Post-divorce
The Part 73
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“Thank you,” Frans told Vanya when they were at the restaurant after meeting Denis and Atma at the entrance.
“For what, Frans?”
“Because I've been willing to acknowledge me as a lover.”
Denis' expression looks ordinary in Vanya's eyes, hope there is a face of anger or disappointment did not seem even Vanya who was disappointed with Denis and increasingly convinced she was not the woman in the heart of a man who is still legally her husband.
“Believe me, Frans. Now I'm giving up on the unhealthy household I've been living in.”
“You shouldn't have accepted the wedding in the first place, Vanya. It should have been me from the beginning who married you not the man who did not love you,” said Frans who responded with a bitter smile Vanya.
“Nasi has become porridge, Frans. I will take it off now, accompany me through the most difficult phase of my life when holding the status of widow,” said Vanya who is a plea for Frans.
“We will return to Austria, Vanya. Start everything from the beginning .. You do not need to forget, because when you try to forget then your heart will be hurt more. Gradually your heart will forget it, not difficult because I am your first love,” Frans said.
“Will I try, Frans. Thanks for everything.”
“Anything for you .. We are a match, I am a widower. There was no happiness in my marriage, not because I wasted my wife but she could not accept my flaws until cheating. God has a thousand ways to unite two people who are destined to be together, Vanya.”
Vanya smiled, there was a happy twinkle in Vanya's eyes when she heard Frans' words. If indeed a mate, would go as far as anything apart, two people would still be united.
**
“Papa why? How to stay quiet after meeting Aunt Vanya?” atma said on their way to Denis' house.
“It's okay, Honey. Papa just feels tired.”
“Mama's words can't lie, lying is sin,” Atma quipped that felt Denis lied to her, hearing Atma's babble made Debut laugh a little.
“Really?”
“Ya .. right, Atma time lies, Mama says like that.”
“You Papa honest?” asked Denis stared fixedly at the face of Atma whose cheeks increasingly filled after surgery because of his activities all day only in the room, rest and eat.
“Of course, whichever one wants to be lied to, Atma also does not like if anyone is lying,” said Atma.
“Papa would love to make Atma happy, Papa's life span is available, Nak.”
Atma immediately hugged Denis, leaning his head on Denis' chest while hearing his heartbeat and smiling widely.
“Atma is happy, Pa. When Papa is sick, Atma is sad and has promised to make Papa Denis happy too, not angry and forgive Papa Denis.”
“Uhhh .. more dear to the child, Papa,” said Denis who holds the body of Atma quite tightly.
‘I will make you my life priority, not for others. I will give Vanya, she deserves to be happy and it is not with me. My pain at seeing Vanya with Frans is just my selfishness, no I can't be selfish like this.’ Inner Denis monologues to add to his beliefs.
Atma examines the room Denis had prepared for her, The room is as magnificent as the room he used to occupy just this magnificent room is only filled with one king-size bed there is no baby bed like at home. Home, reminds Atma of her two twin sisters.
“Like, Darling?” ask Denis who bent the knee so that it could be aligned with the Atma position.
“Like, Pa. Good ... we sleep together ‘kan?” ask Atma to make sure.
If you have to sleep alone, of course, he will be afraid, especially not the house he used to live in, what if there are ghosts or zombies? Atma shook her head many times as her imagination frightened her.
Azan muttered, like an alarm in the brain, Atma immediately walked towards the bathroom inside his private room.
“What will Atma do?” ask Denis who is confused by Atma's behavior.
“Salat and pray at the beginning of time, said Papa Rama and Mama like that, Pa. Papa Denis salat ‘kan? All religions teach goodness and every religion requires every human being to worship with their own beliefs. Atma's friends go to church and monastery, they also worship, ashamed if we don't worship, Pa.”
Denis' heart seemed to be touched by the words of his own son, whether how long he had not worshiped the divine Rabbi.
“Thank you for reminding Papa, Mama Amanda and Papa Rama are amazing educating you, son. Smart child,” said Denis who peed Atma's cheek after approaching him and immediately stepped into the closet to prepare a prayer tool, carrying out obligations.
“Papa sucks! Surely Papa does not pray, yes ‘kan?” cibir Atma who responded with an awkward smile Denis because of embarrassment with a 7-year-old who was even better than him.
“Papa just healed,” call Denis with a grin getting wider.
“Reason,” Atma's chuckle that pelt his tongue toward his papa, Denis's gauntlet pulled Atma's right and left cheeks.
“Pun Papa!” atma screeched while stroking her painful cheek.
“Gold, later tonight Papa hugs Atma until morning kayak bolsters,” chirped Denis.
“Already ah, Salat ... Papa can be a priest ‘kan?” ask Atma who doubted her birth father.
“You are mocked or indeed doubtful of Papa?” denis asked full of probes with a bead lowering his eyebrows which made Atma laugh.
They wudu, hold prayer rites and perform obligations. Instantly Denis' heart felt calmer, finished praying to see Atma who prayed very fervently with eyes closed.
“What is the main prayer of Atma?”
“All that Atma dearly healthy and happy, including Papa,” Atma said when finished wiping the face with both palms after praying.
Denis pulled the body of Atma and embraced it affectionately, many phases that have been passed so far including being left to educate Atma. In any situation rest on a strong rope and cling to Him. It is not seeking a particular path that muddies the mind and creates regret. Indeed, there is no strong man to support himself, there is always God as a backrest.
**
“Esok I will attend the divorce hearing with Vanya,” Denis told Rama at the office when they discussed and agreed on asset management cooperation on behalf of Atma that Denis had given.
“Then what's your next plan?”
“Bringing Mom to go abroad to get more intensive care with advanced tools, hoping for progress later. Removing Vanya is the best thing I think, if we stay together it will remain neglected because of my current priorities and until the rest of my life is my mother and also Atma,” bright Denis who deliberately exchanged thoughts with Papa continued his son.
“Males wouldn't be strong without accompanying women, Denis. That's for me, because Amanda has been very influential for my life can be the strongest fortress that makes me always able to survive whatever the problem.”
“You're lucky,” Denis said.
“Ya .. very lucky.”
“You are indeed suitable, I don't know see Atma growing into a good child like now, strong principled since childhood is enough to make me speechless in your learned way. Even I doubted myself that I could educate Atma like that, my love is poured out only for Atma now. Seeing you happy with Amanda has made me happy enough, Rama.”
“Then you? Will it be alone for the rest of your life and age? Silly Denis!”
“Ya .. because I think the top priority right now and so on is not women but Atma and my mom.”
“Success you, Denis. I can't force you to obey what I say, when priorities are set I'm sure there won't be any mistakes you'll make, rather than forcing it together and Vanya will get hurt,” bright Rama who makes Denis relieved now.
**
The judge has given a hammer knock to the divorce court of Denis and Vanya, they are officially divorced starting today. Vanya has been preparing his heart since he set foot in court, his heart is not because of it but he tried to stand on his feet and step up to face the trial.
“14 Days ahead of the divorce case will be conducted a follow-up hearing, namely the pronunciation hearing of the talaq pledge and this is done after the decision of permanent legal force, the plaintiff or the defendant received the verdict. Both parties will be called again to attend the hearing,” the judge's decision was listened to carefully all the people in the room.
There was a pulse of pain in Denis' heart but he was sure this was the best, hoping that the man who was with Vanya he had seen could make the woman happy who was now an ex and was legal in the eyes of the law.
Vanya reached out to Denis, trying hard to face the verdict that had long been rolling on the court table.
No household expects a divorce, but when together there is only mutual hurt and no happiness in it one way is separation. A broken marriage is sometimes one of the ways God makes a person aware of being better it is necessary for the marriage to be lived later with a new partner.
“Thank you for granting my wish, attending our divorce verdict hearing, Denis.”
“I hope you are happy after this, Vanya. Not with me but someone who can make you happy and heal your heart because of me.”
“Forget, Denis. This separation is not the end, but the beginning when we do not hurt each other and can find new happiness.”
“This parting must be painful, not just for you Vanya. I felt it even more had felt for the second time, but rest assured there was always a plan behind it all that God had planned,” said Denis who made Vanya's chest feel squeezed and was in the airless room until it was difficult to breathe and the eyes felt hot.
Unstoppable, Vanya's tears finally burst out soaking her cheeks until sobs rang out. Spontaneous Denis pulled Vanya's body in her arms, “Sorry ..” whispered Denis wirly who was answered with a weak nod of Vanya.
**
“We buy a toy first for the twins,” said Denis who was taking Atma for a walk, as agreed, the weekend time Atma spent with Denis.
“Asik .. must be twins like, later we buy a lot of toys so that the sister is confused, Pa,” said Atma excited to enter a mall with hands in tandem with Denis.
“Atma also choose toys, add a collection of hot wheels that Atma does not have.”
“Siap, Pa,” said Atma smiled sumringah and immediately looked for a model of a hot wheels car that he did not have, Denis waited for Atma to choose a toy at will.
“Oh yes, Papa is right 2 weeks away with Grandma leaving for Singapore?” ask Atma in between activities choosing toys.
“Iya, Darling. Grandma will be in therapy there to quickly recover,” Denis said.
“Sure Atma will miss Papa,” said Atma who looks happy, he was used to Denis by his side although not every day to visit because Rama restricted Denis to play at home without Rama at home so as not to slander and suspicion considering Amanda and Denis ever being a husband and wife couple.
Denis understood very well what was Rama's decision and it was the best, no matter how Amanda and herself were other people now. Only because the Atma is a bridge that requires them to stay in a good relationship.
“And there is Papa Rama,” Denis said as he put a toy that he thought was good into the bed that Atma was holding.
“Dong sure, Pa. Papa Rama is the best,” always Atma praises Rama in front of Denis.
“Not yet?” ask Denis to Atma who seems to be confused choosing toys.
“Have, Pa. It's been a lot.”
“Each Small Boss.”
They walked towards the cashier to pay for all the toys that had been selected, Atma immediately took her shopping with pride and smiled widely.
“Enter trolley, when necessary Atma rise above trolley.”
“No, Papa! Atma is already big, how about a rear sling?” bargain Atma.
Denis pointed one index finger towards the chest, “Papa could not lift heavy weights, later if papa healed the total seams Atma will Papa gendong rotating mall 7 times, and then he will be able to lift heavy weights,” funny Denis who invites laughter Atma.
“Later Atma who was vomiting because of dizziness surrounded by Papa circling the mall,” he said.
They came out of the mall while having endless little chats, filled with happiness and completely familiar with each other. The existence of Denis has been very accepted by Atma, there is no rejection, the sincerity of Atma is so obvious.
From a distance, Denis saw someone he still knew with round eyes.
“Atma in car first yes, Darling.”
“Papa go where?”
“Toilet for a minute, sir wait a minute here,” Denis said to his personal driver.
“Good Sir,” said the private driver assented.
Denis hurriedly followed the direction of someone he saw, speeding up with wide steps with his chest rumbling as if he could not believe what he saw. After getting close to the person and confirming his vision, Denis' hand was clenched tightly with sharp barking eyes.
“Badness!” he said with teeth grinding in anger. “I will not let you off the hook and act as you please, see what I will do!” indignant Denis who immediately took the phone in his stored pocket called someone across there.
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Sorry new can update, in addition to real-world activities and writing on the next PF, physical condition is less fit. Thanks for the support in this story, follow the Post Divorce until the End. ^^^^