Only I Love
Chapter 75

Venna tried to move to hug Ala, it turned out that her body felt very stiff. His hand that had been forced to move, the longer it grew numb. So, the hand just fell like there was no power from Ala's grasp.

Ala felt an oddity in her father-in-law, she glanced at Ama's face that looked full of confusion. "What does Ama feel?" Ala tried to pull out her in-laws hand.

"Ama doesn't know why Ama's stiff like this." Venna raised her eyes wildly staring wildly in all directions with a panicked face.

Ala pulled the hand of the in-law and stomped on the hand of the woman who was filled with the bandage. "How, Ma? Ama can feel it?"

Ama nodded quickly. "Try to do it even stronger!" her door.

Ala nodded and scowled and pressed her in-laws' hands more vigorously. "How, Ma? It's felt, Ma?" tanya Ala ascertained what had crossed her mind.

Venna shook her head quickly. "Try even stronger!" Venna almost shouted, but, she was powerless. His body was frail, with pain radiating all over the body was whack. The sound that came out was only a ringing, showing his powerlessness at this time.

"What happened to me? Ala! Say it! Why can't Ama move?" Venna began to talk irregularly, she was attacked by panic because she could not do anything.

"Ama can't move? Stiff?" ask Ala confused.

Venna, who was beginning to realize that her current self was just a paralyzed woman, thrashed and felt angry at herself. Frustration and despair filled his mind as he realized the limitations that bound him.

Ala hugged Venna trying to calm her in-laws down. However, her body-in-law became more and more convulsed with fear.

He tried to move his paralyzed body, but there was no reaction. Her cries flowed profusely, and she felt an infinite amount of sadness.

Ala, who tried to surprise him, was sad and weeping, and felt the suffering and opposition in Venna's heart. She tried to comfort her mother-in-law to calm down.

"Ma, I know it's very hard for Ama. But Ama don't worry, I will accompany Ama. We'll face it together. This fear will not change anything. Ama is a strong woman and mother. Therefore Ama must be calm!" said Ala who was still by his side.

Venna looked at Ala with eyes filled with emotion. "But how can I do all the things I do? How can I hug my granddaughter? How can I move freely like I used to? You can only talk! You won't know what it's like!"

Ala tried to answer gently, "We will find a way to overcome this, Ma. We will seek help and find solutions together. But most of all, we'll all stay by Ama's side, and help Ama move, and walk again."

Despite her doubts, Venna begins to understand that the new life awaits her will be different, but that doesn't mean she should ignore her values and the love she has. He must begin to accept this reality and struggle to accept his new self. The process is not easy, Venna still experiences feelings of frustration and sadness along the way.

"Why God? Why do I have to get this test? I have done good to everyone, Lord. Please give me back everything about myself that you just locked, Lord ...."