Post-divorce
The Part 34

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After tired of crying, I fell asleep and realized after arriving in front of a house that was quite luxurious. 

"We're down now." He leaned over to open the seatbelt that was still on my body while smiling and stroking my cheek, after the seatbelt had been opened, he held my face and kissed my eyes. "Stay pretty even if your eyes look puffy, don't cry and stay with me."heard what she said, I could only close my eyes, take a deep breath to neutralize all my feelings of sadness.

"Whose house is this?"

"Tasya's family." He kept showing me his warm smile. "We'll meet them. Comeondown!" I nodded my head as an agreement.

"I want to meet with Tasya and also Mr. Herman" Rama told one of the Tasya family's housekeepers.

"Sorry, Mr and non Tasya are not at home."

"You don't lie to me, tell your boss, Rama wants to see them." Rama's current expression was extremely frightening, his eyes sharp and splashing with anger.

"Sorry, we've said it honestly, please check for yourself if you don't believe" replied one of the guards. Rama immediately broke inside without their consent, I could only follow Rama's steps because he did not release his hand in my hand. 

One of the guards stopped Rama's steps as Rama kicked the entrance of the house hard.

"So your attitude sir, don't make a fuss in this house." Without any answer, Rama immediately threw a punch at the guard, I could only shout at Rama's actions, emotions completely overpowering him. Just as the guard wanted to avenge Rama's blow, a middle-aged man shouted quite loudly from the second floor of this house.

"Stop it, guards please come out" he said firmly. "Why are you making such a fuss in my house?" 

"Tell me honestly everything you've planned on my wife." Rama took the photo in his pocket and threw it in his father Tasya's face, he picked it up and grinned at us.

"What does this photo have to do with me and Tasya? Don't make us scapegoats in your household matters, if it's your behavior outside like the one in the photo, admit it to your wife."

"JUST WATCH YOUR TALK!!!" Rama's white face looks red with a hardened jaw. "You who set me up and gave sleeping pills to the drinks you served, I'm not going to your house to find a justification if I'm wrong."

"I was already breastfed when you decided to marry Tasya, let you marry another woman, but please don't slander us, Tasya's suffering is enough, loved you for a long time but you wasted my son, he got pregnant without a husband. And now you still want to vilify our name by accusing us of wanting to destroy your household, even though your behavior is like that when outside, especially the business world that we are both in." tasya's father said casually, but in every sentence that was said to make this heart ache, as a father who befell Tasya was not an easy thing for him, implied many wounds from the gaze of a father. I could hear nothing more from him, immediately I removed the hand from Rama and ran out of the house. It is true that the harsh reality I get when I seek the truth.

"Nrank ...." Shouted Rama calling my name, and chased my way out of the Tasya family home. "Please Amanda don't believe what Herman said, he was just playing a role, really Amanda this is all slander from them to destroy our household.

"ENOUGH ..." I pushed Rama's body not to get any closer. "Don't you slander someone else to seek a justification, Mas. whose father Tasya said was right, you've let down their family and now want to make them scapegoats for this matter."

"You trust them more than I do? Huh yeah?" rama asked with frustration and disappointment.

"Yes, now take me home, don't meet me after this." I got into the car leaving Rama who was still standing glued to my words. This incident became a heavy blow for me, when I had just felt the happiness of a household with him, it turned out to be the bitter reality that I now get.

I'm a wife who's not the only one to be my husband's bedmate. My heart is completely broken right now, if I don't remember Atma and Mother maybe I will go all the way from Rama's life.

On the way back home, there was no talk between me and Rama. We could only keep quiet with each other's thoughts, occasionally looking at a glance, Rama's face looked tired and frustrated, sometimes he ruffled his hair and hit the steering wheel many times. I could only keep quiet without any intention of starting the conversation.

After two more hours on the way, when we got home, Atma greeted us with a hug and a smile on her face.

"Mrs ... Papa ..." he cried happily, calling us when we just got out of the car. He hugged me and then hugged Rama.

"Pa, we play a new game, yuk ..." said Atma. "From the afternoon Atma was waiting for Papa, why did Papa come home at night?"

"Papa's tired?" ask Atma

"Very tired, not only Papa's body is tired, Papa's heart is also tired to convince Mama."

"If the heart is tired what medicine? Not healed if Atma massages Papa's heart?"

"Hm .... Want to know how?"

"certain."

"With this," Rama pointed at his cheek as a gesture for Atma to kiss him, "and this," he raised the body of Atma. "the embrace of Papa tightly" Atma followed Rama's speech, and Rama twisted his body while holding Atma until he laughed. 

The warm and close relationship between Rama and Atma was a bit of a cure for the disappointment I was feeling.

"Atma's eating?" ask me at Atma

"It was with Omma."

"Mas, what do you want me to cook?" Whatever the circumstances, I still have to do the task as a wife to prepare my husband's needs.

"No need, I just want to rest, if you're hungry eat it yourself without me, isn't that what you want?" he left me, went inside first with Atma. Hearing her cold words made me feel like I had lost my warm-hearted husband, who had been with me for months. Sad, that's how I felt when Rama behaved like that.

When I had just finished eating alone in the dining room, Mom sat down next to the chair I was sitting in with a smile before starting the conversation.

"Nrank ...."

"Yes, Mom."

"Patience the test in your household, every household will have tests to increase your love and affection for each other."

"Amanda is controlling herself, to stay patient Ma'am. Amanda didn't want the household to be destroyed either, it was just that Amanda needed time, wanted Amanda to trust Mas Rama, but it was very difficult when all the evidence showed Mas Rama playing with other women."

"If you doubt Rama, do you also doubt Mother?" He held my hand. "Believe in Mother, Rama did not do that, the most precious woman for her there are two, namely Mother and you. He will not hurt his loved ones, even though I admit the business world is not far from the paid women may it be one of the lifestyles of entrepreneurs, but not for Rama, I'm sure with a little religious education that I instilled in her she will always make the handle of life for her."

"But the evidence and words of Herman?"

"Herman was a close neighbor of Mother when Rama was little, his late father Rama was not close to him on the grounds of personality om Herman whom he did not like, but not so he forbade his son to play with Tasya. Tasya was one of the female friends who approached Rama and followed Rama everywhere. Little Rama was sometimes angry when Tasya kept following him. However, everything changes when Tasya's biological mother dies in an accident, Tasya is devastated by the sadness of the moment. From that time Rama complied with all Tasya's wishes and tried to comfort him when Tasya was sad, Tasya's dependence on Rama grew as they grew up, though Rama was indifferent to him but Tasya was very aggressive to Rama, Mother who saw her own aggressiveness Tasya. He did not hesitate to hurt the woman who approached Rama."

"Creally Ma'am?"

"Yes, Amanda. Trust me if you don't trust Rama right now." 

"I need time to accept and convince everyone, Mom."

"It's only natural that you need time, because it's not easy for you, I understand. But don't take too long, because there's always a third party behind the strain of a husband-and-wife relationship."

"Yes, Mom, Amanda will try to convince everyone, if Amanda doesn't trust Mas Rama, at least Amanda will believe Mother's words."

"Thank you baby, I love you like a child, don't disappoint Mom and Atma, be happy always." Mother hugged me tightly, did not feel tears falling from the eye, happy tears, because it has the figure of a Mother who really loves Me.