My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 51. I love you.?

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Many times I tried to master myself made to keep pounding by om Kenzo. I even had trouble closing my eyes. The strange belts that ran all over my body, made my mind jostle.

How come.? Since then, Kenzo has been lying down while holding me. Hugging me from behind with my face buried in the recess of my neck. Until the breath is so warm able to make my body bristled.

Since then, there has been a soft snoring from Kenzo. He was so comfortable sleeping in this position. Different from me who can't even close my eyes. I'm trying to get rid of Kenzo's coiled hand on my belly. With my heart, I raised Kenzo's hand. But the one with his hand was hugging me even more. I can only resign, do not dare to get rid of the hand of om Kenzo because he was reluctant to disturb his sleep.

If only Kenzo knew how I felt. Heart leaflet that seemed reluctant to stop because it got a warm hug from the person I love. I craved it, wanting him to stay by my side. Spending time together, sharing jokes and laughter. I want there to be a word of love and forever between us. A love that is reciprocated, and forever to be together.

Right now I can only follow where destiny takes me, I let this heart waver. Wait until the time comes for this heart to find the right place to dock.

Although I wish, he is the place.

Being a sugar baby is my desire based on intentionality. But loving her is not part of the will. I can't choose who I'll give this love to. But I realized, I was the one who had let that love grow. I allow this self to continue to fall into a sense that may vanish.

I squirmed slowly, getting rid of something that made my stomach feel heavy. I turned around, hugging the bolster that felt big and warm. My drowsiness grew, I buried my face and closed my eyes.

"I love you," I opened my eyes as soon as I heard a whisper softly in my ear. I was surprised to find Kenzo in my arms. I almost screamed, but seeing him still asleep, I finally smothered my own mouth so as not to scream.

I blinked my eyes many times, gathering consciousness that had not yet fully returned. Waking up suddenly, made my concentration feel slower.

The whisper sounded slow, but I heard the words clearly. If Kenzo is currently asleep, then who is whispering the word love to me.? Maybe I was dreaming.?

Last night I kept thinking about how I felt about Kenzo, hoping that Kenzo had the same feelings as me. Maybe that's why I got carried away by a dream.

I shifted away, then got out of bed with heart so as not to wake Kenzo. Although last night I had trouble sleeping, but in fact I was so good that I woke up this afternoon. I went to the bathroom to clean myself up. Om Kenzo is still in his original position. At first, I just wanted to see his face, which still looks good even though he is asleep. But in the end I kept coming closer and looked at Kenzo's face with such a close distance.

I ventured to kiss Kenzo's cheek briefly. Besides he's sleeping, he won't know if I kiss him on the cheek. One kiss has landed on the right cheek yes, but I who do not know myself as if not satisfied just by kissing the cheek alone. With a smile that expands, I turn to peek on his left cheek.

"What are you doing.?" I immediately glared at him, my body reflexed backwards. But Kenzo held my hand until I fell on his body.

"Oomm, Le, Le, after o'm," Hearing me stutter, Kenzo must have laughed at me inwardly.

"I want to cook first, om," I tried to get up from above his body, again - again om Kenzo held me and hugged me very tightly.

"Jawab first, what were you doing.?" Kenzo looked at me intensely. Our faces were facing, making me feel tight to breathe. Moreover, this heart that can not be cooperated with, the longer the faster the beat.

"I want to wake up om, but not because om still pules," I hope om Kenzo believes.

"Wakeup.?" He said with a wry smile.

"Wake up where did it first.? If you wake up, people sleep do not need to use the cheek segela. You even wake up,,,," said Kenzo hanging, his eyes staring at the middle of his body.

"Oh.!!" I hit Kenzo's chest softly. Apparently my brain is fast connect when discussing such perverted things.

Om Kenzo chuckled amusedly, he must have seen my face already flushed like a boiled crab.

"Why just kiss cheek.? You're not interested in kissing this one.?" Kenzo pointed at his lips. I immediately turned my eyes. My face must be getting red.

"Ommm,,,!!" My startled screams arrived - Kenzo flipped my body, making me under him. Om Kenzo instantly silenced my mouth with a soft kiss. At first I was silent, but after Kenzo's hand began to infiltrate my clothes, I immediately returned the kiss. That afternoon, Kenzo repeated an activity he hadn't done for me in a long time. Gives me satisfaction without asking to be satisfied.

We finished our shower, and are currently sitting watching tv. Actually, it's just me who watches tv, because as usual Kenzo om busy with his laptop.

Kenzo ordered a meal 20 minutes ago. He forbade me to cook, besides it was already noon, he also said that I was tired enough. I blushed in shame when Kenzo spoke like that. Right - I really have no stand, it's easy to be casual with om Kenzo after a sad drama yesterday afternoon.

"The news that became a topic in the entertainment world came from an international model who came from Indonesia. This Indonesian-American woman is rumored to be,,,"

"Since when do you like gossip shows are not quality like that. Better to watch your favorite cartoon, than the news that has no benefit," he said at length.

I do not like to see gossip news, for me what is reported is not important and does not have any effect on our lives. Especially with news about public figures who are competing - the race seeks sensation by making a setting. What good news like that entered on tv and watched by the public. Sometimes I am amused myself with the owner of a tv station that actually invites the public a figure of zero achievement but only a sensation. Fortunately where for the masyaratak that presented such a spectacle.?

I had no intention of watching a gossip show. But somehow, I didn't want to move the channel. Until I finally saw the news.

"I didn't accidentally watch that show. Yaudah here behind the remote, let me change the channel," I put my hand out, but Kenzo never gave me the remote.

"Wait another 5 minutes,,!" He replied firmly, he kept the remote on his right side. I sat on the left side of Kenzo.

"Oh my goodness, why wait 5 minutes.? I want to change channel om, not wait until the news gossip is advertising,,!" Ketusku upset.

"I said wait another 5 minutes.! Do not argue," he said no less firmly. Om Kenzo refocused on his laptop without caring about me who was upset about it.

I could only snort angrily with pursed lips. Kenzo always does it himself.

The sound of the bell made us look at each other.

"His food is coming, om.?" My toot. Om Kenzo nodded.

"Just wait here" he said before leaving to open the door.

I immediately picked up the ramote and interrupted the tv back, honestly I was very curious about the news that I heard earlier.

I could only sigh because the news was over.

Om Kenzo came up with two plastic bags in his hand.

"Eat Je first," he said as he walked towards the kitchen. I stood up and followed him in the back. While smiling, I stared at his wide back. I want to hug my back from behind.

Ahh,, what a pervert I am.

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