
This morning feels so good. I woke up in Kenzo's arms. Actually since last night he kept holding me after we repeated the hot activity again.
Kenzo didn't let go of his embrace for a second. As if afraid I would go far if she let go of her embrace.
Is that as scared as Kenzo is to lose me.?
I thought I was the only one afraid of losing her.
Kenzo even keeps whispering the same sentence over and over again. I just realized that since I was in Bali, Kenzo has said it often.
He asked me to trust him no matter what, and asked me to stay by his side.
I was so scared when Kenzo said 'never go away from me', I could feel sadness in his tone. And it scares me. I'm afraid something will happen between us. That's why I chose silence, I'm incapable of saying anything.
I kept looking at Kenzo's sleeping handsome face. The face that was always present in my dreams. The face that always comes to my mind because I keep thinking about it.
I hope for the happiness of both of us.
Hope will live together in the sacred bond of marriage. Happy until death do us part.
Being with him is my happiness.
Maybe I was hoping for my first love too much. I wish there were only 1 name that would fill my heart forever, the handsome man before me.
Not able to bear just looking at her, my fingers started touching her cheeks and slowly felt all the parts of her face that were so perfect.
Starting from his lips that always give me a warm kiss, also a charming smile to make me fall more in love, and the words from his lips that make me feel noticed and loved by him.
His nose and sharp eyes did not escape the touch of my hand. Everything inside of her is so beautiful.
I gasped when Kenzo opened his eyes and held my hand on his face.
He smiled faintly, then immediately approached and kissed my lips.
"Morning kiss baby," she said. Kenzo's smile grew. I smiled, then did the same thing Kenzo did to me
"Morning kiss too,,,"
I immediately hugged Kenzo and buried my face in his plain field.
I've taken a shower, I'm currently making breakfast in the kitchen. Om Kenzo had helped me earlier, after someone called, he immediately left the kitchen and did not come back.
"It's over,,.?" Ask about Kenzo. Along with that, he also hugged me from behind.
I flinched because I was daydreaming.
"Oh my goodness, om,,! Why should I get.!" My protest.
"Make it not mostly daydream," Om Kenzo rattled my hair. He helped me put food on the table.
Today is beautiful. I feel like I want to stop time to feel this happiness with Kenzo.
The more sweet treatment Kenzo keeps giving me, the less willing I am to end this morning.
Om Kenzo was driving me home after we finished breakfast.
I also had to leave for college in two hours, so I asked Kenzo to hurry - quickly take me home.
As usual, Kenzo stopped his car across the street from my house.
"Don't forget Sunday morning at 8, my man and Fely will pick you up. I'll be on Monday afternoon,,"
"Felicia's number I'll send to you,,"
"Read it,,!" My heart while paying respect.
"Thank you for today," I ventured to kiss Kenzo's lips. When I was about to release him, Kenzo actually held me back and returned my kiss.
"I love you," he said with a deep, loving look. I'm whipping his cuddle. Reluctant to part ways today, I still want to spend time with her.
"I love you too," I said.
"Remember, you have to stay by my side." He said remind me again. I don't know how many times Kenzo talked like that. I nodded quickly.
"Bye om,, see you," I waved to her with a smile that continued to expand.
Kenzo smiled, but there was sadness in his eyes. Maybe he felt the same way as me, reluctant to end this beautiful morning.
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At 6am I woke up and started to prepare. Can't wait for Rasnata to meet Grace's mother.
I asked my mom and dad for permission to stay at my friend's house. There's no way I said I'd see Grace's mother in Singapore, papa wouldn't let her.
As soon as it was neat, I immediately went downstairs to join the mama and papa who were having breakfast.
"Mah's part, pah,,,"
My broom. I kissed their cheeks in turn.
"Baggle, baby,,,"
"Morning,,,"
Answer mom and dad at the same time.
"This one is going.?"
Ask papa.
Papa nodded slowly.
"They haven't played at home for a long time, why don't you stay here," Mama chimed in.
"There will be a turn. Now at Celina's house first. Let our friendship not break up," Again I just reasoned.
"Stay just have to be breezy, already like aja arisan," Mama chuckled amusedly.
I just smiled clumsyly. We started eating without talking to each other again.
"Mama put where the invitation from Andreas.? Papa forgot the clock. This afternoon I have to meet the client first, afraid not to come,,,"
Papa started talking after finishing his meal.
"Awhile, mommy take it first," Mama got up from her seat, whether to take an invitation where.
I was busy eating pieces of fruit on my side.
Apparently Andreas has a show. It's worth it Kenzo was very busy at the end of this.
Successful entrepreneurs such as papa and om Andreas are indeed common when holding events.
"From 8 p.m.," Mama walked over to the dinner table reading the fancy invitation in her hand. Luxury invitations that are more suitable for weddings.
"It's still time to come" said Papa.
"It's a shame that someone else has already done it first. Mama was amazed by Kenzo. He is polite, kind and mature. Suitable for Jeje," said mama.
I can't help hearing it. Between confusion and pleasure. I didn't think that Mama had the mind to unite me with Kenzo.
That means I'll easily get their blessing if I tell my mom about our relationship.
But what makes me confused, why did mama say it was someone else's first.? What's-what does.?
"Huss, this mama if you talk like origin.! Their age is far away. Ken can get old if he waits for Jeje to get married," Papa said.
I looked at the two in confusion and asked.
"Same papa again saying what the hell.?"
I started to comment.
"Here's my darling," Mama offered me the invitation. I picked it up with a trembling hand, for some reason I had a bad feeling about the invitation.
I chose to put the invitation on the table, I was afraid that my mom and dad would look at my trembling hands.
The name on the invitation, immediately made my vision dark, this ear seemed deaf, even this tongue felt stiff. My body seems to be out of place. I just silently stared as I continued to look at the engagement invitation of Kenzo and Nadine.
It's not the heartache I feel anymore, but it's as if it's broken as if it's not left.
So this is what Kenzo always said to me.?
He kept telling me to be by his side and just trust him.
It turned out that he was going to get engaged and marry another woman.
Why did he give me hope.? Why did he make a promise and say love to me.?
How will I stay by his side when he already has another woman.!
Does he want to torture me by continuing to scratch wounds because he has to resist jealousy.!
Why didn't Kenzo tell me.! Why did he always say that the ring on his ring finger was meaningless.! What does this invitation mean.?
Tonight he held a lavish engagement with the model. But this morning he sent me to Singapore.!
Why don't you tell me to get out of her life.!
Then what about me.? I gave my sanctity to him. What am I supposed to do.?
"Je,,! Je, uh,,!" I flinched as my mother shook my arms many times.
"Why are you.?" Mama looks panicked.
"Huhuh.? No reason - napa mah. Jeje up first, mah, pah,,"
I hurried to leave the dining table. Mom and Dad can't see me crying.
I locked myself in my room. Crying in silence. It hurts so bad. Not only was my heart broken, but my world was broken in ruin.
I immediately took my phone, sent a message to Fely's brother that I couldn't come to Singapore on the grounds of illness.
Seems like Fely and Kenzo are working together. I'm sure Mr. Fely knows about my relationship with Kenzo, and Kenzo will be engaged tonight.
I will come, not to say congratulations, but to say goodbye. I'll see him one last time.!!
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