My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapters 74. Let me go

I was surprised to see Kenzo following me to the airport. I don't know where I'm from here. The arrival of Kenzo made my mother finally know our relationship. Especially Kenzo openly - clearly admit it in front of mom. Said that for almost 5 months we were in a relationship.

My mom was disappointed when she found out about it. He looked at me in full search, saying that I had been in a relationship with a man who already had a wife. I know the disappointment and worry my mother felt. He definitely didn't want me to be the cause of the breakdown of other people's relationships. Like my real mother did with my mom and dad.

Apparently, my mother's curse says that when she was almost divorced from my father because of the ambition of someone who envied her, that someone was none other than my real mother.

I overheard a conversation between mom and dad after brother Nicho chose to go back to New York. I accidentally said that mom's biological children can't be relied on.

Then papa said, while I am very obedient must not be born from the womb of the mother.

Papa also had time to admit regret because he had been reluctant to accept my presence. He has ignored me more often to this day.

It is fitting that I feel that the attention that my mother and father gave my brother Nicho was very different from the attention they gave me. It was as if there was a barrier blocking their attention to me.

Hearing that fact, it definitely hurt me. But I was reluctant to ask them how I was born into this world. If you do not want my presence, then I can make sure that my real mother uses the wrong way until I am finally born into this world. No matter what my past story is, I won't bother it. Besides, my mom and dad are much better at me now.

"Jeje does not want to be like Jeje's biological mother who has ruined the happiness of mama and papa first,," My voice choked, I held back a tight cry in the chest.

"Darling, so you, so," Mama looks surprised because I found out about my origins and know that I'm not her real son.

"Jeje knows everything." I'm lirih.

"Jeje please, tell him to go mah. Jeje does not want to damage other people's relationships, Jeje hates him anyway.!" I said firmly. I read Kenzo with a hateful look.

"Don't be like this Je, please listen to my explanation first,,"

Again Kenzo grabbed my hand, there was nothing I could do but shake his hand. I was already disappointed and hurt, somehow the hand that used to feel warm and gave an extraordinary sail to my heart, now felt nothing more.

"Sir Kenzo, aunt please end your relationship. Jeje has made the right decision. As a man, you can't let 2 women at once be in your grasp and in the end it will only hurt both."

"You heard what Jeje said to yourself, he didn't want to ruin your relationship. So don't hold him back from leaving,,"

"After all, Jeje is too young to be in a complicated situation. Let him go and find his happiness,,,"

I'm breathing a lot because my mom wants to help me talk to Kenzo. I honestly couldn't talk to him any longer.

It just makes my heart hurt again.

Om Kenzo looked at me desperately. I could see the destruction in his eyes, but I tried not to care. In fact the pain she had inflicted on my heart, made me no longer feel sorry for her.

"I'm sorry, aunt, maybe I was too imposing a will and can't be honest from the start."

"My relationship with Nadine is not what it seems in public, even soon our relationship will end.

"I really - really love Jeje, aunt. But if that's what's best for him right now, I'll let Jeje go." Lirih.

Om Kenzo said word for word with sadness in his eyes. There was no spirit in him, and the happy hue on his face also faded. I know he feels the same way as me, just as hurt but he himself is the cause of the hurt we feel. He hid a big lie to me that ended up being a time bomb. Until we finally made our relationship like this, it broke down like nothing left of my heart. There was no more love left for her.

"Jeje went first, ma'am," I got up when I heard the call to boarding the plane I was about to board.

I ignored Kenzo who was still standing in front of me, and kept staring at my face.

"Heart - heart dear. Don't think of anything that makes you sad, your mom and dad will always be there for you. Sorry for hiding this big secret from you. Mama will tell you everything at the right time."

"Focus on your college and your happiness." Further again.

With tears in my eyes, my mother hugged me. I know you didn't mean to hide my origins, it must have been hard for you. He looks hurt as he tells his heartbreaking past. I thanked him for letting me stay with him. In fact, I was born to a woman who almost ruined her household.

"Mama doesn't need to apologize, it's Jeje who should apologize to mama. Because of the presence of Jeje, the household of mama and papa,,,,, the,,,

"Keep happy, mama will always wish you the best,,"

Mama let go of her hug, then kissed my forehead.

"Let me know when you get there,,"

I nodded weakly.

Om Kenzo held my hand as I walked past him. He stood in front of me and hugged me.

"How can I live my life without you. Then why am I trying to find evidence to call off my marriage to Nadine, if you're going to leave anyway."

"Today I let you go, but don't hold me back when I pick you up to come back,,"

"Sorry to disappoint you. One thing you should know, I love you so much."

Om Kenzo whispers word for word that can make my heart torn again. I don't know what to react to. Either I should be sad or happy to hear his confession.

But for sure, there was only the void I felt.

Kenzo's hug can't even make me feel comfortable anymore. There is no more peace in it. The pain I felt was able to erase all my feelings for her.

I pushed softly on Kenzo's chest. I stared fixedly at his two beads, trying to convince myself that I really did not have any feelings for him anymore.

I immediately looked away, looking into her eyes only made me feel pain again. Suddenly a shadow appeared as he paired the ring on Nadine's ring finger.

"Don't dramatize the situation. Forget me, and I will forget you too. There's no need to pick me up, because this heart won't be able to come back,,"

"Excuse me,,,"

I passed by, stepping to leave with all my heart still filled with wounds.

Every time I step foot in, I start to leave one by one the good memories we've been through.

I want to open a new page of life without any shadow of the past. I've been hurt enough, I've suffered enough and suffered for love. I will not allow my happiness to be hampered only by past memories.

This harsh reality provides many valuable lessons that I can take in it.

If I used to do something without thinking about the consequences, this time I will be more careful in doing something and make a decision, so that I do not regret coming back later.

My biggest regret is that I give all my love to others, without leaving it to myself. When he let me down, it was the destruction I was sure to get.

I also regret that I let her take something precious inside me.

This will be my biggest regret. I was so stupid that I was lulled into sweet promises and sweet words from her mouth. So easy I gave my purity. We are not necessarily united in marriage.

When the plane took off, I went away in a much calmer state of heart. All my good and bad memories are left there. Now is the time for me to set my heart, to heal the deep wounds.

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Bye bye om Ken. Don't mess up if Jeje comes home with a trailer. 😁

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