
I went back to expressing my desire to find a sugar daddy. Bodo time with virginity, bodo time with my future later. Right now I just need the fun and happiness that my parents haven't given me.
I also want to be free and happy like Celina and Natasha. And I also want to feel the delicious sensation that they say heaven of the world.
"You sure.?" Celina once again doubted my wish. He still doesn't trust me. Because all this time I never crossed the line in being friends with them. I never went to a club or had a drink like them. It's only natural that they hesitate when I say I want to be a sugar baby like them.
"Very sure. Can you not find sugar daddy.? But I don't want an old man.! At least he's in his thirties." I said conditionally.
"Yeah, it hasn't started yet, have set your standard Je," Timpal Natasha.
"Biarin, you guys are too.!" My pants.
"Ok, ok, I'll ask you first. I'll let you know if it's there. Now I can go, right.? Papi's been waiting for this,," said Celina impatiently.
"I also have to go Je," Natasha continued.
"Oh there, there, there,,,! Go y'all.!" I immediately threw both of them out. With a loud laugh, both of them left me and got into their cars.
Afraid of being distracted by students sitting alone in the park, I rushed to the car and left school. I had to go home to my quiet mansion.
I stared at the garage of the house filled with rows of cars - luxurious and expensive cars.
For what my parents bought so many cars and stacked them in the garage. Cars - the car was rarely used and only became a display in the garage. Too bad, just squandering - just scattering the money.
Maybe because they can get it easily.
Papa said, why work during the night if not used to please yourself. By collecting a variety of limited edition cars, papa feels proud of the results of his hard work. And papa says if it is a form of appreciation for yourself who has worked hard to this success.
Whatever it is, I don't care.! For what success if the family is neglected and there is no warmth in it.
Papa and Mama might be able to live happily just by relying on money alone, but not with me. To me all the luxuries I have gained are meaningless at all.
Today my mood is very bad. Failing to hangout with Celina and Natasha pisses me off. I had to go home, stay in my room. Usually I will surf on sosmed until bored, after that surfing in dreamland. Sometimes I regret waking up from my dreams. I want to keep dreaming just to feel happiness.
My eyes sparkled as my phone rang, there was a call coming in from Brother Nicho. I shifted the green button.
"Sister Nichooo,, Jeje kangen," I screamed and whined, my eyes even glazed over and without my holding, I cried. I'm lonely brother,,,,
"Come on my baby, what's wrong, you,,? Papa and mama scolded you,,?" I can see the panic on Nicho's face. At least I still have a family that cares and loves me. If it's like this, it feels like I want to fly to New York and hug my sister Nicho.
"No, they're going to Paris. I miss brother Nicho. When's brother coming home,,,"
I miss walking around with my brother, eating out, going to the beach. Sister Nicho has been pampering me all this time.
I'm grateful to have a sister like her, who still cares for the family.
Nicho's departure to New York 2 years ago makes me very sad. Nicho will come home once every 3 months. And by then I'll always follow her wherever she goes. I even always whine to sleep with him, if that's the case, brother Nicho can't refuse. Sister Nicho is like a papa and I am his son. It's that close, me and Nicho's brother.
"They're always busy.!" I could see Nicho's dislike of both of our super busy parents.
"Two months, Je, did you forget you just came home a month ago."
"Yes I know,,,"
"Udah do not have to be sad, later we vacation to Bali if you go home. Okeyy,,,?"
I nodded in response to Nicho's words.
I ended the call after a long conversation with Brother Nicho. As for my sister, she had to let her lover marry another man because she could not give certainty to her lover who wanted to get married. It's all because of papa. Papa didn't allow Nicho's brother to marry before he succeeded in replacing papa as company leader.
I woke up hearing my phone ringing. Before I reached for the phone, I squirmed first. Euumm,, it tastes so good.
"Yes, what's wrong," My voice was hoarse because I just woke up. My eyes were still closed. I took the phone by grabbing it. Turns out I fell asleep after talking at length with brother Nicho.
"Still sleeping, huh.? Wake up woyy,,,!" I kept my phone away because Celina's screams echoed down my forehead, it hurt so much.
"If you're still asleep, who picks up the phone." My solute.
"Party use yell - scream everything.!" Protest's upset.
I heard Celina laughing crisply without any burden. Ebu base ya sugar baby girang, abis meet papi can be instantly happy so.
"Pocket here.! I've already got a papi candidate for you,,,"
My eyes opened wide, I even changed my position by sitting cross-legged on the bed. Suddenly I changed my spirit to hear the good news from Celina.
"You're serious Cel.? That fast.?"
I can't believe what Celina said. It's easy to get a sugar daddy for me.
"Yes, that's why the hunt is here. To apartment xxx floor 5 no 3."
It seems Celina is really serious. Otherwise, where could he possibly be to mention the address.
"Wait,, what was the rich man.? Not handsome.? Not old yet.?" I have to selectively pick out a would-be sugar daddy who will spend time with me. I don't want him to be the same age as papa, what else if his face is not supportive. Ah this basic me, not yet what - what has been broken - choose.
"Where do I know. I haven't seen the guy either. He's a business partner of the papi. in an hour he's here, hunting baths and beautiful makeup.! Byeee,,,"
"Basic Cecel.!" I snorted in annoyance because Celina just turned off her phone connection.
Geez, I'm gonna have a sugar daddy and be a sugar baby.?
Instead of taking a shower and getting ready, I daydreamed. I was actually a little scared and still doubtful about my decision.
I'm afraid papa and mom will know if I'm the mistress of a satisfaction-seeking strip-nose guy.
But I also want to feel the happiness and pleasure that Celina and Natasha feel.
If they are not happy, it is impossible for these two years they still survive to be sugar babies.
I've dressed up as beautiful and attractive as possible with thin makeup makeup. Although actually I am beautiful and attractive without having to wear makeup, but I want to look maximum for my prospective sugar daddy.
Ah, my gosh, it seems like I've gone crazy for going this far. But who cares.??
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