Only I Love
Chapter 66

Rafatar returns to Ala's parents' house expectantly. He wanted to talk to Ala from heart to heart. This time, he found his wife sitting contemplating on the porch in my face, red nose, and it can be concluded that Ala did not stop crying while she was not there.

"Darling?" said it.

Ala moves about to move, but her condition in a large pregnancy makes her movements not as fast as before when not pregnant. Rafatar caught Ala's hand and held her sitting together.

"Dear, I'm sorry."

Ala simply glanced at her husband's hand with a stiff face holding back the tears that were about to fall back.

"Honey, I know this is a very difficult situation for both of us. However, you should know, I love you very much. Honestly, I still hope our baby's okay not just resting on the diagnosis the doctor gave."

"Aren't you, Allah is Most Merciful and Most Merciful? Why don't we strengthen the hope of asking Him more earnestly so that our children are born more than perfect?"

"However, if this is His way to draw us closer to Him, I want us to face it together. If our baby may have a special challenge, you should know that it will not diminish my love for you. We can be a strong family and support each other."

Rafatar continued, "You have to know that I am ready to learn and develop together in the face of this. You're not alone, honey. We can ask for help from health experts, organizations, and communities who can help us understand the problems we face."

"We will learn how special care and needs our baby may need. I want us to go through all this lovingly as long as we're together."

He looked at Ala sincerely, "Honey, we've been through so many things together and I know that we have great love. I want us to support each other and build a happy future. Please, just give me a chance to fix everything for my behavior this time. Honestly, I'm very frustrated, but I can already control myself."

"One thing I can make sure of for you, honey. I'll always be there for you and our baby."

In a hopeful voice, Rafatar finished his persuasion, "Humaira Fii Jannah, I love you with all my body soul. Let's face this problem together and fight for our family's happiness. Allow me to go back into your heart with us to build a family of sakinah, mawwadah, and warrahmah."

Ala, who was still angry and upset, looked at Rafatar with a cold, tense look. His face still portrayed disappointment and anger that were hard to express in words.

"Oh my wife, I know how angry and disappointed you are right now. I understand that you may feel hurt by my attitude as if you did not accept the destiny we knew earlier. But I'm not just going to give up. I promise I will fight for our family and try my best to fix everything."

Rafatar noticed Ala who was still tense, silent, and decided to continue, "Really, I love you so much. You are an inseparable part of my life, and I can't imagine life without you. I know it's difficult, but together, we can deal with it more strongly."

Gently, Rafatar added, "I'm not asking you to change your anger instantly, but let me prove my love and my goodwill to you and our baby."

"I will work hard to improve our relationship and build a happy family. Please give me a chance to show my sincerity and want to take care of our family."

Rafatar grasped Ala's hand gently, trying to melt the ice between them. "Darling, we are strong parents-to-be. Let's support each other and find a way out of this situation. I believe that our love can overcome all obstacles, including the challenges we face today. With you, I feel like I can live everything. Please give me a chance to show you how valuable you are to me."

Ala was still speechless, but there was a hint of doubt appearing in her eyes. Rafatar hopes that his words can embrace Ala's heart and make her see that there is hope for a better future.

"Let's talk with an open and honest heart. I want to listen to your feelings and understand what you are thinking. Let's find a solution together and solve this problem with the power of love we have. Please, honey, just give us one chance to restore our relationship."

Rafatar waited with a pounding heart, hoping that his words had stirred Ala's feelings and opened her heart and spoke deeper and building.

Ala remained silent, but she began to loosen her hand which had been tense and stiff. Rafatar sees the small sign as hope.

"Let's find a way to get through this together, honey. I don't want to lose you. I know that this period may seem bleak, but if we are together, I believe we can definitely deal with it" Rafatar said with hope.

He looked at Ala's face gently, trying to pierce through the wall formed between them. "We have gone through many things together, both in joy and sorrow. I know we can get past this hurdle too. If we are united, if we support each other and trust each other, nothing is impossible for us."

Rafatar let his words sink into his wife's heart in silence, giving Ala time to respond. He knew that they needed to face this problem together and find the right solution for their families.

After a moment of stiffening, Ala finally said a few words in a weak voice, but sounded more open. "I'm still angry and disappointed in you, Uda. It's easy for you to throw away all our struggles just because we have news that our child will be born in an abnormal state" she cried.