Savingswoman
11. Comas

The green netra stared at the environment with shades of white ash with sadness. All is gone, gone with a million futures which he preserves only for Jonathan. Ahh he forgot, there is still Jonathan who makes him able to keep his sanity until now.

Jhonatan Silver, a man with black hair and blue eyes. The foster brother was at once his first love and his fiancee. The first man to teach Raisya the meaning of sincerity and love. Even this time, the man taught the meaning of sacrifice.

Jonathan Silver, the man who filled his whole heart, even he thought that his heart could not accept anyone else there. For the sake of his life, Raisya was willing to give something that meant a lot to him to the son of a bastard, Farel Wiratman.

Jhonatan Silver, a man with a million tenderness who was able to make him give up his broken self-esteem for his safety. Raisya let his pride be trampled by becoming the mistress of a Farel Wiratman.

Crick

Raisya flinched, he could see the man who had destroyed him as well as the man who was the hope of salvation Jhonatan stood looming, looking at him with a gaze that he could not understand.

Farel looked at Raisya in silence, inwardly asking what was the reason for her acceptance of her laughter after she rejected it outright. He thought that Raisya was a good woman. He felt something was wrong here.

“Why did you accept my offer that you rejected first?”

Raisya fell silent at Farel's question, should he answer it?

Farel looked at Raisya sharply, why did the woman just fall silent?

“Why do you need that kind of money?” Farel changed the question.

Raisya was once again speechless, her brain always telling her to shut up tightly about her current state. Salvation is more important than anything. Moreover, he still suspects that there is something blocking from the accident and embezzlement of his company funds at this time. Let them all think Jhontana is dead.

“Not your business!”

Farel gasped at the answer from Raisya. The sympathy he felt was lost. In his heart he confirmed for what reason he thought of the woman. Let it be the woman's business. Without feeling Farel opposes Raisya who is still sitting on the bed.

Raisya flinched getting that sudden attack. What will Farel do again, indeed his body is broken, not satisfied?

“What are you doing?” Raisya screamed as Farel unfeelingly groped his legs to make him lie down. Not enough of his shock he felt something entering his core that was not ready at all, making him scream in pain.

“Serve me, it's your job!”

Raisya was stunned to hear Farel's words. Is there no pity for him? Why is he treated like this?

Farel was breeding the screams and wounded gazes of Raisya, he continued his movements without regard to the comfort of Raisya. He only thought of his joy without thinking there was a wounded heart and self-esteem there.

*****

Drt Drt Drt

The tiptoed Raisya was shocked to hear the sound of vibrations from beside his bed. He quickly sambar device that was playing there. His heart is beating fast, Hospital.

“Halo.”

“......”

“Well I'll be quick there, do your best. Soon I will pay off all payments.”

Tut

Raisya immediately got up, his eyes circulated looking for something until a black box with a famous logo made his eyes glued.

“Finally.”

Raisya was grateful and grabbed the box quickly, clothes. In his heart he was grateful Farel immediately left him when he got satisfaction. To be honest her heart was hurt watching Farel leave like that, she felt like a whore. Ahh he forgot, now he has become his whore a Farel Wiratman.

Raisya flinched with her thought, immediately she shook her head and sauntered into the bathroom, bringing pain and discomfort to the core. He should leave immediately.

******

Rayaya stared at the tightly shut door, her eyes not stopping to wait for the light above the spot to change color. He breathed out, hoping to reduce his anxiety and nervousness.

“God, save Jho.”

Raisya closed his eyes and cupped both hands in his left chest. Even though he is a sinner today, he really hopes that God will still grant his prayers. If not for his prayer, could God have granted because of the kindness and obedience of Jonathan all this time?

Time continued to turn, even the sun that was originally above the heads of the humans now passed away leaving them. Replacing the clear sky to be pitch black, accompanied by knick-knacks of building lights and flickering stars and the moon.

Raisya woke up feeling a wobble on his shoulder, he realized the sky had changed, but the light was still the same color, signifying an unresolved opration.

Raisya blinked, she looked at the grandmother in elegant clothes looking at her worriedly.

“Eh?”

Raisya was surprised to get a swipe on his nose. What the hell's going on?

“you nosebleed.” The grandmother painstakingly rubbed Raisya's nose, even Raisya was speechless when she got that sudden touch.

“Are you okay?”

Raisya regained his senses and immediately took over the nenk's hand which rubbed his nose with a tissue.

“Ahh iiya, I'm fine. Terimaksih” Raisya smiled awkwardly.

The grandmother looked at Raisya with a frowning forehead, she felt that something was wrong with the girl. Slowly he sat down, preaching his original purpose of coming to this hospital.

Raisya frowned looking at the granny who was sitting next to him. Hmm, maybe the grandmother is waiting for her relatives. Raisya looked at the door again, ignoring the grandmother's whereabouts.

The grandmother looked at Raisya with a concerned look, for some reason she felt that there was a special attraction from the woman she met, especially her smile and eyes.

“Maria.”

Raisya frowned seeing the grandmother suddenly stretched out her hand and mentioned a name. Maria who was confused by Raisya immediately smiled and repeated her words.

“My name is Maria.” Maria smiled softly.

Raisya returned the smile and received the helping hand.

“My name is Raisya.”

Silence, just left awkwardness in there. Raisya turned her eyes back.

“You're waiting for who nak?”

Raisya gasped at the grandmother's question.

“Hmmm I'm waiting for my fiancee.”

“Oh, you must love him so much?”

Raisya smiled in response to Mary's words, not just love, he felt Jhonatan was his life. Maria who saw Raisya's smile stroked her shoulders.

“All will be fine.”

Raisya was silent at Maria's words, Jhontan also often said the sentence, but in the end nothing was okay.

Maria who saw Raisya's smile slowly disappear felt bad, did she say anything offensive?

“I'm sorry.”

Raisya frowned at Mary's words, why did Mary suddenly apologize?

“Maybe you are offended by my words, thus making your face change instantly.”

Raisya gasped at Maria's statement, not expecting anyone to notice a change in her face. Uncomfortable he got up.

“No, not a problem. Excuse me for throwing out the tissue Madam.”

“Call me Grandma, don't be too formal. I also have to go, hopefully we can meet again.”

Mary rose up leaving Raisya who was self-contained with that complicated view.

Tit

Raisya gasped at the sound, immediately he turned around and he saw some doctors coming out with a lethargic face. Raisya's heart seemed to flinch, fear struck his soul. He looked at James who came out the last, as soon as he walked closer.

“How's Dok?”

James looked at Raisya softly, the sigh he let out made Raisya even more afraid.

“All running smoothly.”

Raisya breathed a sigh of relief, but the sense of relief could not last long when he heard the continuation of James' speech.

“But he comma.”

Raisya was pensive to hear it. Now he hates the words ‘all is fine’ in fact, all is never okay, the words only serve as a tranquilizer without a certainty, he said,