Post-divorce
The Part 52
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“Sayang ...,” said Amanda called the child who has now closed his eyes.
Atma does not want to see her biological father at all, the memory of the last incident when she was kidnapped by Denis is still a trauma for the psychic Atma. Rama and Amanda are very understanding and indeed from the beginning had suspected before, that Atma was reluctant to even want to meet her biological father.
“He was evil, Ma.”
“Nak ...,” call Rama who is now trying to give understanding.
“Atma won't, Pa. Atma hates him, tell him to go!” pinta Atma's.
Her chest is already kembis, Amanda who saw it immediately gave a hug to Atma, elusan at the top of the head was Rama did. Atma needs her and Amanda to strengthen Atma.
Living without a complete parent, the Atma person forges harder and more mature than a child his age. No one wants to be born with imperfections, and so does Atma. When the reason of a child understands by itself how evil his biological father is, his tenderness and innocence are replaced with hatred and anger.
For Atma, only Rama is not Denis!
Amanda stroked Atma's face with gentleness, Atma felt comfortable, a thin smile on her handsome face.
“Honey .. not good to be angry and hate in a long time, God will be angry and not love Atma again later. God will ask Mama and Papa, have you taught Atma well?”
“Then?” ask Atma curious.
“God will uproot our happiness, replace it with sadness because anger and hate are satanic in nature.”
“Really?” ask Atma again.
Amanda nodded, trying to explain in simple words according to Atma's age. Hopefully slowly Atma's heart will soften, not as hard as it is today.
“But Atma remains resentful and angry with him,” breaks up Atma which makes Amanda and Rama sigh long and exhale slowly.
He ... no Papa calls for Denis.
“Ya has Atma rest, later let Papa who met Papa Denis. Let Mama accompany Atma in the room,” said Rama who only answered with a thumbs up Atma.
Enough's enough! Amanda and Rama don't want to force Atma to forgive Denis. Let time heal Atma's wounds, which they clearly do not feel guilty about. Inciting Atma to hate or be angry at her own biological father, Rama and Amanda do not want any regrets when they let Atma dissolve feelings of hatred and anger over past events.
Rama came out of the room, met Denis who was now sitting in the waiting room not far from the hospital room with his hands cupped in his face. Rama patted Denis on the shoulder, then sat down next to him.
“We are parents now, should our maturity level be more mature ‘kan?”
“Of course,” replied Denis who upholds the body looking at his interlocutor at this time.
“I told you from the beginning, Amanda and I will not hinder or break the relationship between father and son. Other than sin, we do not want to dissolve in anger and hatred that will lead to regret. However, all need process, Denis.”
“Until when? Until when can I avenge all the guilt and mend the relationship with my Atma—?” ask Denis in despair.
“Nothing instant Denis, you have to enjoy the process. You don't even know the wounds you've inflicted so deeply on Amanda and Rama in the past, you've been accepted by Amanda it's something that's incredible in my opinion. Even honestly I still do not completely let you meet Atma, but I do not want my wife disappointed with my decision so I am also trying to accept your presence in our midst.”
“Sorry,” great-grandson Denis is full of regrets. “I was too selfish to want a quick process without wanting to enjoy all the process of change towards something good, a process that is quite painful here.” Denis pointed to his chest.
“My life is ruined, Rama. My happiness is only Atma, I have given Amanda to you because after I get to know you, it makes me even more sure that you are the best man for Amanda, as well as a good contact Papa for my son.”
Rama's face is flat, he folds both hands in front of his chest, leaning against the wall while closing his eyes.
“I love Amanda so much and love Atma, even though she is not from my seed but my blood still flows in her body. The blood that I donated was not due to a fellow responsibility but full of sincerity of love, from the very beginning saw Atma in the hospital rolled helplessly and heard the story of the pills. I promise in myself that I will make him happy. Fate is on my side, now I have Amanda and Atma in one piece. Please do not destroy our happiness just because of your selfishness, think clearly!”
Denis listened carefully without saying, pervading the words of Rama which Denis said was very meaningful. The expression of a husband's love as a parent to Atma, Rama took a deep breath before continuing his words.
Denis shook his head weakly, staying faithful to listen to what Rama said.
“Because Amanda and I will be an example for Atma, an example for her to forgive you too, befriend the past, open a new page without looking at the previous sheet. Atma is like a blank white sheet, which we can color, let everything process, fix your life, your life, find happiness and consider yourself to be a parent that your child can model.”
For the umpteenth time, Denis's heart was pinched over Rama's words that were 100 percent true. How could he come up with a messy life position, whether he deserved Papa status while every night always approached the nightclub as a temporary solution, no maturity of thinking, his ego is too high, he said, just slumped in regret without self-reflection, Denis's mind raged, agreeing with what Rama said.
“I trust you and Amanda will educate Atma well, a parent who deserves to be an example for her child. Alright ... I will fix myself, organize my life so that Atma can make me an example of good parents, not even bring bad influence,” said Denis smiled bitterly. “just, just that, before I go .. let me kiss Atma's face for a moment, after that I'll go and come when you and Amanda really melt Atma's heart to receive me, please.” Denis made a request.
Rama nodded, his hands outstretched and a thin smile fell on Rama's handsome face. Uh! Not only Rama who is handsome, Denis was handsome even his good looks decreased to the child of a mere Denis Narendra—Danish Atma Narendra.
Denis welcomes the helping hand, embracing a typical man with a sense of relief when sanity overpowers the ego in solving problems.
[What's Atma doing, honey?] The message Rama sent to Amanda.
Check out the two blue colors directly visible, Amanda's status is typing.
[Just slept, Mom. Indeed why?]
[What is his sleep?]
[I think so.] Reply Amanda.
Rama put the phone in his pants pocket, “Come!”
“Where?”
“Didn't you want to see Atma? Don't you want to kiss her?” Rama asked back.
A wide smile imprinted perfectly, Rama leading the way, Denis following behind him.
Huh!
Denis exhaled a rough breath, it felt really stubborn to want to meet his son. Rama opened the door of the hospital room very slowly so as not to wake his champion—Atma.
Amanda's eyes rounded when she saw someone behind Rama also stepped inside, Rama pressed his index finger towards Amanda's lips, hinting Amanda not to speak.
Denis was glued to stand right next to the bedside of Atma, Atma's pliable eyelashes, thin lips, chin and white skin were clearly plastered. Dejavu, he sees a reflection of himself in the Atma's physique. His smile was again visible, Denis heart rumbled, haru and happy to be one.
His hands that had vibrated outstretched, stroking the soft side of Atma's face, kisses on the forehead and cheeks were given Denis for the Child.
“Pardon Papa, someday Papa will come back to make you happy, that's also if you can accept papa. Healthy Sweetheart .. if you can choose, papa who is in your position, enduring the pain and even death papa willingly origin you healthy and happy. Can you promise to forgive papa someday?” denis murmured very softly, smiled bitterly and did not feel the eyeball was coated with a clear bulb that was ready to shed at any time.
Denis bent over, kissing Atma's hand with an infusion needle. Amanda put her face on the chest of Rama's field, something moving plastered in front of her eyes. Rama stroked the wife's back, a child forced them into adulthood.
It is not patience if it still has a limit, not sincerity if it still hurts when forgiving.
Denis turned the body upside down, stepping out of the room unceremoniously so as not to wake Atma unwittingly a child changed the position of the head hiding a clear grain from the corner of his eye.
“Papa,” said Atma who was only held in the heart when the tongue felt numb without him understanding that this is what is called a bloodless wound.
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