Post-divorce
The Part 22
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"Navio .... " Someone called her name, Amanda could only fall silent and bow her head.
"Then and now keep me, the moon and the stars of the night and the earth that will always be my foothold, as well as me, so when you miss me just look at the night sky, and see the night sky, I'll always see you from a distance even if it's dark to say hello."
"I will keep my promise, make you the most beautiful and charming bride today, and make you the wife of a lucky man."
Really Amanda could only be silent, and did not want to open her eyes permeate all the sentences that Kak Janu said for her, even tears escaped unbearable again from her closed eyes.
"Letting Me go is easier for you, forgetting Me is easy because I only stay in your heart but will not settle there, and will inflict a little bit of hurt on you, it will be better than I survive but incise deep wounds for you and for Atma. God willing you will be happy with her," Janu approached Amanda, she wiped away the tears that drenched Amanda's cheeks. "forgive me the one-sided decision I took, even though you will still be hurt, later on, I only want happiness for you and also Atma."
Amanda's body trembled, she couldn't help but sobbing Isaac that came out of her lips. The guest who was present instantly sounded boisterous in the room, Amanda opened her eyes before she could see the bitter smile of someone saying that line, she said, she covered her mouth so that her cries would not break even more when she saw the back of someone she cared about coming down the stage.
"What's going on?"
"Is this marriage off?"
"Why did the groom leave the stage?."
All the guests were stunned, shocked, and confused as Adnan Januzaj went down the stage, walked down and turned away from the teary-eyed Amanda. Janu did not come out, he turned towards someone who was sitting right in front of the stage, approaching Rama who was holding Atma.
Amanda's heart seemed to stop, when Janu was right in front of Rama and Atma, taking over Atma by holding his hand on the left, and extending his right hand towards Janu, who was at the right, amanda's chest tightens as a sincere smile is engraved on Janu's face, no matter how much Janu is dear to her and close to her, she feels what Janu feels - the pain in her heart ....
"Let me take you on stage to meet your future wife" Janu asked. "Don't leave him alone too long on stage."
Amanda continues to cry incessantly, unable to see how Janu lets go of herself and gives someone she loves to others, Amanda does not expect Janu to do this, a huge sacrifice, the pain must be very deep.
"What are you doing?" exclaim Rama. His expression was mixed, confused and also injured.
"Today you will be the groom who married Amanda, please don't lie to yourself again, you love Amanda for a long time and vice versa."
Without hearing Rama's reply, Janu forcibly pulled a hand and led him through the guests still confused by what had happened, confused when the groom pulls the other man's hand to sit side by side with the bride. The guests exchanged glances with each other in search of an answer.
"Today who will be married is Rama Alfares and Amanda Ayudya Prameswari, Pak Penghulu please do kabul ijab." pinta Janu firmly.
"How come? In the data I have the name Adnan Januzaj and Amanda Ayudya Prameswari." Mr. Penghulu looks confused like other guests, not understanding what happened.
"This man is the bridegroom who is getting married today." Janu patted Rama's shoulder.
"Rama Alfares will marry me, sir."
The voice of someone interrupting the conversation, the voice that sounded soft and trembling, Amanda opened her eyes slowly, tears continued to wet her cheeks, even her eyes now look moist. Rama was stunned to look at Amanda, his eyes were heated and teary to hear Amanda's words.
"Amanda?" rama asked for an explanation.
"You want to marry me?" ask Amanda.
"But ... You and Janu?" Rama looked at Amanda and Janu alternately.
Janu shook his head and said, "This is my life choice for the happiness of Amanda and Atma, he will never be able to choose his own happiness by hurting me, I hope you don't waste this opportunity," He looked at someone who was next to him. "My forefather asked for kabul ijab immediately!"
"Relse ... " Amanda's tears were still flowing, Janu turned away unwilling to listen to what Amanda was going to say, quickly walking down the stage.
"Om Janu ... " Say Atma came closer to him, then he hugged Janu, together down the stage and sat down where Rama had been. "Is Om okay?" Atma questions as if he understood the feeling that Janu was feeling right now, Janu only replied with a smile while kissing the top of Atma's head affectionately.
"Yes, I hope Om is okay and can smile to see you guys happy."
"Thank you Om, have allowed Papa Rama to be Papa for Atma, but Om do not be sad yes ... " Atma hugged Janu and drowned Janu's neck in the face, "Atma dear Om Janu, forgive Atma for making Om Janu sad."
Flashback ....
"Np ... " Atma said as they were both in the room when they arrived from Australia when Atma was ill.
"Yes, what's the baby?"
"Can Atma ask for something?"
"Atma wants Papa Rama to be Papa to Atma, Atma loves Papa Rama very much, can Om grant my request?" said Atma with her innocent face "Atma heard from Aunt that Papa Rama loved Mama very much, even before Atma was born into this world."
"Is that what Auntie Gita said?"
"Hmm, yes ... Atma had heard that Mama also loved Papa Rama." this was not the first time she knew that Amanda loved Rama, but still made Janu feel like the third person among them, especially separating Atma with Rama is a burden for him. Janu finds out Amanda's happiness lies in Atma's happiness, how can she make Amanda happy if someone who is the key to her happiness feels sadness? Although Amanda thought it was only a matter of time, Janu was pessimistic about it considering that Atma and Rama were very close and loving to each other.
"Om loves Mama Amanda very much, if Atma promises to be a good child, and obedient, Om will grant Atma's request." replied Janu smiled faintly. A big thing had been his decision back then, all this time Janu had been trying to get Atma to accept himself wholeheartedly. However, Rama who controlled the heart of Atma, they were united like a parent and child, Janu could not replace the position of Rama in the heart of Atma. He chose to give up the situation, even though he knew Amanda would reject his decision.
Flashback off ....
Janu finally keeps his promise to Amanda not to cancel the wedding, and makes Amanda a wife of a lucky man.
Netra Amanda and Janu meet, they look at each other from a distance, their gazes are released when the hands of Rama shake tightly the hand of the guardian of marriage to perform kabul.
"I marry you Rama Alfares ibn the deceased Hermawan with Amanda Ayudya Prameswari bint fulan, with a dowry a set of prayer tools paid for in cash."
A tear escaped Amanda's eye when Rama said it,
"I received Amanda Ayudya Prameswari's marriage with the dowry, paid in cash."
"Well." Right."
"Well." Right."
"Well." Right."
Concurrently the witnesses of marriage, certifying that kabul ijab is in accordance with religious shari'at.
Amanda does not know what to react to, after all the events before the kabul event took place, maybe the guests feel what Amanda feels at this time, the guests can not deny the confusion that struck. Amanda could only raise her hand and pray for the good of the marriage she was going to have with Rama, praying to God the Creator who knew all her heart.
"Amanda."
Amanda looked away and then tried to show a smile to Rama who sat beside her, to the man who was God-sanctioned to be her current husband. Amanda reached out and grabbed the back of Rama's hand and kissed the back of his hand.
Before Amanda spoke, Rama pulled Amanda's body into his arms, he buried his face in the arch of Amanda's neck.
"I love you, I really love you." Rama repeated his words, making all the guests stunned in silence to see him.
Amanda stroked the back of Rama's burly body with her hands "Yes, I know."
Seeing everything Janu seemed to take a deep breath, and then forced himself to smile, Amanda's eyes did not escape from it, Janu finally stepped into the outdoor door. Without turning around, Janu's back shrank from Amanda's view and finally the back was invisible again, he had left this room.
Amanda took a deep breath after seeing Janu's departure from the room, when this guilt haunted Amanda's feelings, she thought of the feelings of an Adnan Januzaj who must have been blown to pieces at this time.
'Why are you doing all this, brother? Choose a way of life for me and sacrifice all your dreams, Am I able to be happy over your sorrow?' Amanda's inner voice that only she knows.
The wedding ceremony has ended, guests have disbanded to their homes, the house where the event was held has begun to be tidied up, Atma can not be separated from the hands of Rama, Rama, maybe the two of them who really feel the happiness of this marriage, a smile always expands on the face of Atma which adds to the level of good looks.
"Atma here with Grandpa, let Papa Rama clean the body first." Atma approached Abi, obeying his orders to release Rama from his hand. Rama said to go to the room on Abi and Ummik and Gita, he walked to the upper floor where Amanda's room was, hesitatingly Rama opened the door of the room, and, after opening he saw the figure of a woman who is now his wife is standing facing the window outside the room with a blank look.
"Amanda."
"Hmm, mas, you're already in the room apparently, I've prepared clothes and toiletries for you" said Amanda turned her body towards Rama, instead of answering Rama approached Amanda, eroding the distance between the two of them, putting her hands on Amanda's head, saying a prayer thread, Amanda closed her eyes as she guaranteed a prayer.
"I love you Amanda, love you so much, thank you for accepting I'm a husband and also Papa's connecting to Atma" Rama hugged Amanda tightly. "Are you happy?" Ask Rama.
"I don't know what I'm feeling right now, being happy over someone's sadness is a burden to me, it's all a dream, I never thought of being your wife Mas."
"Didn't you love me? Amanda said, please be honest with me!" Amanda could only be silent, did not answer Rama's question, so that made Rama disappointed with Amanda's attitude, he turned his body to move away from Amanda who was still silent with a raging feeling in his heart, just a few steps away, Rama felt a warm hug from behind his back making him jerk in shock with Amanda's current attitude, he just silently glued to his feet, clasping Amanda's hand that was coiled around his waist.
"If I don't love you, Brother Janu won't hand me over to be your wife ... I love you too." Slowly Rama turned his body to face Amanda, the net they met, looking at each other, Rama drew closer to kiss the whole face of Amanda on each side gently, Amanda permeated the touch given by Rama at this time, just wanted to touch Amanda's red lips,
KreKK ... The open room door displays the figure of Atma on the side of the door with a very plain grin. Rama rubbed his rough face harboring a desire within him but still displayed a smile for Atma, Amanda who saw it could not help but laugh, it seems like this will be the longest night a Rama withheld the desires of a normal Man in general ....
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