Post-divorce
The Part 39

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I opened my eyes slowly, Rama's hands were still curled around my waist, he was still fast asleep seemed very tired with the bed activities we had done.

I took my phone under my pillow, there was a message from Dina about the blood results she took from the lab yesterday afternoon.

[Amanda, congratulations you are positive pregnant at this time, I have opened the results of the laboratory that I took this afternoon. I want to hug you now, I'm happy, take good care of my niece who is in your womb, for sure she will be adorable like Atma ..] I smiled happily reading Dina's message.

'I have to do a re-testpack to get more certainty' I said in my heart.

Although I am a doctor, still have to ensure the accuracy of the results through a series of tests not only by 'feeling' pregnant. Therefore, I did not rashly tell about the pregnancy even though the signs I had felt, before doing a series of 100% accurate tests I would not tell anyone, prevent not expecting big and ultimately disappointed.

Slowly I shifted my hand from my body, and took something I had bought before, then I went into the bathroom, held the urine in the container and put the testpack I was holding, I closed this eye, I closed it, my hands were shaking, I did not dare to see the results that might have been seen in the testpack. Open your eyes little by little, prepare your heart with whatever results will be seen in the testpack I hold.

My eyes were rounded, covering my mouth with one hand, two firm lines were plastered in the testpack I was holding. My pregnancy this time is truly a gift to me that will bring us happiness.

This time I do not need to be a line two fighter like I used to when I wanted the presence of Atma, a pregnancy that was quite fast after my marriage with Rama who was less than half a year married.

After cleansing the body, I woke Rama from his sleep to carry out our duties.

"Mas, wake up ...."

"Beauty soon, I'm still sleepy, five minutes, okay?" His eyes remained closed.

"Mas ... Come on, after prayers, sleep is fine."

"All right." He sat with his eyes closed.

"Open your eyes, Mommy. Look at me."

"Give the spirit with a kiss, here, here and here." He pointed at his right cheek, left cheek and lips.

"Alright," I said resignedly, he smiled with satisfaction.

"I love you."

"Yes I know."

"Very much love you." He put his hand on my waist.

"Mas, stop seducing me, ishh ...."

"May dear."

"Mas ..." Just now this hand wanted to hit his arm, he immediately released the circle of hands on my waist and ran towards the bathroom with a tickle and formed his finger V towards me.

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"Who am I taking today?" atma asked me when we had breakfast together.

"Stay with Omma, baby ...." The mother answered Atma's question.

"Well it's a holiday today, Atma wants to be escorted by Mama."

"Will you take Atma, who's taking care of Papa?" ask Rama.

"Mk ... Papa's like a child who's always guarded." Rama only chuckled at Atma's reply.

"Honey, mama promise me tomorrow mama who delivers, today Mama is very tired, yesterday Mama lack of rest, sorry Mama yes dear, this time alone."

"Alright," replied the lethargic Atma.

I drove Atma and Mama until their car was no longer visible from the gate of the house. When you want to close the gate, there is a car that stops right in front of me, and the figure of Kak Janu who came out of the car. The person I was actually avoiding at this moment, he smiled warmly and drew closer to me.

"Assynthem, Amanda ...." 

"Wa'alaikumsalam Kak, wah tumben once Brother to my house." I was as calm as possible when talking to him, whereas in my heart, I was afraid if my meeting this time was misunderstood by Gita later.

"Withfully stopped by, it's a good thing you're home."

"Come in, brother!"

"No need, just for a moment, brother here just wants to ask you again to come to the wedding of Brother and Gita."

"Sorry, Brother ... Amanda's not coming tomorrow, but Amanda's still praying for your happiness, Amanda just doesn't want to make Gita's heart sad. Understand, Brother."

"Sister asked for your presence as a sister, what's wrong? Brother admitted there is still love for you even though it is not like before, but that does not mean this is all your fault so you avoid me and Gita in our wedding later. You are, after all, the brother of Gita, the brother she loves. Don't you want to be at an event that's only been there once in your life?"

"Want me, even very much. But my decision was made, I'm sure Gita understands everything."

"Why don't you believe you can control your feelings later? Brother still understands the limits that you cannot break."

"I'm just worried that Gita will doubt you, if she sees me coming, however I'm the woman who once filled Big Brother's heart from the past."

"God ... Why is this so complicated." He leaned his body on the car. We chatted in front of the gate without entering the house.

"So, I'm starting to open my heart to Gita, aren't I?"

"The girl who filled Big Brother's days after Brother let you go, it won't be hard to love him. Do you also doubt Big Brother's seriousness to be loyal and love him?"

"I've never doubted whatever decision Big Brother made, I'm sure Big Brother won't let Gita down. Amanda tipped Gita, never hurt her heart."

"So you're coming, aren't you?"

"Not yet." I smiled thinly at him.

"Ckkk ...Hard head," He exhales violently. "Sister is also here at Gita's request, he feels bad for you because of his jealousy towards you."

"Looks like Gita, she's really in love with you, sister."

"Of course, who can resist my charm, right?" he said full of confidence.

"Ishh is still to me, Rama is the most enchanting."

Finally we laughed together, then Janu left after still not changing my decision to be willing to attend the wedding.

I just wanted to keep the Gita feeling, not cut off communication completely, we still exchanged news with each other. But in terms of my arrival to their wedding party, I can't be bothered, I want Gita to be really happy with Kak Janu without being overshadowed by the past.

He stepped into the house, found Rama folding his hands on his chest, after seeing my presence right in front of him, he turned his body, and ....

Brakkkk

I was sickened to hear the sound of the door being closed, and for a while he came back out holding the car key in his hand.

"Where are you going?" I tried asking but this time Rama just looked at me sharply.

"Follow me." Rama pulled my hand and held it, then quickly walked out of the house to the parked car.

"Where are we going, Mas?" He just shut up, opened the car door and told me to get in the car, after which he closed. 

I'm sometimes confused that Rama is in cold mode like this, but I have to be calm not to be provoked by emotions. I turned towards him, seeing his jaw harden, a sharp eye look forward.

"Maas ...." I touched and stroked the back of his hand, which made him look at me, and the look on his face changed.

Rama clasped my finger, and brought it to his lips, and he longed for the back of my hand.

"We eat ice cream, to cool my brain and my heart." He pulled his car over at a mini market, and went straight into it. 

Some time he came out with a lot of ice cream in a plastic bag, even he had opened a pack of ice cream when he entered the car.

"We ate ice cream together ..." she asked after being in the car. I could only watch him eat ice cream voraciously in the morning. 'is this what you call cravings?' my question is in my heart.

"It's still morning, Mas. The ice cream is put first in the refrigerator, do not eat all," I said forbid it.

"I don't like you alone or close to other men, especially meet the ex to forget to go into the house and even laugh together" he said ketus without poking my words.

I could only smile at her attitude, but from then on she was jealous to see me with Janu.

"Yes dong mas, the most beautiful ex is hard to forget," I smiled by straightening my hands from the folds of his chest, and changed to embrace him. "The most beautiful husband isn't there, Mom? Let's not just be the prettiest ex."

"Come," he replied indifferently.

"Something seems jealous." 

"Very jealous, satisfied? Hm? What's he sayin?"

"Hm... I forgot what Brother Janu said earlier, because we talked about a lot of things." Pretending to think with my innocent expression.

"Amanda ..." he yelled irritatedly as he ruffled his hair. I'm happy if Rama is jealous like now, jealousy is a sign of love.

"Well, you're like a detective now, always wanting to know what I'm doing. Sis Janu asked me to come to her wedding with Gita, because I refused to come."

"Why didn't you come? Still love or expect it? So that when he's with the Gita doesn't make you able to see it." It seems like Rama was really overwhelmed with jealousy so high that he said that.

"Mas, are you doubting my love for you? even if our marriage is by Janu's decision, it doesn't mean I don't love you."

"I don't mean like that, I'm just making sure you don't love or expect it anymore. Sometimes I feel like this marriage is just me who wants it, while you don't want it." Rama's words made me hurt and also upset him, 'how could he think like that?'

"I want to go home, now ...." After saying that, there was no chat between us, I looked at the outside of the car window without looking at Rama who had a glance to steal a glance at me. 

When I got home, I ran to my room and locked the door. Rama immediately chased after me, and knocked several times the door of the locked room.

"Amanda, sorry, I was just an emotion earlier."

"Amanda, come out."

"Amanda, Amanda, Amanda ..." cried Rama from outside. However, I remained silent and covered my ears with pillows, it was better to be silent than later we had a fight, just last night we made up, I didn't want any difference between us. Without feeling my eyes closed, the sound of Rama getting smaller and gradually disappeared, I was asleep, my body felt very tired.

Sensing a hand gently stroking this face, I opened my eyes, and saw the figure of Rama leaning his body with one hand supporting his head and closing his eyes.

"Mas .... " He opened his eyes. " Are you angry?" I looked up, he immediately shook his head.

"Sorry, I was emotional, I'm not mad at you baby. Forget what I said if it makes you sad. Don't lock the door like that, I'm worried. You'd rather be angry and nagging than lock the door."

"Then, how did you get in?"

"I poked the door handle." He scratched his non-itchy head with a smile on his face. "I thought you fainted, just fell asleep."

"Sorry to worry you. I just don't want to compound the problem, and also my body is very tired, Mas." 

It is true that my body is currently very tired, traveling from Semarang, taking care of Rama while in the hospital and the incident made my energy drained, especially I was two-bodied. 

'ahh I almost forgot something.' I said in my heart. I took something in my wallet, and gave it to Rama.

"Open up!" He received the envelope I gave him. "That's a sign I love you so much and expect only you to be by my side until we age later."

Rama slowly opened the envelope in his hand, he rounded his eyes, and shocked me with a shout of his happiness.

"Alhamdulillah, yeaaahhhh ...." He immediately spat out my hug, smelling all sides of my face even a single tear of happiness came out of his eye patch. 

"I'll be a Papa of two, thank you dear." He peeped my cheek again. 

Happy and relieved when he mentions two children, he still considers Atma his first child though not his flesh and blood.

"Thank you, Mom." He looked at me straight away.

"Why are you thanking me, hmm?"

"Sometimes there's a sense of worry that when you have a child from your own seed, you don't love Atma or tell it apart later."

"Sstt ...." He put his index finger on my lips, "never think like that, I've been with Atma from her baby, she's still my son, our son." Rama holds my stomach still flat, "this child will add to the happiness of all of us, he is still Atma's sister even from different seeds, we will raise them together."

Finally we dissolve in happiness, a smile can not be separated from the face of Rama. He shifted my head to his lap, stroking my head fondly. How fortunate that I am to have a husband who loves me so much and is a good Papa and loves Atma with sincerity.

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