Only I Love
Chapter 43

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Rafatar was shocked to hear the news. Her heart rages between happiness as the mother finally opens herself up to receive Ala, but is instantly crushed when news of the arrival of Ala's ex-husband who wants to refer to her.

Rafatar shook his head quickly with a meaningful look. Without hesitation, Rafatar immediately ran towards the door of the house and entered quickly. Inside the house, he saw a pretty tense atmosphere. He saw Ala sitting dumbstruck, staring among the guests.

Right in front of her was a man with an unidentified face in a wheelchair who was none other than her ex-husband. On the sofa of this room is also seen the family of the former Ala who sat in like waiting for something.

In his heart, Rafatar prayed that Ala would remain strong and steadfast in the face of this situation. He approached Ala with steady steps and placed his hand on Ala's shoulder as a sign of support.

"Alah, I'm coming ... I'm here for you. I will support you in every decision you make" Rafatar said in a soft but confident voice.

Ala turned her head and looked at Rafatar's hand which was located on his shoulder However, for some reason this time he got a strength. His face was slightly open and radiated with relief.

"I've made a decision, sir. And my decision was to not be able to accept a referral. I've forgiven and forgotten the past with uda Uqi. But our relationship is over and there is no room for us to get back together" Ala said firmly.

Ala's ex-husband looks surprised to hear the decision. "Why?" syauqi said nervously.

"Humaira, you beg me to think about it. In the past, he was guilty. However, he had realized and regretted it after you left. He always misses you, Humaira. At least, give him a chance that he has changed." Syauqi's mother tries to convince Ala with various arguments.

"I'm sorry, I can't, Mom, Dad, Uda" Ala said firmly with her stance. Rafatar, who heard Ala's determination, smiled and felt proud. There is a belief in the prayer that he offered, this time God affirmed swt.

"At least, you are not underestimated if you return with Uqi, Ala," said Mother.

"Sorry, Mom. I think the status of the widow I have is not a disgrace. I did not do z4lim, and divorced not because of maks1at. It's okay for people to look at me, because Allah is All-Knowing of everything that happens to us."

"Humaira, didn't you say you forgave me? I miss you so much, I love you, and when my love has blossomed to you, you disappear away leaving—"

"Uda, I don't think I need to repeat any more of the fairy tales we've been through for a moment. You're not a prince and I'm not a princess."

"Is it because I've become so ugly, blind, deaf, and paralyzed that you won't accept me?" Syauqi was fond of still expecting his ex-wife.

"No! Not because of that! Are you not satisfied to hurt me, Uda? Enough, Uda. I don't think I'm strong anymore. Sorry Uda, in Islam it is permissible to have more than one wife. But it must get permission from the first wife. But baby, I'm still human. Still love the world. I'm not a woman who's ready to be mated with in secret."

Syauqi's face seemed increasingly pale to hear the outpouring of Ala's heart that he had just heard for the first time. He did not expect, obedient and sweet girl who he knew first, now loudly denied everything he asked.

"I don't think we have anything to talk about anymore. I happen to have a special guest" said Ala with origin.

Rafatar who had been silent, now his heart was made as if jumping out. Almost a smile adorned his lips. Then, Rafatar looked at Ala's ex-husband sharply, giving a signal because he just understood Ala's marriage was not as happy as he thought.

"I'm sorry everyone, I'll take Ala away with me" Rafatar said.

Ala's risen. "Sorry everyone, I'll go with him. Assalamualaikum" said Ala out and followed by Rafatar with a light step behind him.

Syauqi clasped his hands and the body trembled violently. Ummi who had been silent, could not do and say anything. If Ala, his eldest daughter had spoken seriously, then there would be no one who could refute.

Meanwhile, Ala who had stepped quickly out of her house, the longer she stepped the heavier. His body shook again. All the pain he had endured now came out easily.

"Astaghfirullah al'azim .... What did I just say?" his sobs cupped his hands together on his face.

Behind Ala, Rafatar's hand tried to reach the Muslim woman again, but the hand clenched and went down. She already understood the reason for Ala's divorce being betrayed by her former husband, making Rafatar understand why Ala seemed numb not responding to the amount of love she had.

"Do you really want to come with me?" ask Rafatar back.

Slowly, the hand that covered Ala's red face like a tomato, went down showing off the wet marks of the falling tears. Ala turned her body. "Sorry, Uda. Thank you for helping me to get out of this situation. But, Uda. How many times have I told you? If we're not mahrom, it's not good to walk both."

"If my mother allows it, can we just get married? I think I can't wait to .. hmmm .. aaah, marry you" Rafatar said with his bright face scratching his back head with a clumsy smile.

"So, why should I? Uda is handsome, rich, and handsome. Why should I love you? It should be, Uda obeying Ama Uda's request, looking for a virgin who has never married anyone." Ala turned her back to Rafatar who had still put on a bright face.

"Then, if the widow should be paired with Duda? Come on Ala! Even if you never think about me at all, I still won't give up. Because I'm gonna make you love me."

"Free, Uda! The story between us will never begin if your Ama does not give us a chance."

"Therefore I ask you, Ala. If Ama had given her permission, would you have if we had gone straight on a more holy path? If you're married, there's no barrier between us anymore" Rafatar said confidently.

Ala looked at Rafatar with mixed feelings. He could feel sincerity and sincerity in Rafatar's words, but he also knew that this decision was not something that could be taken rashly.

"Uda, I appreciate your feelings and your desires. However, we have to consider many things before taking a step like this. Marriage is a lifelong commitment, and we need to make sure that we are physically, emotionally, and financially ready" Ala said.

Rafatar nodded and looked at Ala softly. "I understand, Ala. I don't want to force you or make you uncomfortable. I just want you to know that I'm ready to take on any challenge and give my best to you."

Ala smiled gently. He felt moved, Rafatar who cared so much. "Hufff, what about Ama Uda?"

"Let's go in! Ama's been waiting and wants to talk to you." Rafatar opens the door for Ala.

Ala smiled feeling appreciated by Rafatar's attitude that was much different when with Syauqi first. The two men left the grounds of Ala's house. From the veranda of Ala's house, Syauqi mutely felt her heart so h4ncur.

Father's hand was on his shoulder feeling sorry for the son. "You need to be patient. This means, from the beginning you are not a soul mate written in your destiny. You love him, and improve yourself. Maybe there'll be more of Humaira coming for you."

Syauqi bowed his head. He shook slowly. "No, it seems like no one else will accept this bad me."