My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 42. Unimportant

The heavy waves increasingly make this heart feel much calmer. The wind was blowing so hard, so cold to feel.

Especially the presence of someone who is now sitting next to me. Adding shade and tranquility in the soul. I smiled at him as he thrust one young coconut at me. This hand felt light taking it.

A smile developed from his handsome face. The more days, I feel like these good men look more and more handsome and charming. Is this what it's like to fall in love.? Why does he look so perfect. There was not the slightest gap to be able to see its flaws.

His physique, his attitude that was so considerate and gentle, made this heart grow more and more vibrating.

Oh my God, can I take his heart.

Or can I if I lose it.

I looked away, unable to feel lingering - long staring at that handsome face. Because my heart keeps beating fast and it just makes me a gerogi.

"Om,," I called out to him in a soft voice, my eyes fixed on the stretch of rolling sea water.

"You can ask anything,,"

I looked at Kenzo. He made me wonder because he seemed to be able to guess what was on my mind. I wanted to ask him something personal. But I doubt. After hearing Kenzo's words, my doubts just disappeared.

"Om really.? I can ask you anything.?" I'm enthusiastic. Om Kenzo nodded with a small smile. I just got excited to ask him.

"The ring," I pointed at the ring on Kenzo's ring finger. I saw both of his eyes also staring at his finger.

"Omm married or newly engaged.?"

My question made Kenzo turn to look at me.

"This ring is not important," he said flatly. Kenzo no longer spoke.

What kind of answer is that.? All I'm asking is, she's married or engaged. Why only answer like that.?

If it doesn't matter, why keep wearing it.!

I was a little annoyed, but also happy because Kenzo thought the ring was not important. What does it mean that he assumes that his relationship with Fely's sister is meaningless?

I cheered in my heart. I hope I can get Kenzo's om soon.

"That's not my question. What's new marriage.?" I asked again to get clarity. Because Kenzo's answer hasn't completely satisfied me.

"You can ask anything, but I don't have to answer it" he said casually.

I immediately pinched Kenzo's waist.

"Iihh, really om.! It's the same lie. I'm just asking if I haven't answered." I complained with lips that were throbbing like a duck's snout.

Om Kenzo laughed at the look on my face which was probably very funny in his eyes.

"I'm getting worse with gini," Om Kenzo pulled my nose as he chuckled.

"Add more ugly what added gemesin om.?" I said then I roared the horse.

"Start the puck.!" Kenzo's hands ruffled my hair free. I tickled her waist non-stop. Kenzo's body moves to the right and left while laughing because it holds amused.

"Review you.!" He locked both my hands. I started to panic looking at him.

"Nor om, don't tickle pleaseee. Not strong me, later if I pee how.?" Say it with a face.

"Dead it later," I glared at him.

"That's not it, I'm serious. It's not funny that I'm wetting here,,!" Whine me while trying to release the hand from the grasp of om Kenzo.

"Omm," I'm still whining.

Cupp,,, uh,,,

One brief kiss landed on my lips. At that moment my body was turned into a statue. Keep silent while continuing to stare at Kenzo without blinking.

Oh my,, that's so sweet of him.

I who melted by his treatment, immediately squandered the clumsiness of om Kenzo. I buried my face in his chest. Maybe Kenzo's gonna find out if I have feelings for him. But I don't care. Just let him know, I just hope that Kenzo om will return my feelings.

Om Kenzo didn't mind when I hugged him, he grabbed me by my body and gently rubbed my back.

I leaned my head against Kenzo's shoulder, looking at the setting sun. The atmosphere on the beach is getting dark.

Om Kenzo raised my chin with one hand. At that moment our eyes clashed.

We are too washed away, to ignore the existence of others around us.

The dark atmosphere, made us finally indifferent.

Om Kenzo smiled after releasing his kiss, he also rubbed the corner of my lips with his thumb.

"It's dark, go back to the resort." I'm nodding.

Some people saw us as we walked to the resort. We are like lovers, with ages that are far apart. It is clearly visible from the face of Kenzo who is mature and authoritative, while my face is still very cute like a toddler. I put on a smile, amused myself with my compliments. If Kenzo hears it, he's sure he's gonna hurt me again.

Om Kenzo stopped his steps immediately as the phone in his pants pocket rang. I reflexively stopped beside him. My curious soul came back. My eyes continued to stare sharply as Kenzo's hand reached into his phone. I should be able to see who called him. Nadine is.? Or Fely's sister.?

Kenzo and I alike stared at the phone screen in his hand. But he didn't realize that.

"Wait here Je, I'll pick up the phone first,,"

Kenzo's words are just the wind then for me. Just pass you by.

My chest has started to hurt, it feels tight to just take a breath. Even though I was determined to take Kenzo's om, but still I feel hurt if I see Kenzo interact with Fely's brother.

I stared at Kenzo from a distance. He seemed to be smiling broadly, continuing to speak to Fely's brother enthusiastically. I don't know what they're talking about.

Though Kenzo om just said that the ring on his ring finger is not important. But look now, he's so happy to pick up the phone from Fely's sister.

Is it possible that I misinterpreted Kenzo's words.?

Perhaps Kenzo meant the ring was not important because it was just a symbol of their status. The most important thing is that their relationship is good.

Why is my heart hurting more.

What am I supposed to do.? It feels so hard to just get her love. I was too fragile just to see them talking on the phone.

Could it be that I have to undo my intention, not to seize Kenzo and let them be together.

"Je,," Om Kenzo patted me gently on the shoulder.

"Udah finished om.? Come on," I'm talking without looking at him. Right now my eyes must be glazed.

"Why are you.?" Om Kenzo is always anxious whenever I see me daydreaming like this.

"What worries me om.! You're making me sicker, you are,,!"

"No reason - why. Let's go again," I said with a smile.

I held his hand and walked first. Pretending is painful, but it will be more painful if I keep remembering their relationship.

We just finished cleaning. Kenzo took us out to eat. To be honest I was lazy to come out again, but Kenzo would definitely keep asking if I refused his invitation.

"We'll be home tomorrow Je. Next time we go on vacation again if there's a long time,,"

I was silent immediately. Is it possible that Kenzo will go with Fely's brother.?

Because of arriving - just arrived om Kenzo speed up our vacation time. We should be home tomorrow night.

"Why, um,,? Want to go to Paris again.?"

"To Singapore. I have something to take care of,,,"

I immediately mute. So it's true they'll go together. Surely they'll see Grace's mother at the hospital.

Is it possible that Grace's mother is past her critical period.? It's worth it that Kenzo looks happy when he lifts the phone from Fely's sister.

It turned out to be that close to their relationship.

Is it possible that they've already decided the marriage after Grace's mother came to her senses from the coma.?

"Hold Jeje, you can't be weak. Before they get married, you still have a chance to take it,,"

I'm talking to myself. Strengthened my heart that was already torn - shreds.

Pain indeed, loving but not being able to have.

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