My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 65. Kenzo Status
Kenzo Pov's
After locking the room, I picked up the phone I had placed on the nightstand. My guess is not wrong, papa called me.
"Yes pah,,,"
"Why not go home yet.? We need to talk to Ken. Your engagement is one month away, but you're still relaxed," Papa's voice sounded annoyed.
I did ignore the official engagement event that was going to be published. Even if I could, I would like to cancel the engagement that has been held for the second time.
"Later in the afternoon take Nadine to the boutique and find another ring that suits your big way,,,"
"I'll be home in a few hours." I said briefly, I immediately turned off the phone connection.
I can only breathe heavily.
My engagement to Nadine happened over a year ago. The engagement is only attended by shareholders in the company papa and om Bastian, papa Nadine.
Engagement aimed at enlarging both companies. By bringing together the sole heir of each company.
At first I did not mind the matchmaking done by papa and om Bastian.
Honestly, I used to admire Nadine and have feelings for her.
Who doesn't like and is crazy about a beautiful woman like Nadine who is so perfect.
As an international model, of course, Nadine has a perfect and proportional body that many women want.
Not only that, he is also smart and very mature.
Our relationship was normal like a couple during the first 5 months of our engagement.
I was so craving for him. Treat her like a king's daughter. I followed all his wishes. I used to visit him in America just to see him. That's as much as I love him. But it turns out this love just makes me like a fool in his eyes.
During those 4 months, I realized that I was the only one who loved her. My love is unrequited. He considers me just a slave to his love, without having the slightest feeling for me.
And what makes me look more stupid, it turns out that all this time he was in a relationship with some of the men behind me.
At that moment, love for him died and grew back with hate.
After changing clothes, I immediately walked out of the room. I approached the beautiful girl who was still seriously watching cartoons. That innocent face, I couldn't bear to see it hurt.
Somehow if she finds out that I'm engaged, and will publish my engagement in 1 month. Even my marriage and Nadine will be in the title in the next 2 months.
It's been a hard choice for me. If I end this engagement, the fate of Felicia and mama will be at stake. Papa will do anything to destroy their lives, even separate us back.
I was weak, I could do nothing for myself. Even to maintain my happiness.
"Don't dream about it.! Later a new entry tau tau tasa," Jeje's rebuke made me realize. I smiled stiffly at him, then sat down next to him.
"Om Ken change his clothes.? Where are we going, anyway.? Mending here o'm," With his distinctive chatty voice, he continued to speak.
I can't bear to turn a sparkling gaze into a sad look. He enjoyed our time together, but I had to meet with him to discuss my engagement to Nadine.
I can only give her a shady look, so that she is not disappointed because this togetherness is too short. I gently rubbed his head. His eyes were getting more and more sparkling, filled with a lot of love within.
"Papa is waiting for me at home, we have something to talk about." I said softly, so as not to make his mood deteriorate.
But no matter how softly I talk, it still makes her look sad.
For a moment in silence, but suddenly a smile rose from his lips.
"Over long, no.? Can I wait here, please,?
He said with sparkling eyes full of supplication.
What do I have to answer.? This afternoon I have to go with Nadine. Probably going home tonight. I wouldn't have the heart to make him wait for me here alone.
"I don't come back here anymore Je. Tomorrow we'll see you again, I'll pick you up later," I said to cheer him up.
Even though he couldn't hide his sadness, yet he could still try to smile at me. He nodded slowly.
"Yes, if so I go home first, om," he said still with a forced smile.
Surely he was disappointed, he had hoped to spend time with me, but we were together for only 2 hours.
I watched him pick up the bag and put his phone in.
He had experienced a lot of sadness during his life, saying that our meeting was the most beautiful happiness for him.
I will only make her even more sad and hurt if my marriage and Nadine can't be annulled.
"I came home om," Although he looked ordinary, but there was sadness in his eyes.
With a quick movement, he kissed my cheek.
His face looks blushing. I held his hand as he moved.
I grabbed her nape, then grabbed her tiny lips and melu*"tnya with a long enough duration.
"As long as I'm by my side, I'll be happy" he said with confidence.
He hugged me, so tightly as if afraid to let go. I heard her deep breathing
"Scent, it's comfortable," he murmured. He felt the smell of my body that made him feel comfortable.
That's how far she feels about me. I was just getting scared to get him hurt.
I could only look at his passing with great guilt. Maybe I shouldn't have kept him by my side. I shouldn't have said love that made her expect me even more. But I also can't let him get out of my life.
Mama and Felicia's fate is in my hands, if I cancel this marriage, then bad things will happen to them.
Papa is not a person who can play - play with his words.
Mama and Felicia's life is difficult, all because of papa's interference.
He was reluctant to see them live happily, whereas he was tormented for a dozen years.
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When I got home, papa was waiting for me in his study. From her sharp gaze since I entered and sat in front of her, I knew that she was harboring her frustration towards me.
"Until when do you want to prioritize them, Ken.! With you helping him materially, that is more than enough.! There was no need to continue to meet them and ignore the far more important things,,!"
Papa was always firm, more precisely after he separated from his mother. Looks like the breakup changed papa's personality enough.
"Nothing is so much more important than a family of merit. When we fall and the whole world moves away, only they'll stay by our side,,,"
"You know what you know about the Ken family.! Your mother would prefer that bastard child over us,,!" Grumpy papa.
Sometimes I wonder at my attitude. It's been 20 years, but he always remembers it. It is not uncommon to continue to bring it up as it is today.
"Until when will papa live with resentment, and hate the innocent child.
No child wants to be born as a result of someone's actions. Maybe if she could choose, she would have chosen papa as her parents,,"
"What Mom did was right. He didn't prefer Felicia over us, but it was Papa himself who had made the hard choice for her.
No mother can afford to throw away her own flesh and blood, even if it comes from someone's cruel deeds."
"I'd hate my mom if she'd rather stay with us and get Felicia to an orphanage. It means you don't have a heart."
Papa looks silent, seems to digest my words well. I'm sure in her heart, she still wants to be back with mom. But the hatred towards Felicia, making papa prefer to survive alone with his selfishness.
"Papa doesn't want to know Ken.! From this moment on you should reduce your interaction with them.!"
"Don't give papa the freedom to connect with them, you're just like this.!"
Papa woke up from his seat with a difficult facial expression.
"Remember well - well said papa.! Or they'll be gone forever from this country,,!" Angry Annoyed.
Papa passed from before me.
"Mama is past her critical period.!" My yelling. Papa immediately stopped his steps in the doorway.
"Mama will recover in a few months. Don't you intend to meet him,,?"
Without giving any comment, papa stepped back and walked out of the study without looking at me.
Papa is too proud to admit his feelings. He would rather endure like this by torturing his own feelings.
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