Only I Love
Chapter 67

"But I still love you so much, and of course I wish there was a way out of this."

Rafatar felt relief and had to in his heart hear those words. He hugged Ala with an unstoppable feeling of haru. "Thank you, honey. Forgive my ungrateful guilt for having you in the presence of our son. I know this isn't easy, but we're going through it together."

They looked at each other in a warm embrace with mixed feelings. However, Ala still responded to the husband with a cold attitude despite being in the arms of the husband. His heart is still wounded, it is not easy for him to just accept the attitude of Rafatar who suddenly returned to the way he was.

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Rafatar managed to bring Ala back to their home. This time, they had been standing in the middle room of the house that felt silent as they were both equally mute in an awkward atmosphere. Rafatar looked at his wife with love. He tried to touch and hold the hand of his wife who was still cold to him.

"Darling, I understand how angry you are at me and how hard it is to take me back for granted. But I want to hear you speak, express what's in your heart" Rafatar said in a soft voice.

Ala still remained silent, her regret was still not lost just because of her husband's appeal.

Rafatar continued, "I know I made a big mistake as if I wasn't grateful and accepted our baby's destiny. But believe me, now I'm sincere and accept everything. I love you so much, baby, and I certainly have to love our baby too."

Ala was still unmoved, but the hue on her eyes seemed to be soft. Slowly, tears began to flow down Ala's cheeks. He tried to hold back his still overflowing emotions, but finally he let out a long sigh and conveyed them softly, "Alright. For the sake of our baby, for the sake of the struggle all this time after becoming your wife, I will forgive you even though you have made me feel alone and afraid to go through all this."

Rafatar grasped Ala's hand tightly and looked at her affectionately. "Darling, I understand how you feel. Ii'm sorry. That's all I can say."

Ala clasped Rafatar's hand back and nodded slowly. Although her heart was still worried and afraid that this would reoccur, she could feel honesty and sincerity in every utterance of her husband.

With a renewed commitment and a strong desire to improve the relationship, Rafatar and Ala begin an honest heart-to-heart conversation. They share their feelings, worries, and expectations, listening to each other attentively.

In their talks, Rafatar relentlessly apologized for his earlier impatience. He explained that he had pondered everything and understood the importance of support and love in dealing with difficult situations.

Rafatar took Ala's hand gently and looked into her eyes affectionately. "Darling, I want you to know that you're not alone in dealing with this. I'm right next to you and we're gonna fight together. We are a team, and together we can overcome everything."

They miss each other all night, share and give each other. Syahdu fusion after this problem, feels more meaningful and meaningful in dim light. A loving gaze, between two longing people, finally merges in true love.

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As time passed, they never stopped asking Him who is the Master of the universe. This time Rafatar tried to prove what he had promised his wife. He gives love and attention to Ala, rubbing Ala's stomach which is getting more and more days has started to fall into the hips.

"Ahg, just to walk, it feels difficult and crowded," ringis Ala road with a little swing.

Ala could only smile. "Why don't you hang around for a long time?"

"Don't worry, honey. I'll come home with lunch and we'll eat together."

Ala nods in agreement to kiss her husband's hand and deliver Rafatar to the vehicle as he is about to go to work.

"I'll go first, honey. Don't you get tired, okay?" Rafatar waved his hand around the steering wheel and left.

Shortly after, a woman appeared with a face full of sadness. "natal ... Alaa ... Help Ama!" said his in-laws.

It is still clear in his memory when he was driven out by the in-laws to leave the house they occupied. This time, Ala's empathy for the in-laws seemed to overflow unceremoniously.

"Ala, Ama knows you must be very angry and hate Ama. But Ama begs you to forgive Ama. Ama is so sorry."

Ala looked at her in-laws in a long silence. He was trying to read something. This time, however, she felt the fear of her mother-in-law.

"Here, I'm sorry Ama." Venna pleaded with great sadness.

"Well, I have forgiven Ama" said Ala coldly.

Ama's face seemed to be more begging to approach Ala holding her daughter-in-law's hand. "Ala, have you really forgiven Ama?"

"Yes" said Ala briefly.

"Then Ama wants to ask you for help."

Ala looked at her in-laws flatly. "So it turned out this way? Ama didn't really come to see me? Ama just wants something else behind this?"

"I'm sorry Ama, Ala. Ama doesn't know what else to do. I don't know who else to ask for help. Ama had already asked Fatar to help, but he did not respond to Ama."

Ala turned her body. "Sorry, Ma. Uda Rafatar just won't help Ama, let alone me." Ala went into the house leaving Venna in her tears.

Ala felt that something was coming out from the lower part of her body with a rush. "Agh ...." He looked down. At her feet flowed a thick liquid of red color, her uterus felt really very painful.

"Agh ..." the ringing. His heartbeat raced very quickly, and his gaze blurred. Shaking, his hand grabbed his stomach. A gasping sound came out from his lips as he tried to endure the anxiety that was engulfing all of a sudden.

From outside the house, Venna who was still crying heard the ringing of her daughter-in-law. He tried to peek and was surprised to see what happened to Ala.

Ala's face looked pale, and her eyes were emitting a fear that could not be hidden. Breathing gasps and chokes, with every breath sounding like an exhortation. In an increasingly panicked state, he tried to gather his strength and tried to calm down.

"Well? You want to give birth," said Venna welcomed Ala's body that began to look good.