My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 63. Fear of losing

My return and Nicho's brother were met by papa's overflowing anger.

It turns out that Sherly immediately complained of the actions of Nicho's brother to his parents. Feeling unable to accept his son ignored by brother Nicho, papa brother Sherly immediately reprimanded papa.

"Is that how you treat your future wife.?! Sherly has come a long way to Bali, but you came home on purpose.!"

Snapped papa.

Nicho was silent, but he harbored his anger.

"Don't make your patience run out Nich.!" Excited again.

"You rejected the match, opposed papa and preferred your lover. But when you accept it, what do you get.? He left you, didn't he.?!!"

"Now you alone are willing to accept that match.! So don't let papa down.!" Smoke again.

"Why did you bring me - bring Fely.?!" Gris brother Nicho .

He can't be mentioned in the slightest about Fely's brother. Nicho will be the front runner.

"Pope should be happy because Fely's gone from my life. That's what papa wants.?!"

Nicho's tone is getting higher.

"Nicho.!! Again you fight papa because women don't know themselves.!"

"He dumped you, but you're still fighting.!!"

Suana in the family room was so gripping. The flames of war are burning. Nicho's face was red, staring at Papa hatefully. So did papa, who stared at brother Nicho with disappointment.

I could only shut up while hugging my mom. My mom and I can't say anything. Because papa doesn't like it the most when someone intervenes.

"Who do you call not knowing yourself.? A good woman who was despicable until she left me.!"

"It's all because of papa.!!" His shouting.

Papa looks surprised by Nicho's confession.

"Don't you think I don't know what you did to Fely.!!"

"Why would papa insult him.?!! Is it just because Fely's family isn't like Sherly.? Which can provide a profit for papa company.?!"

"That's what papa wants.?! Emphasize corporate profits and fuel my happiness.!!"

"Nicho.!! You dare to fight papa again for the sake of that woman.?!!"

Both of Nicho's big hands were clenched.

"I'm tired of papa's attitude.!!" His impact.

Sister Nicho stood up as she leaned against the glass table in front of her.

Mama and I could only scream when they saw the table break and make a loud noise. Glass flakes scattered on the floor.

Fresh blood flowed on the back of Nicho's arm. After that, brother Nicho chose to leave from the presence of papa.

"Nicho,,,!!!" Shouted papa, but brother Nicho ignored him and continued walking to climb into his room.

"You see.! Our son is such a dissident. That woman had already poisoned her brain.!!" Grumpy papa.

He still blames Fely's brother, without even bothering to reflect on his own mistakes. For his ill-treatment of Fely's brother.

"Bah, mama please don't be too hard on Nicho. Don't let papa regret later. He's an adult, let him choose his own way of life,,,"

"Nicho hope papa mah,,! He will continue our company. What's wrong papa participate in determining his future. What papa did was also for her good,,!!"

"Father papa.! Not my kindness.!" Refuse Sister Nicho with a firm voice. He came down the stairs with his big suitcase.

"What you do is just to make your company bigger. Not for my future.!"

"I'm an adult,,! It is no longer a child that can be arbitrarily arranged - set,,,!!" Snarled.

Papa could only remain silent by restraining his anger. Staring at the motion - snarled brother Nicho.

"Nicho, where are you going, baby,,,?" Ask your mom with a loud voice.

Sister Nicho approached me and my mother.

"I'm going back to New York, ma'am, at least until I finish college, I'm not going home here,,"

"Nicho,,!"

"Sister,,!"

Excited and mama. Our eyes are glassy, my mother has even shed her tears.

"Don't like that, son, please, mama,,,"

"Mama take good care of yourself - well. You too," Brother Nicho smiled at me, gently shuffling my head.

I immediately hugged Brother Nicho, crying in his arms.

"Don't go, sister, I can't go years without my sister," I said, interrupted by tears that began to break.

"Just two years Je, it won't be long,,"

Brother Nicho let go of my embrace. Now she hugged my mom.

"Nicho pamit mah. Don't get too busy, take a little time for Jeje, "he said, then let go of his embrace.

"Dear, you can't go that long. You should come back later," said the mother begging.

"It's mah.!! Just let him go. He already doesn't appreciate us as parents.!!" Snapped papa.

"What according to papa, papa's attitude all this time as a parent is right.? Why should I respect people who can't respect others.!"

One slap landed on Nicho's cheek.

My mom and I could only scream without preventing it.

Mama wakes up to keep papa away, while I take brother Nicho away.

"Papa's gone too far.! Why use violence.!" Mama says.

"Son't you papa.?" I'm anxious.

Nicho's cheeks are flushed.

Sister Nicho passed by, my mother tried to hold her back, while I could only cry.

I don't know what kind of family this is.? There is no comfort and comfort in it.

"If you dare to get out of this house, papa will revoke all your facilities in New York, including blocking all atm cards and credit cards.!"

"Just do.! I don't give a shit. Papa thinks I can't live without money from papa.?!!"

I, who could no longer afford it, chose to go to my room.

Then what about me if brother Nicho doesn't come back. Who would advise mom and dad to take his time for me. Who's gonna take care of me.?

I'm sick of papa. He did not even regret the slightest bit already making Brother Nicho choose to leave. Nicho's departure doesn't even make him sad.

Doesn't Brother Nicho mean anything to me.? Why is papa so cruel.!

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This morning I got word from Nicho, he said he would come home as usual, just to see me. I'm a little relieved to hear that.

Hopefully the decision made by Nicho is the right one. It was better for him to leave, rather than having to sacrifice his happiness for papa's endless ambition.

Although I am sad, I support Nicho's decision.

Hopefully after this he will be happy with his love.

I'm getting ready to go to Kenzo's apartment. Though only yesterday I spent time with him, but somehow miss this just getting bigger.

The longer I spend with Kenzo, the harder it is to part with him even for a little while.

What if destiny wasn't on my side and required me to part with him.

Am I willing to.? Of course I won't be able to.

But I believe in Kenzo, I'm sure with his promise, I'm sure we'll always be together.

Arriving at Kenzo's apartment, I rushed into the kitchen to make our lunch.

In about 30 minutes Kenzo will be home.

I cook with mixed feelings, I can't wait to see Kenzo again.

I am like a wife who welcomes her husband home.

Too busy cooking and busy with my rumbling feelings, I was not aware of the presence of om Kenzo.

Until the sound of his dehemence made me look directly back.

There were no words other than being happy when I saw him in front of me. Om Kenzo looked at me with a smile on his lips. I could only shut up and stay in place.

Looking at me who was just silent, Kenzo stretched out his hands. Gave me room to run into his arms.

With a red face, I ran towards him. Instead of hugging, I just jumped to hold and wrestle around Kenzo's neck. I'm like a baby koala in her mother's arms.

Kenzo's hand held my body, one more hand rubbed my back.

"How are you,,?" He asked as he stepped up and continued to carry me. Turns out Kenzo was about to turn off the stove I just stayed on.

"Geez, I forgot about it. Good thing not to burn," I said while making sure my cooking was really saved.

"Next time you have to focus if you're cooking again," The air is flat.

How could I focus if the shadow of his face kept appearing in my head, coupled with his presence that had already blown my mind.

"How are you doing.? You're okay, right,,?" Ask once more.

Attention and care for me. He almost asked me every time he met.

I have no reason not to love someone as gentle and warm as Kenzo who cares so much about me.

"As you can see, I'm fine," I smiled broadly at him. Om Kenzo nodded small. He kept holding me, taking me into his room.

Then put me on the side of the bed.

"I change clothes first," he said, gently shaking my head, and leaving before me.

I immediately held onto my chest that was pounding hard. My brain was traveling when Kenzo took me into his room. I think he'll do what we do often.

He would just change his clothes.

I laughed in my heart. I always thought like that.

Kenzo came out of the walk in closet. He had already changed his clothes with a plain shirt and shorts.

"The cooking is done.? Or is it still a long time.?"

As he asked, Kenzo picked me up again, carrying me again like that. I reflexively wrapped my hands around his neck.

"Udah is done. It was just hot in a minute for matengin,"

Om Kenzo just kept quiet, didn't give any reaction to my answer. He kept walking, took me to the kitchen, then dropped me off at the dinner table.

"Sit here," he said after pulling the chair.

"But the cuisine hasn't mateng om,,,"

"Let me continue,,"

"But om,,,, the,,,

"I don't like to be denied Je," he said firmly.

Kenzo really continues to cook. He even prepared two rice dishes and arranged them on the dining table. I just kept quiet, kept paying attention to Kenzo without commenting.

Whose heart would not be broken if treated like this.? How could I not love him, while we spent a lot of time together.

To be honest, the greater this love for her, the fear of losing her also grew.

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