Savingswoman
31. Guilt

Zakiel was silent hearing the disconnected tone. His body was stiff in knowing that shocking fact.

“What else are you hiding Raisya?” Zakiel muttered softly.

Azriel, who had seen her brother, furrowed her eyebrows, feeling confused. Slowly he approached.

“Kak, how?”

Zakiel turned his body to look at Azriel. He forgot his sister's existence.

“How?” Azriel looked at him question mark.

“Kak Raisya is not home. So tonight we can't go there.” Zakiel smiled looking at his sister. He covered the bitter taste in his chest with a smile.

Azriel who heard the statement pursed her lips. He misses Raisya, being with her is like finding the figure of a mother he longed for.

“what tomorrow Riel can play there?” Azriel looked at Zakiel with a sad face.

Zakiel is devastated, confused as to how to answer Azriel's question. If he says yes, isn't it the same as giving false hope to his sister? But if he said no, he couldn't see his sister grieving.

“We see tomorrow yes. if at home Kak Raisya no, it means Kak Raisya is still outside.”

“Hmm, okay. There Kak Kiel came out. Azriel to Bogan.”

Zakiel stared at his sister's freak. The arrogant? What language is that?

“Bogan is what?”

Azriel snorted at the stupid face of her brother. “Basic of ancient man! That Bogan, handsome Bobok!”

Zakiel gawked at Azriel's words. Her sister was completely wrong. He needs to teach a lesson for his theme.

Azriel who saw Zakiel opened her mouth like a fish, turning a lazy eyeball. Immediately he pushed Zakiel's burly body and closed the rough door.

Zakiel who was treated like wild yells behind the closed door. Azriel shrugged her shoulders. She kept walking to her soft bed to sleep.

“Basic, Adek durhaka. Brother curse you to be an eel.”

*****

Farel entered Raisya's room with a pias face. There, almost all of Raisya's body was wrapped in gauze. His hands, feet, and neck were covered in thick gauze. There is even a red color there.

Farel clasped the gauze-clad hand. Her heart ached seeing the miserable state of Raisya.

“I'm sorry. Please come back. Punish me, but do not punish me with your departure.”

Farel. The memory of the explanation regarding Raisya's state frightened him. Including the diagnosis he heard. Raisya has a drug allergy, and it makes his body longer in the healing process. He can only receive herbal medicine, or certain drugs.

“Wake! Punish me!” Farel felt his body stiff.

Guilt began to break his heart. He even ignored all those who were distraught in search of him, especially Salsha and Mary.

****

Mary growled furiously, again the voice of the operator she heard. Where's the grandson now? why hasn't he been home for two days.

Salsha lowered her head, her brain was busy thinking about Farel's current whereabouts. He missed that figure. It's been a long time since he went to treat his disappointment with Farel's attitude at the Cafe. He wants to fix everything.

“Salsha, did you guys fight?”

Salsha stiffened at Maria's question. How should he answer? Looking at that angry face made Maria snort. The suspicions are right, they are not okay.

“what happened?” Maria asked in a firm tone.

Salsha gulped nervously, her eyes glancing over here and there, trying to dodge that difficult question.

“Misunderstanding Only Nek.” Salsha squeezed both her hands without Mary's knowledge.

Maria sighed and rolled her eyes lazily. He is not in the mind of the youth of today.

“If you have any misunderstandings, you'd better resolve them well. Not away! Not that it's over, it's getting complicated. Now look, when you're home, Farel left without a trace.”

In Salsha's heart he confirmed Mary's words. He admitted he was wrong, but he also could not accept Farel did not consider it and made him ashamed. His self-worth is too high.

“I'm sorry Grandma. I'll remember Grandma's advice.” Salsha.

Maria looked at Salsha suspiciously.

“you're not cheating?”

Salsha was shocked, even her eyes were fiddling at Maria's menacing question. This fragment?

“There is no way I cheated on Farel Nek. You know how much Salsha loved her. Cheated on? That includes the impossible Salsha does.” Salsha shiny tongue.

Mary sighed hearing Salsha's words. He did not want his grandson to be hurt. Whoever it is, he will destroy it deeply if he dares to hurt his beloved grandson.

Salsha who felt awkward, and nothing she wanted to discuss immediately got up, saying goodbye to go upstairs.

“Nek, Salsha up first yes. For Farel's matter, please don't think too much. Salsha will be looking for Farel, Grandma rest, it's night.” Salsha smiled.

Maria nodded. Seeing Salsha's departure, Maria sighed softly. She was grateful, Farel married the woman he loved also love him. If the marriage is based on love, he is sure there will be no infidelity or divorce there. There were no children in the marriage.

****

Salsha looked at her own room. Room he had left two months ago. Sweet memories began to appear in his brain, making him happy and feel guilty simultaneously.

Her sweet memories turn into her hot memories with Max. Her face flushed red, feeling embarrassed and missing Max all at once.

“No! What do you think Salsha. Eliminate your weird thoughts.”

Salsha tries to remove the shadow of her hot romance with Max, but no matter how hard she works, no matter how strong the shadow appears. He snorted feeling the turmoil of passion that suddenly appeared.

“Damn it!”

Salsha flushed her body with cold water, for some reason now she had difficulty controlling her passion. If it's like this, he won't be able to escape Max's grip.

“Max, what you gave me.”Salsha gave a frustrated sigh.

Feeling her body temperature start to drop, she immediately got out of the bathroom. His footsteps led to a room with hundreds of expensive clothes lined up. Her eyes were fixed on the maroon-colored evening dress.

A smile was clearly visible on his face. That dress, the one she bought a year ago. A very sexy dress. He hoped Farel would be aroused if he saw her dressed like that. But raealita is too painful. Farel just stared at him flatly, without any adoring gazes there.

Her slender hands touched the dress that night. Smoothly the cloth touched her hand, confidently she took the dress from the hanger and put it on.

His black eyes stared at the reflection of his body in the large mirror. It traces its entire body, from the feet to the face.

“what's my lack? Why can't you be aroused when you see me Farel?” Salsha asked her shadow self in a soft tone.

His eyes glazed over, he felt tired always expecting a touch of Farel. Does he have to give up?

While in other places, there are men who are still asleep with a state of complete nudity. He was swept away in his dream, so that he had unknowingly lost his beloved heart. The night was getting late, and he was getting more and more asleep.

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