Post-divorce
The Part 53
Amanda and Rama faithfully wait for Atma in the hospital room, accompanying the process by passing the preparation stage of the operation that will be done tomorrow morning. Anxious faces are depicted on the faces of both, especially Rama who is medical layman. He was concerned that there was an error in the process of closing the hole in the Atma heart.
The twins were entrusted to the nanny and also to the two ommanya, Abi Amanda accompanied the process undertaken Atma.
“Atma need blood donor, newly available 1 bag, Rama.”
Abi entered the room in a hurry, besides he was busy with patients, he also always monitored the state of Atma— his first grandson.
“I can donate it, Bi.”
“Less 1 bag, Abi contacted your mama he said he was experiencing high blood pressure, so could not donate blood tonight.”
“I will contact the negative Rhesus group, hopefully someone is willing to donate his blood for Atma.”
“Try it.”
Rama picks up his phone, starts typing but Amanda who was silent earlier stops Rama's fingers to continue sending a request for help in the group Rhesus negative blood type.
“No need, Mas,” ban Amanda.
Rama was shocked to hear Amanda's ban, Abi was confused to see Amanda's attitude.
“Why, darling?” ask Rama.
Amanda took Rama's cell phone and deleted the sentence-shaped word on the screen of her husband's phone, smiling warmly at Rama and Abi in turn.
“This time let Denis donate blood for Atma, something he had never done for his biological son. Something she once neglected, give her a chance, Mas.” Amanda looked at Rama and Atma alternately.
Again, Rama complies with Amanda's wishes.
“Peace with the past so that in the future life is full of happiness.” The word that Rama always emphasized to him, it is undeniable that he was pressing his ego in order to accept the presence of Denis among them.
“You sure, Son?” ask Abi who seems to doubt what Amanda said, almost the same position when Atma did the first operation as a baby.
The painful memory is still remembered Abi, how he was angry and furious with his former son-in-law. Although only an adopted child, Amanda is considered her own biological child. He never distinguished the affection between Amanda and Gita.
“Yakin, Abi ... Amanda understands Abi still remembers the past, forgiving for Abi is a process, forgiving but difficult to forget is not?”
Abi nodded, agreeing to what Amanda said. Everyone does not easily erase a bitter memory, sadness and solitude caused by others even the closest person.
“Pardon does not mean forget, Abi. Amanda did just that, and no one could erase the memories recorded in the brain. For Amanda ... forgiving it releases heartache, will not change the past but Amanda is sure to expand the future,” Amanda said with a warm smile.
“You were right, son,” said Abi who returned a smile with a feeling of relief.
Rama's eyes sparkled at the wife, the life problems God gave her made Amanda think wisely, Rama was proud of it.
“Whose son is this, Bi?” chirps Rama.
“Anak Abi Ummik lah,” sahut Abi chuckles.
“Add love of Abi-Ummik's son,” said Rama chuckled and immediately wrapped his hands on the wife's body that made Amanda tickle upset.
“Mas! Shame on Abi!” amanda's protest is trying to stretch a pretty strong circle of hands.
Abi only chuckles at the actions of his son-in-law.
“Abi was also once young, Amanda. Just ask Ummik what are the absurd things that Abi has done to Ummik,” said Abi with a small laugh.
Rama briefly peeps Amanda's cheeks and releases her circle, unashamed of Abi's presence before them. Uhh! Let it be common for them to appear friendly, thought Rama.
“I'm out first, call Denis. Worried Atma wakes up if calling inside.”
“Iya, Mas.”
Rama exits the hospital room, leaving Amanda and Abi. Now Abi took a breath before speaking something.
“Abi hope you keep the boundaries between yourself and Denis even though you have forgiven each other, do not let Denis make your relationship with Rama problematic,” said Abi reminded. “however you and Denis are married long enough, it can be easy for the devil to close your eyes to the khilaf and destroy everything, remember there are twins. Do not let the twins become victims of divorce parents.” Abi continued.
“Astaghfirullahaladzim, Bi,” said Amanda slightly jolted with the abyss.
“The reality maintains it takes caution and struggle to deal with the aral that comes in the way of the life of every married couple.”
Amanda pondered for a moment, just what Abi said, Amanda thought.
“Thank you for reminding Abi, Amanda understands and will not make mistakes because Amanda always holds the principle of respect before leaving, grasping something that is already owned firmly because Amanda consciously maintains it is not as easy as getting,” said Amanda who is attractive and grasping the hand of her abi dyed the back of the hand with reverence.
Abi's outstretched hand stroked the top of the child's head, smiling proudly what he taught was always firmly held Amanda.
**
“You eat first, Denis.”
Denis is still silent, since returning from the hospital this morning there is no activity he did other than see the photos of his togetherness with Amanda and Atma as a baby.
“Denis has decided something, Mom,” Denis said as he continued to look at the picture frame.
“What is it, Nak?”
“We will settle for a while or it could be forever in Austria, the business there has started to grow, in Indonesia our retail company is already number 1. It's time for me to develop a family business not just in Indonesia.”
“Ya of course, prepare everything.”
“How about Atma, Nak?”
“There is Rama and Amanda who will take care of and educate him, Denis has entrusted to them. While there Denis can improve himself, organize life to be more worthy of being a parent for Atma, it was if he admitted Denis as his father,” said Denis smiled bitterly.
The Mother stroked the back of her child's body, “I'm sorry Mom,” said the Mother full of regret.
“Forget the mistakes you've made, make it all a learning forward. We can't change the past, it's free to lament.”
Clear thread breaks through wetting his mother's cheeks, sorry .. free! Can't turn Atma and Amanda into Denis Narendra's because absolute happiness belongs to Amanda and Atma after going through all the grief.
The phone rang, Denis immediately received a phone call without a second thought, his heart slipped to see the name of Rama plastered, thinking something happened with his son.
“Atma is fine ‘kan? Nothing happened to Atma, did it, Ram?!” fret Denis with questions.
“Hei! Be calm. Atma is fine, only now we need something and this time my wife gives a chance to you.”
“What is it?”
“Deliver your blood to our child, that too if—"
“Well I will do it, now also going to the hospital. Wait for me,” replied Denis who cut off Rama's words and just hung up the phone without greeting so happy.
Across the phone Rama just exhaled.
“Happy, but don't forget the greetings! Cckkkk,” grumbled Rama.
Half an hour later Denis arrived at the hospital, Rama was waiting for him in the lobby. When Denis arrived, they immediately donated blood in a bed.
“Thank you,” Denis said as the hose was plugged in their arms.
“There is an ex-husband, but no ex-child. I believe you will change Denis, and I hope you do not stab me in the back, seizing the happiness that is now in my grasp,” said Rama who is a warning.
“I'm the dumbest person to do that, Rama. Believe that! My love is dead, I've seen you happy that's enough for me. I just want to be close to my only real child, proof that I was ever normal,” chuckles Denis.
“You’re crazy,” great-grandson Rama with a laugh.
Unexplained, understand already know the meaning of the word “normal” that Denis said.
“Treat and find a partner!” rama said again.
“No, I don't want to make other women suffer. Let it be like this, Atma is now a priority for me. Titip Atma, I will move from Indonesia,” Denis said.
Rama turned his head to hear that after he had only closed his eyes when speaking.
“Atma company during the operation, after which you can go anywhere you want.”
“Thank you,” Denis said for the umpteenth time.
**
“Ma.”
“Iya, Son.”
“Where is it?”
“And there's Mama, how come Papa?”
“Bored,” complained Atma. “kangen Papa and twins.” Further.
Amanda looked at the clock on the wall, another hour Atma would enter the operating room.
“Sedang called Doctor, soon Atma entered the operating room, promise Atma will be strong.”
Atma nodded obediently and smiled faintly.
“Do it hurt?”
“Not ... Atma will fall asleep and will not feel anything, do not worry,” said Amanda soothing, put the head in a pillow next to the head Atma practice peek filled cheeks that lovingly.
“Bby Atma ask for something?”
“What Dear?”
“Papa Denis is in hospital ‘kan?” ask Atma who made Amanda shocked.
Just a stiff nod that Amanda gave in response.
“Atma wants to meet for a while so that God does not get angry and more affectionate with Atma, Mama, Papa and twin sister, Papa,” bright Atma that makes Amanda powerless to hold the clear circle to not flock down from the eye patch.
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