My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 85. Agree

I was shocked to hear that my mom wanted to marry me and Kenzo as soon as possible. How I'm getting married, when I'm just in college. I wanted to get married young, but not for now at the age of 18. 18 Years old to marry, can not be categorized as young marriage. It's too early to get married.

"What does mama mean.? It's not like we've agreed to marry them off after Jeje graduates."

Papa looked at the three of us in turn, a sharp eye like a laser. I looked down because I was scared.

"Why would Jeje get pregnant before marriage.?!" Mama's words were full of emphasis.

"What.??!!" Again papa looked shocked.

"Yes.!! Try explaining.! What have you done to Jeje.?" Grumpy papa.

"Sorry om, me, I, you know,,

Plaakkkk,,,,

I raised my head as soon as I heard a loud slap.

I can only see Kenzo's cheeks flushed from papa's slap.

"Dare - how dare you desecrate my son. I allowed you to have a relationship with my son, but I didn't allow you to break it.!"

"Bah," I held the hand of the father who was about to slap Kenzo again.

Om Kenzo is not entirely guilty, since the beginning I have been missteps. I've entered into the dark circles, making myself a sugar baby. I ruined myself, not Kenzo.

"It's a reward, don't make things worse."

Mama says.

"We've already approved of Kenzo's son, before they do anything out of bounds, we'd better speed up their marriage."

"Did you forget, when you were Kenzo's age, you already had Nicho. Kenzo's grown man's reward, we can't let him wait too long for Jeje,,"

"There's nothing wrong with them getting married first, as long as Jeje finishes college before wanting to have children. Jeje is too young to conceive and give birth,,"

I just silently stared. My mind is dead. I don't know what to do. Should I accept my mother's decision.? Or should I reject it.? I was in a confusing situation. I still doubt my feelings at this time.

How can I marry Kenzo when this heart can't be sure how I feel about her.

Papa breathed a heavy sigh.

"The decision is in Jeje's hands, if she's willing to get married soon, papa will agree to it."

"But if Jeje refuses, I hope you can hold back."

"Especially you Ken.!" Papa pointed at Kenzo.

"Control yourself, don't disappoint us.!" His words are full of emphasis.

"We talk after breakfast.!"

"Thank you, um, I'm sorry for this," Om Kenzo bowed respectfully.

Papa didn't respond, he just came out of my room.

"Let's get out. I don't want to see you guys in one more room like this,,!"

I nodded weakly. We followed my mom's steps behind. I could only bow my head, with an increasingly chaotic feeling.

"Everything will be fine" said Kenzo, holding my hand. I slowly pulled my hand from his grasp, without even turning to Kenzo.

The atmosphere of breakfast this time was gripping. No one had spoken since we sat at the dinner table until Dad came and started eating our own food.

The silence happened after breakfast.

Deheman papa breaks the silence.

"So how did you decide, Je.?" Ask papa in her firm voice.

"All decisions are in your hands, so long as you can account for the decisions you have made,,"

I was afraid to hear Papa's words. I feel like I am being judged for a big mistake I made.

I'm dilemma. It's hard to make this decision.

But sooner or later, we're going to get married.

I am aware of my current situation, if I reject Kenzo, not necessarily I can get a man who can accept my condition. But I need time to open my heart to Kenzo.

"Jeje wants to focus on Pah's college. Jeje promised to be more self-serving, "I answered a little hesitantly.

"You sure of your decision.? Papa won't tolerate you breaking your own decision,,,"

Papa's words managed to make my heart beat fast. To be honest I was also afraid, afraid of not being able to hold my own words.

"You can still focus on college even though you're married. As long as you can delay pregnancy."

"Mama's better off if you get married first, instead of mama not believing in you. It's just that we never know what's going to happen in the future,,"

It seems like my mom is very supportive if we get married first. My mom didn't want me to get pregnant before I got married.

"I agree aunt. I will free Jeje to focus on her studies. And we can delay pregnancy until Jeje's age is ripe enough to conceive,,"

I knew Kenzo was serious in the first place, only that he had disappointed me with the lies he had committed. Until finally able to make my feelings slowly begin to fade to him.

Would I overdo it if I kept being cold to Kenzo.?

Should I let us get married in the near future to re-improve our relationship, and bring back the love that was already buried in my heart.

"You don't agree - just agree.!" Firm papa.

"This is where papa's decision leaves it entirely to Jeje,,"

I took a deep breath.

"Well, Jeje doesn't mind getting married first. As long as Jeje can still go to college,,,"

I can see the happy hue on Kenzo's face. He smiled at me with a shady look.

So does the mother who looks relieved to hear my decision.

"Well, if that's your decision. Whatever happens to you after you get married, it'll be both of you're responsible."

"Papa and Mama won't interfere with your problems later,,"

Me and Kenzo nodded at the same time.

"Ken, this week bring your papa here. We'll talk about your wedding."

"We're making a simple event, for the prescription we got a degree after Jeje graduated from college,,,"

"Om good,,"

"I promise I'll take care of Jeje, and take full responsibility for her. I really love Jeje om."

"Thank you for giving us your blessing,,"

His words are full of seriousness. I just put on a faint smile hearing it.

"I trust you completely.!"

"You're the one in charge of the work, so I don't have to doubt your responsibilities towards Jeje,,"

"Papa goes to the office first,,,,"

Papa got up from his seat, followed by the mother who will take papa forward.

"Brain heart om,,,, the,,,

"Heart - heart pah,,

I said and Kenzo at the same time.

Papa and mama looked at us at the same time, both of them just shook their heads slowly at our compactness, then moved from the dining room.

"I'm relieved that you can finally forgive me and start over."

"I promise I won't let you down again,,"

He said as he rubbed my head slowly.

"But I can't love you anymore," I said honestly. Kenzo's facial expression changed immediately.

"No problem, I just need to fight to make you fall in love with me again."

"It's not easy to make you fall in love, you used to easily put your heart on me, "Ledek om Kenzo. I'm pissed off.

"This time will not be that easy. ! So you have to fight harder for it," I said.

"You're challenging me.?" Ask about Kenzo.

I nodded quickly.

"We'll see, hmm," he said, pulling my nose.

"I also have to go to the office. All right here, I'll go home first," Om Kenzo got up from his seat, then left a kiss on the top of my head.

I just nodded slowly.

I hope the decision I made was right.

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