Post-divorce

Post-divorce
The Part 25


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Denis PoV


"Now there are only two options, which one do you choose, the mother or wife and the blind baby?" mother said at the time it gave me a choice for my household, a very difficult choice, I really love my wife Amanda but I also can not accept the presence of the child, she said, children who are born sick with leaking heart defects and are also threatened Blind, is not it very embarrassing? Me and Amanda are a physically perfect couple. What would people say if they found out my son was born with such a disability and illness.


"Denis please don't give me such a hard choice." 


"Mother does not want to bear the shame of having a blind child" said the mother with great emphasis, I can only be silent because it is also true that Mother said, Mother, I'd be ashamed of my relatives and business associates knowing my son's condition.


"Whatever the circumstances he is still my son, Denis's blood is also the mother's grandson, the mother said that!" amanda answered, awakening me from the daydream, tears seemed to have drenched her cheeks.


"Mom, please give us some time." I asked Mom.


"No Denis, your wife has to choose this time, leave the baby to stay with us or stay with him without us." 


"Even if the whole world does not acknowledge it, discards it and even humiliates it, my baby is still my flesh and blood, the perfect creature that God created, behind its shortcomings Amanda is sure she will have advantages and can be proud of, not as despicable as mother even others think" replied Amanda sternly, which infuriated me, I don't want to lose her, she's the woman I love.


"Don't give me any decision Amanda!!!" my spoken.


It turns out that all of Amanda's decisions can't be changed, she chose that child over me, but if she wanted to we could just hide her whereabouts and we would still be a couple. I can't possibly argue with Mom, I don't want to be crossed off the list of successors to all of Mom's wealth. If I had chosen Amanda and that child, I would have had a hard time living my life, not to mention paying for the child's treatment.


Before the divorce talks broke out, Amanda asked me to be a good Papa for a day for our son, whose name was Danish Atma Narendra. This time I will obey his wishes, that day I spent taking care of our children, there is a strange rumble in my heart while carrying it, the side of parents who love their children appears in this self, a handsome and adorable boy as he falls asleep.


"It looks like my good looks down on you boy, look at when sleeping so adorable and handsome, papa is not willing if you sleep, let's wake up with papa," I said at the time. "Amanda, I don't know if I can do it without you and our son after this, a day with Danish feels warm and pleasant in the deepest corner of my heart but circumstances that compel me, mother being the reason I behave like this, I don't want to see you always get sharp talk even insults from my mother if we stay together with our child, he said, but will we be happy without each other?"


And it's true that I told Amanda back then, after the divorce happened I couldn't erase Amanda's image in my mind, much less guilt when I refused to be a blood donor to my own son, at that time I refused not because I didn't want to help just I didn't want Mom to be disappointed because the second marriage I was going to have failed. 


When I met at a hospital, I couldn't resist my desire to hug Amanda, but instead I got a rejection from her and even got a raw bogem from a man who was then close to her. It turns out that the man who used to give a raw bogem to my face is now Amanda and Papa's husband to my son. 'I'm not going to let this happen, I have to get Amanda and my son again, no matter what my intentions are in my heart.


After finishing work in Bandung with Amanda's husband, Rama, I returned to Jakarta, looking for information from some of the men who I deliberately hired to spy on Abi and Ummik's house, the next morning, I drove to Abi and Ummik's house after being informed that my son was there. When I wanted to get to my destination, there was a little boy crying in the middle of the road, I stopped the car I was driving right in front of him and approached the boy.


"Hi ... Why are you crying? You fell down?" I removed his head so that he would calm down.


"Sick Om .. "the little boy pointed at the foot that looked bloody.


"Here let Om carry and deliver to your house by car."


"No, Mama said, I can't go with people I don't know."


"Look, Om just wanted to help, where's your house? Meet Om, Denis." I held out my hand to shake hands with him so that he would not be afraid.


"At-ma" he stuck out his hand as well. "my house is near Om, five more houses have arrived."


"Oh, well what if Om's fat if you don't want to ride Om's car, you can't walk right?"


"Hu'um ... but it's not evil, is it?" the answer was doubtful, the intelligent child thought to me, although wearing good-looking glasses the child was very visible, round eyes, dimples, a body filled, white skin. 'is my son as handsome as he is?' my question is in my heart.


"Is there a criminal's look?" He shook his head.


"Om looks handsome like Papa. Nope, no! Better looking than Om Denis."


"really?" 


"Of course, Papa Rama is the most handsome and kind to me" he replied without hesitation. Hearing Rama's name reminds me of Amanda's husband, 'does this child mean the Rama I know?' My monologue is in my heart.


"Yes, it's up to you. Come on, Om take you home, here's Om sling!" Finally I agree. And sure enough the house he showed was the house of Abi and Ummik, the, 


"Is Amanda your Mom?"


"He .... " Before I answered I saw the figure of Abi in the courtyard of their house, without hesitation I entered into it, and Abi looked surprised by my arrival. I smiled and stretched out my hand to kiss the back of her hand, but Abi did not accept my helping hand, her gaze turning to Atma's injured leg.


"Grandfather's Grandchild why? Where's bike? Wasn't Atma just a permit to go to the park for a while?"


"Yes Kek, Atma fell, bleeding and in pain," worried that Abi took over Atma's body from my sling. "Om Denis helped Atma earlier, Cake."


"Relope ....Ummi ...." Shouted Abi calling Gita and Ummik. They came out of the house and were shocked to see me now. "Please, treat Atma, she fell." Pinta Abi, Gita who deftly holds the body of Atma to enter the house.


"Please go!!!" Abi's Speech


"Please do not disturb the happiness of Atma and Amanda, Ummik please." said Ummik.


"I'm not leaving until I meet Amanda,"


"Amanda is not at home" replied Abi Ketus. "Never show yourself again in this house!"


"I have the right to meet Denis Atma Danendra, because he is my biological son, you have no right to forbid it."


"Are you not ashamed? Admit your son Atma after you didn't acknowledge him as a child, huh?" Abi looks very emotional. But he suppressed his anger when he saw Atma coming out of the house,


"Om Denis, thank you for helping Atma. Grandpa and Om know each other, right?" without answering her question, I immediately hugged her, she's my son whom I never acknowledged, right now I realize and regret everything I've done to her and Amanda. I'll try to get them again, whatever the consequences.


"Yes dear, Mama Amanda friend Om," I looked at her handsome face, regret filled my chest cavity until it felt stifling. "Let's see you again, yeah, now that Om's saying goodbye, there's some business that Om's gonna have to finish."


"Okay Om, be careful and thank you." He smiled, seeing his innocent face made me feel like living soon and living with him again to correct all my mistakes.


"Dad, ummik I said goodbye, leave a message for Amanda if not to see me in the near future, I will file a child custody lawsuit to the court" 


"It's totally outrageous of you Denis" Abi said.


"No self-knowledge." Ummik said. I just passed from before them without listening to the curse they were saying.


I drove the car to where the lawyer used to handle all the cases regarding the law. Yes, I'll be prepared to file a custody lawsuit if Amanda ignores it, because I understand Amanda's nature, she's a tough woman even though she's basically very gentle and also submissive. Thinking of Amanda, I couldn't help but feel that I wanted to be with her again, especially now that she looked so beautiful, her beauty grew even more after we separated. I'd be happy if Amanda and Danish could be together again, and I could make amends for the mistakes I've wasted them all along. I no longer care about Mom's wealth, it turns out Mother's wealth does not make me happy. My happiness right now is Amanda and my son, Danish Atma Narendra.


The next day there was a message in my green app from someone I didn't know,


[Don't bother Amanda and my son!!! We met at XX cafe this afternoon, we made a deal as a real man, don't be a coward who only dared to threaten Abi, Ummik and Amanda.]


[I'm not afraid of you, I'll make sure to come.] Without a second thought, I replied to his message, he is Rama. It's good to call Danish a son, he's my biological son, my flesh and blood is not his son.


I set foot into the dining room for breakfast together, with a big smile, today I am so happy because of the plan I will see from far away Danish and Amanda, Someone I hired to watch Amanda and Danish's moves always give me information, I can freely know where they are.


"Mas, are you okay?" ask Vanya.


"Yes Denis, it looks like your face's aura is different today." said Mother.


"Yes, I'm very good, oh yes Vanya be prepared, I'll take care of our divorce papers, prepare yourself to face our separation process in court."


"W-what's Mas?" I saw tears streaming down her cheeks.


"Denis!!! It's too far you're talking to Vanya."


"I'll get Amanda and my son again, there's no way Amanda's gonna come back to me if Vanya's still my wife, understand Mom!"


"You're crazy Denis, Amanda can't possibly come back to you after what we've done."


"Where can you be sure of that?"


"Mom met Amanda, not only that, even Vanya asked Amanda directly to come back to you, but Amanda firmly refused. Don't torture yourself like this Denis, respect Vanya, she's your wife, if you want a child, you can have it with Vanya."


"I don't care, I still love Amanda so much. Vanya doesn't mean anything to me, she's just a wife on paper, and that's just because of Mom's will. Now that you can't tell me not to go back to Amanda and my son, I don't care what you're going to do, if you get in my way, don't expect me to come back to this house. Oh yes Mom can cross my name off the list of recipients of wealth assets that I have, I don't care, I should have done this in the first place." After saying that, I left home to the place of someone I've always missed.


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