Only I Love
Chapter 10

"It seems, I was in the wrong place," his cry dipped in the face, curled up on the bed.

"So long as she had other options, I suddenly became the second woman in their story."

"How is Abi? What should Ala do?"

Some time, he tried to calm himself. He took ablution calming his troubled mind how to behave. In his grief, he performed the circumcision prayer istuqarah, praying fervently to raise his hands in a sad face.

“O God, I have indeed turned to You with Your knowledge, I ask You for strength with Your strength, I ask You with Your glory. Surely You are the One who predestines and I am not able to do so."

"You are All-Knowing, and I do not know. You're the one who knows the occult. O God, if You know that this matter is both a refuge in my affairs in the world and in the hereafter, (or good for my religion, life, and the end of my affairs), then do not do it for me, make it easy for me and bless her for me."

"O Allah, if You know that the matter is bad for my religion, life, and the end of my business (or it hurts my feelings in my affairs in the world and the hereafter), then leave him alone, and take me away from him, and do my best whatever the circumstances may be and make me glad with him. Then he called his wish.”

"Even though he is the soul mate that Abi has appointed for me, it is not necessarily the same! with the soul that you have destined for me. I give everything to You, my Lord. There is no place for me to surrender but to You."

Ala glanced at the side of the room, but she could not find what she needed. However, he finally took a phone that was not far from his side to open the Quran application and chant the holy verse.

On the top porch, Uqi was still cool with his chatter with a lover who was sulking sad because he was married to Ala. "Well, the mother-to-be of my son. Don't be sad anymore. If she doesn't intend to end our marriage, then I will."

Uqi raised his head when he heard the beautiful shahdu Quran from the lower floor.

"Now you rest, huh? It's too late, tomorrow you have to teach again right? 'Atamananaa lak hulm jamil eaziziun ...." (May my dear dream.)

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"Walaikum salam warrahmatullah wabarakatuh ..."

The call was over, Uqi got up and went inside the house. The melodious voice was getting clearer and more solemn.

"Heheh, it looks like he's starting to show off his Qiroah abilities to me." Uqi slowly went down the stairs and Ala's voice sounded increasingly clear.

As he was about to descend the last rung of the ladder, Uqi stopped his steps. His head shook for a moment and turned his body back up to the top floor, entering into the room that was there.

After completing a juzz of her reading, Ala closed her study and cupped both hands to her face. His heart felt much more serene and the pain just disappeared.

"Alhamdulilbornabbil'alamin."

Ala realized something. Her husband did not return and Ala remembered that the door of her room was locked. "Astahhfirullah ...." Ala quickly unlocked the door of her room and turned her head upward.

Ala wanted to step up. However, he abandoned his intentions. "I'm afraid to interrupt their conversation. Later, Uda will hate me more how?"

Ala chose to sit on the dining room chair that was nearby. He waited for the husband who did not come down as well. Time kept moving and he accidentally fell asleep there.

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Azan Subuh also echoed and Uqi had prepared to perform dawn prayers at a nearby mosque. Slowly his feet stepped down the stairs. And, the sight of his wife sleeping in the dining room left him stunned.

"Astaghfirullah, why is he sleeping there?"

This was the first time he saw the hair of the woman who always wore the veil. Uqi looked confused as to how.

One hand wanted to move to poke the woman who had long black hair. Uqi observed that the beautiful strands of hair were scattered to the wife's back.

"Ah, I've been ablution, do I leave it as if I didn't see it?"

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