being held in 1 month. Plus Kenzo who will probably continue to force me to stay next to him.

"But the reward, it's not too late that Jeje moves now. Jeje please, may I just move to New York,,"

I put on a hardened face, hoping that papa would melt and would obey my wishes.

Somehow I could have avoided Kenzo if I hadn't gone to New York.

Om Kenzo will definitely continue to urge me to meet, and again make me the satisfied only.

"Why sudden.? Give me a logical reason why you want to move. Do you have any problems at the college,?"

Papa started talking seriously. Looking at me more intensely and making me nervous. You're confused as to what to answer..

"What you've said is true, the university there seems to be much better. Jeje admit that. So Jeje mutusin to move aja pah."

After being silent for a long time, I finally had a reason according to what you told me.

I hope you can accept my reasons, and take care of my move to New York.

"From the beginning papa has said that, but you yourself are forcing to stay in college here." I can only look down in the doldrums. Papa started to blame the decision I had taken a few months ago.

"Later papa tell people to take care of your move. But it takes Je time, it can't be this sudden,,,"

My eyes immediately sparkled, not expecting papa to comply with my wishes even though I had already opposed his decision.

"Thank you for the reward, mah. Jeje promises to go to college well and won't disappoint you either, papa,,"

"Mom believe, you're a good boy and you won't let us down,,"

I smiled at my mom and hugged her. There is regret in my heart. I have given my chastity to the irresponsible men, who went to have an engagement with another woman.

Mom and Dad would be very disappointed in me if they knew this. I'm stupid, but it's useless that I'm so sorry. It will not bring back what was lost.

This is the result I have to bear for the big mistake I made. I was too rash, giving the most precious thing I should only give to men who were officially my husband.

Somehow my fate after this. But obviously, I will not repeat the same mistake a second time.

I'm going to reorganize my heart and my life, live a healthy life like I used to. And forget about Kenzo for sure.

"Jeje to the room first mah, pah,,"

After saying goodbye to mom and dad, I hurried to my room.

I'm sure Kenzo's trying to contact me right now. I've thrown away the phone as well as the number inside.

The ruined phone is like my fate right now.

It's broken, discarded, and replaced a new one. Sad and heartbreaking.

I asked my mom and dad for permission to go to New York tomorrow at 11 o'clock at 15 p.m. Of course I fought hard to persuade them to agree to it.

The sooner I leave, the better.

My meeting and Kenzo's will not happen if I leave tomorrow.

I'm not a strong woman, but I don't look weak either. What's in front of Kenzo. Looking weak when we are betrayed by a partner, will only make us look more stupid in his eyes.

I began to doubt if Kenzo really loved me. If he loved me, there was no way he could hide this big fact from me. If she loves me, she will definitely not let the engagement happen and would prefer me.

Then what's the point of him asking me to stay by his side.? Their wedding day will be closer.

...***...

I'm getting ready to go to the airport. Only my mom can take me, because my dad has to attend a meeting that can't be delayed.

The process of moving to college is still a long time, but I have to quickly go to avoid Kenzo om.

"Let's give this to your brother, he's gonna run out of money because papa's already blocked all his cards,," Mama gave me a credit card.

But the morning of breakfast together, papa has given me a message so that later I will not help Nicho. Papa even threatened that I would return me if I was found giving him money. As loud and cruel as that papa to brother Nicho.

"What do you think, papa is not too hard on Nicho.? I feel sorry for him."

"Losing the one he loves alone is enough to break his heart, but papa still manages Nicho's life."

Mama took my hand, looking at me in the shade.

"You don't have to worry about that. Papa's anger at Nicho won't last long. Papa's just disappointed that Nicho has let him down,,"

I just nodded, with no intention of responding to it any further.

My mind is still divided on that man. I still can't figure out why Kenzo would break my heart after all my love I just gave him.

I really love her, even trusted her so much that I dared to hang my hopes on her.

The car we were driving stopped at the airport. I came down with a slightly hesitant step. I began to ask myself, was it right that I took the step to end my relationship with Kenzo.?

Though I began to hate him, but how ever this heart ever loved him. There was little doubt to go far from him, but in the end my heart ache was able to overcome that doubt.

I dismissed the doubt, and began to convince myself that I had made up my mind.

My mother accompanied me to the waiting room.

"Since when have you liked Kenzo's boy.?"

Mom's question took a shock. I can only look at him. How do you know I like Kenzo.?

"His dream is a lot of secrets that your son hides," Mama smiled at me. I remained silent, unable to say anything.

"When at the engagement, I accidentally saw Kenzo chasing you. Mama was about to follow you, but lost track."

"From there you start to get suspicious and associate it with your reaction when you see the invitation. Mama can see there's destruction in your eyes,,"

"So you went to avoid it.?"

I'm gawking at him, can't believe Mama knew that. But why did you say it when I was at the airport. Why not talk while I'm home.

"Well," I said.

My eyes hurt, I wanted to cry in my arms, but I didn't want to make my mom sad. I have to look strong, and show that I'm okay.

"You've made the right decision. It is better to leave than to look for a man who already has a partner. Don't let their relationship be ruined because of you, because there will be many people who don't like you later."

Mama took my hand, looking at me affectionately.

"You're so young, baby, your life is long. Mama's sure you'll get your happiness,,"

I hugged my mom and kept trying not to cry.

What you said made me more aware. Able to make me more convinced to completely forget about Kenzo.

I will focus on my studies, and seek true happiness.

...****...

Hopefully the decision Jeje makes will allow Jeje to find true happiness.

The spirit of move on Je .

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