My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapters 19. Newsless

"Bah, Jeje doesn't want to study abroad. Jeje wants to go to college here." Refuse me.

"After all the university here is no less good, I can enter at UI,,,"

"It's for your own good Je. Your academic value is very good, papa is even very easy to enroll you in this famous university. Inevitably, you will still be in college there. Don't dispute papa's orders,,"

I looked straight at my mom, trying to ask her for a defense. So that my mom would persuade my dad not to study abroad.

"Well, Jeje won't." I said with glazed eyes. I kept shaking slowly when I said it. I wish my mom could help me.

"Honey, not everyone can enter the university easily. You should also respect your decision. We'll be quiet too 'cause there's your brother."

Mama is the same.! He also could not understand my wishes. Not even trying to listen to what I want. They imposed their will, just as they did on Nicho's brother.

"It's just you and Nicho papa's hope. You will continue our company and business later. That's why papa wants you to study in the best universities,,,"

I looked at papa not like. Only businesses and companies keep thinking about it. Is there nothing more important than that.? The happiness of his own son, for example. Don't they want to see their child happy.?!

I clenched my hands together, holding back the anger that I had been feeling all along. Until when will they continue like this on his son. Imposing the will at will.

"Are there only companies and businesses on your mind.?! Papa and mama never think about the feelings of Jeje and sister Nicho.! Why must you force your will on us.!! Until whenever Jeje does not want to go to college there.!!"

My body trembled, this was the first time I spoke in such a high tone to my parents. They also oppose their decision. All this time I've always been a submissive child, following all their wishes.

Papa and Mama were shocked to see me yelling at them.

I ran and ran away leaving them.

"Jee.!!!"

I didn't listen to papa's scream. I went upstairs and entered my room slamming the door with all my might. I did it so they would hear it. They should know that I too can be angry, not merely patient with their selfishness.

All this time I've been quiet when they don't have time for me. But I don't want to stay silent if they force their will. I have the right to decide my life.

I locked the door, immediately ran over and slammed into the bed. I kept crying until I felt so tired. The happiness that I just felt, now comes with tears of sadness.

This is not fair.!! I just felt the beauty of life, why must it disappear so quickly.

If I knew it would be like this, I'd be begging Kenzo to let me stay in his apartment longer.

"Om Ken,,," I said, sobbing.

I was so scared, afraid that we would have to end our cooperation. I know that Papa will not change his decision. Whatever came out of his mouth, he won't pull it anymore. Even if I continue to resist and plead, it will never change anything.

Same with Nicho at the time. He begged that papa bless his relationship with his first love, but papa continued to resist. He told Nicho to focus on his studies. Nicho had to lose his girlfriend. In the end he decided brother Nicho on the grounds that he wanted to get married quickly.

I didn't come out of my room until now. My mom and dad didn't try to persuade me. They let me lock myself in the room until last night.

They don't care about me, how I feel. My sadness is not a problem for them, nor is my happiness.

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Three weeks went by,,,,,,, uh,,,,

I went through these 3 weeks with an empty heart. It's emptier than before I met Kenzo. The longing for Kenzo made me very miserable. Added to the attitude of my mother and father who continue to discuss my studies abroad. They really don't care what I want.

After school, my friends and I went to the cafe. Tonight they are free. Sugar daddy they are spending time with their wives. So Natasha and Celina don't get pleasure tonight.

"Tonight to the club yuk Cel,," Take Natasha excitedly.

I, who was sipping ice coffe, stared intently at Natasha.

"How great are you, Nat.! Time Cecel invited doang.!" Protest's upset.

"Since when have you been interested in getting into Je's club,,,?" Celina Ledek.

"Since being poisoned as you are Cel.! You don't want Jeje now also have sugar daddy. Because - because you tuh,," Natasha no less replying to Celina's taunts.

"Why am I.? You do, too,,,"

"What the hell, even a storm. It's because of you two.! Satisfied.?!!" My lips then laughed.

"Tumben laughs, usually frowns because of being left by the om who went somewhere,,,"

I was silent after hearing Natasha's words. I remember Kenzo who hasn't called me yet. Usually every Saturday afternoon he would ask to meet. What are you doing and where is Kenzo now.? I'm very curious.

I understand that Kenzo is not a random person, it is very clear if he is a successful businessman. Kenzo is very busy and there is no time to contact his sugar baby.

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We went home after each meal at the cafe. The three of us have agreed to meet at the club at 7pm tonight.

As I was going up the stairs, I saw many servants who were busy in the kitchen. There was also a mama who looked seriously talking to the chef. Tumben once mama is at home this afternoon. Usually, he will only come home when it is late at night.

I passed by, not caring what they were doing. It is possible that mom and dad will welcome important guests to dinner at home. It was commonplace, having dinner together between business associates.

Usually mama and papa will only invite influential guests in the business world. To establish cooperation that will certainly be very profitable for both parties.

I sat on the bed, took my cell phone out of my pocket. For the umpteenth time I checked my phone, hoping for an incoming message from Kenzo.

There ain't.! I don't know where the good guy is.

Reluctant to think about things that only make me sad, I chose to take a nap. So that I can stay up tonight with the duo ABG girang.

Looks like I've also become a gleeful ABG like them. Very lulled with the fondness of our respective sugar daddies, to make opium.

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Othor: Om, where are you.? Jeje nyariin tuh's. Sampe uring - urinating so.

Om Ken: Don't fight don't know you thor, you're the one who's been telling me. I told you that Jeje just found out your taste.!

Othor: Hehe pardon om, be fair, do not be the same Jeje mulu dong.

Om Ken :*#+?+@*$+#-?

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