My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 55. Truths

When I looked back at them, Kenzo was looking at me. Apparently Kenzo already realized my existence. I immediately turned my eyes, trying to find an excuse to take Brother Nicho back to the resort.

"Oh sister, my stomach hurts so much," I pura - pura held my stomach, and put on a face that seemed to be holding back pain.

"Why is Je. sick.? It was good too."

"Mules.? Or come to the moon.?"

Geez, in a situation like this brother Nicho almost makes me laugh. But my sense of wanting to laugh just vanished when I saw Kenzo and Fely's brother again.

"Not brother. I don't know if it's sick, it's sick,,"

"Jaudah hunted back to the resort, asked the guards to buy medicine. Sister nanggung if back to the resort again, later not to see the sunset,,"

Right - right, brother Nicho is a bitch, can - he usually does not want to take me to the resort. Though I did all this also for his good, so that he would not be hurt later.

"Come anterin brother, I do not want to go back to the resort alone.if I faint on the road how.?"

"It's really sick, really,,"

"It hurts the most because of the mules, it's been a flashback. You want to get out here later.?"

"D'hh..! It's so bad, brother.!"

Lazy arguing with brother Nicho and reluctant to linger - long seeing their greatness, I chose to leave immediately. Somehow later if brother Nicho sees them. Right now my heart needs help too. I can no longer see them both.

I ran away from the beach with tears constantly pouring out. No matter the look of people who are surprised to see me.

Currently crying is the only way to eliminate chest tightness that feels stuck.

The shadow of togetherness om Kenzo and brother Fely who looked very friendly, became a large spear that rained down on my chest. It hurts so bad.

I can no longer describe what my heart is breaking like right now. I know, I shouldn't have been hurt watching them together. For I am present among them. I got into Kenzo's life and eventually I fell in love with him, even though I knew Kenzo had a relationship with someone else.

I was wrong, wrong because I was presumptuous to love someone who had been owned.

Why should I be a fool for love.! Why do I let this sincere love be wasted - in vain without ever being avenged.

If I can choose, I want to repeat time. If I knew it would be like this eventually, I would never decide to be a sugar baby.

I'm too stupid to understand myself. I was too naive, who from the beginning was confident that I would never regret giving this love to her. For real, I am so sorry this moment.

I went into the room slamming the door, expressing my great disappointment that could not be described in words.

Crying happens - so it is the best medicine to reduce my heartache at this time. Although I know, no matter how many tears come out of my eyes, I will never be able to remove the wound in my heart.

I kept crying, curled up on the bed.

I shouldn't play with love. In the end I myself was hurt by the taste I created myself.

"Je, are you okay,,?"

I was getting hysterical when I heard Kenzo's voice. Why is it that when I get hurt, I can still hear his voice that is so soothing to the soul. How much is my love for Kenzo, or am I too stupid.?

"Je, are you sick,,?"

I hate my hallucinations. Now it's not just Kenzo's voice that I can hear, but the soft touch of his hand behind my head I can feel.

"Please make me hate you.!"

I screamed still with a sob.

"Why.? Why should you hate me,?"

I want to scream as loud as possible. I could no longer hear his voice. This heart just hurts more.

I immediately turned around to make sure I was hallucinating. I felt annoyed because I kept hearing the sound and touch of his hand, which was soothing but also capable of hurting my heart.

"O, om, om,,!" I was so shocked that I immediately sat down. I looked at Kenzo in disbelief. Either I'm just a hallucination, or Kenzo is right in front of my eyes.

"Say, why do you want to hate me.?!" Kenzo's flat voice and sharp gaze can make me sure that he's really Kenzo.

"Why is it here.? Quick out om.! Don't make trouble, please.! Om's fiancee would have misunderstood seeing om in this room with me.!" I snapped while pushing Kenzo's body to get him out of my room.

I don't know why he arrived - he was here. Is it possible that Kenzo caught up with me as soon as he saw me off the beach.?

"My engagement.? Who is my fiancee.?"

Why am I getting sick to hear it, is it possible that Brother Fely is not Kenzo's fiancee.? Except his wife.

"Woman, the woman who was with me on the beach. He's an engaged om, right.?"

"Pocket out om.! I don't want to get in trouble,,!"

My annoyance has reached the ubun - ubun, but Kenzo om not budging. He was still sitting on the side of the bed staring at me. Right now he's smiling, as if he's teasing me.

"You're jealous to see me with her.? So you went off the beach crying out of jealousy.?" He said with a laugh. Kenzo really tested my heart.

"Jealous.?! Why am I jealous. I realize my position is om.!" Reply firmly. Just ghost I have to lie, besides what good is telling her the truth. Because even though he is honest, Kenzo will definitely not care.

Om Kenzo chuckled.

"Why should I if reality is not like that.!" I'm getting upset about answering it.

"Don't lie to you.! You think all this time I didn't know that you liked me," said Kenzo with high confidence.

Although it is true as it is the reality, but I am very embarrassed as well as upset. It turns out Kenzo knew all along that I had feelings for him, but all this time he didn't seem to know about it. How I'm not ashamed and upset. I must look like a fool in his eyes.

I took a heavy breath, then exhaled slowly. Maybe it's time for me to reveal my heart that I can only hold.

"Yes.! I was jealous to see om same fiance om.! I'm jealous because I loved om.! But I am aware of my stupidity. I realized I was wrong to put my heart on someone who would never be mine. I was hoping for something that would never happen.! All this time I could only harbour my feelings, I had no courage to,,, to,,,

Om Kenzo put his index finger on my lips. I asked him not to talk anymore.

"Who said it's impossible.?"

"Who said I can't be yours.?"

"For so long you have focused only on your feelings, until you don't realize that I have the same love."

"Om,," I said.

I can't believe what I just heard. Am I not dreaming.? Is this really real.? Does Kenzo love me too.?

I don't know what to react to. I still don't believe in any of this.

"I love you," she said softly.

"I've said this before" he said again with a smile.

I get it now, which means I wasn't dreaming. Om Kenzo actually said the word love to me, but he pretended to be asleep.

I immediately realized that I was so reminded of Brother Fely.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have the same feeling. And vice versa. Om Kenzo and brother Felicia are already,,,

"You know Felicia.?" Ask to cut my words. I immediately nodded.

"In, he, she," I hesitate to say that Fely's brother was in a relationship with Nicho's brother.

"He why.?"

Kenzo looks very curious.

Wouldn't it be bad for the relationship between the three of them.? Nicho and Kenzo have just started their friendship.

"Je Je.!"

"She, she's, she's the ex-Nicho sister I told you about at the time," I said, bowing my head.

"Geez, I deserve it.!" Erang.

I looked at Kenzo.

"Why om.?" Now it's my turn to be curious. Is it possible that Kenzo suspected that brother Fely had a relationship with brother Nicho.?

"It's worth it that they looked cold when I introduced them earlier. What else is your sister, she stared intently at Felicia. I think because he's fascinated,,"

"What.?!! So you know them.? Then how did Nicho react when he found out that om Ken is the fiancee of brother Fely.? You guys don't fight, do you.?"

In the midst of my panic, Kenzo was even widened - bahak. He seemed amused himself after hearing my words.

"Where are the fiancee sisters," he cried still with an unfinished laugh.

I was made gawk by Kenzo om's confession. So all this time I just misunderstood their closeness.? The misunderstanding that ended with the heartache I had to feel for months. Oh, my God, I'm really, really stupid. I can - I usually have an inner war just because of something that is not yet certain of the truth.

"So brother Fely is Kenzo's brother.? I thought Kenzo was the only child,,"

I still speak with high curiosity. Because all this time brother Fely and Grace's mother only lived alone. How can they have a family relationship.? It could be their parents, though,,

"Since 20 years ago we have been separated. Exactly after papa asked me to stay in Paris,, "

It turns out to be true my guess, they had to separate because of the divorce victims of his parents. But tragic fate of Brother Fely. His life is inversely proportional to 180 degrees with om Kenzo who glimmers luxury. Fely and Grace's mother struggle to survive.

Didn't Andreas give Grace's mother a dime.?

Hufft, why would I think about that.

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Well, right, Jeje misunderstood. Kenzo's younger brother's time was thought to be his fiancee.

Hayo, who here misunderstood too.? 😁

Must be abis read this on laughs dah because follow misunderstandings too.

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