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"Gita don't disturb your sleeping niece!!!"
"Geez Ummik just kissed her cheeks a little adorable time can't?"
"Danish just fell asleep gitaaaa ...."
"Sir Manda seems ummik loves Danish more than the two of us." I just listened to Ummik and Gita's commotion with smiles and headbands, while tidying up some scattered toys, Danish made this house warmer and crowded.
"Danish priority Ummik now because he was a child,” said ummik while stroking the back of Danish body to sleep soundly.
"Tio called ummik last night, he said your wedding house with Denis was sold, but before Denis handed over the money, he wanted to meet you and Danish" he told me, we've been divorced for five months, no communication at all with Denis, I blocked the phone numbers of even the social media connected to her and I asked everyone not to provide information about me nor to tell me where I and my son were, although he came to the orphanage several times to look for me, I just wanted to try to forget the pain and set my heart up instead of running away from it.
"Don't want to meet him Brother, don't respond!”
"Sup ...." Umi rebuked Gita's words to me
"Rightly what Gita Ummik said, Amanda and Danish will not want to meet him until Amanda really heals the heartache he incited, so ask Tio to negotiate with Denis for the money to be liquid." Gita hugged me, and smiled
"Sir Manda strong woman, I'm happy Big Brother quickly rise and strong like this, oh yes I want to propose kak dong."
"Don't be weird y'all proposed you Gita." Ummik warns Gita that he responds with a whimper and thumbs up.
"The name Danish stands for, Danish Atma Narendra how if we call Atma aja not Danish, let the name Danish not remind us of his biological father, the Denis." I immediately laughed at his proposal, he said, but I think there's a point, too, so I don't remember my ex-husband's name.
"May, the proposal is good also the deck, from now on we call Atma not Danish." I smiled at Gita and Ummik, and from this moment on I will call my little angel ATMA, maybe it will help me forget about my ex-husband.
"Yeeeee my proposal was accepted." Gita cheered happily so that Atma woke up from her sleep and cried, Ummik looks upset with Gita's behavior.
"Yahoooo!!!" ummik shouted, Gita also ran into her room, this house is really more alive and crowded now, I am very lucky to have Ummik, Abi and Gita in my life, he said, Atma also adds to my happiness today.
I breathed a sigh of relief after hearing the house was sold, the plan was that the money would be used for Atma heart surgery next month at the age of six months will be done the operation to close the hole in his heart that was leaking, insurance does not cover one hundred percent of the cost of heart surgery that will be undertaken Atma, TORCH virus not only attacks the vision but makes Atma has a congenital abnormality in the heart type VSD, namely the hollow heart chamber bulkhead, grateful Atma has been free of ROP and blindness after three operations on the eye although Atma must use glasses later to sharpen his vision and monitor the development of eye nerves, regularly, currently in the observation stage on the part of his eye, now the focus of treatment on congenital heart defects and optimization of growth and development, my journey to fight for Atma is still long.
"Nrank ...." Abi came home from the hospital where he devoted himself, I kissed the back of his hand with reverence, he was a good father figure for me and Gita as well as a good husband for ummik, he works as a surgeon in several hospitals, he is one of the senior doctors and is a consultant for doctors who are still studying medicine in this city.
"Abi looks very tired," I said starting the conversation.
"Yes today there are many operations that Abi did, Amanda Abi would like you to continue and complete the medical education that you previously took, son" Abi said while leaning his body on the sofa in the family room.
"Amanda does not want to add to the burden of Abi and Ummik, medical school requires a considerable fee, Abi ..."
"No need to think about the cost, Abi is still able to finance your college and Gita."
"Atma?" Abi muttered
"That's Abi, the new nickname for Gita's most handsome niece." Gita greeted our conversation with a proud smile. "it was a name proposal from I, Bi." he continued smiling happily, Abi smiled and shook his head at Gita's words.
"Alright Abi will also call by the name of ATMA, do not think of Atma we will take care of Atma together."
"True Abi said, continue your lecture Amanda, Ummik is ready to take care of Atma, later we can hire a nanny to help Ummik if Ummik there is a job that can not be transferred by Ummik's assistant." Ummik has a Muslim fashion boutique and bridal fashion.
"Alright if that's Abi and ummik's wish, the proceeds from the sale of the house will be used for Atma heart surgery, the rest of Amanda will open a business so that there is income every month for Amanda and Atma's needs later."
"Let's tell you not to think about the cost, son."
"Amanda doesn't want to be a burden and bother Abi and Ummik, if you don't agree Amanda better not go to college, how?"
"Alright if it's your decision, the most important thing is that you want to continue your studies Amanda, for the sake of your future and Atma" Abi said
"Well Abi, thank you for all that Abi and ummik did for Amanda and Atma." I also approached Ummik to embrace him, without them whatever happened to me and Atma, in the family downturn is the place to return to motivate and support themselves to always be strong in facing problems.
"Kak Manda's spirit, we love Brother." Gita hugged Me and Ummik, we all smiled happily with all this togetherness.
"Thank God you send people who love me and accept the Atma" I whispered in my heart, shedding tears of joy.
"Sir, Buuu, Ma'am .. please!" our housekeeper screamed from the room, and we heard it rushing towards the room.
"Yes Allah Atma, Abi please Atma ...," I said because I saw Atma had difficulty breathing, Abi immediately held Atma in a half-sitting position, loosen Atma's clothes and bring Atma into the open room.
"We need to get Atma to the hospital, get ready for you." Abi told us to prepare everything, Atma remained in Abi's arms while occasionally wiping her chest using a breath-relief cream, we all obeyed Abi's orders, and quickly took Atma to the hospital, during the journey I did not stop crying, I was very worried about Atma's current condition which seemed to have difficulty breathing, although it did not make him convulsions which means there is still oxygen supply to the lungs Abi explained the condition of Atma on our way to the hospital.
Arriving at the hospital, Atma immediately received medical treatment as directed by the doctor, an infusion hose, and a ventilator hose were attached to his breathing channel, he said, various types of drugs were put into Atma's body even injection after injection he received accompanied by a groan of tears that every groan made this heart feel sick and destroyed, tears were flowing nonstop. I could only sit limp with my body shaking with the sadness of seeing Atma's current state of weakness ....
"Hold on dear, for Mama's sake, you are the source of mama's happiness at this time, don't leave mama, we will fight together" I whispered the sentence to my little angel, Ummik hugged tightly giving strength and spirit to me.
If I could choose, I would bear all the pain and even the life I would give to my little angel as long as he was happy and did not feel the pain he was in now, the most painful thing in my life was not a divorce but when my son looked weak and in pain, it broke when I saw my flesh blood like this, although this is a phase against the pain and the struggle to survive the disease he suffered.
"Allah gives strength to me and also Atma faces the pain, the hurt and the twists and turns of life you have laid down." The best prayer I offer to the creator is to be patient, patient and to do as much as I can at this time, for the result let me follow His destiny.
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