Savingswoman
55. I'll Try

Raisya looked at her viewer inside the mirror. His heart beat crazily made the palm of his hand wet. Today he decided to meet Jhonatan. How he had to solve everything. He decided to help Farel.

“All will be fine. It's the best.” Raisya smiled sadly. Her green net was staring at her shadow inside the cerimin. The green dress wraps around her lovely body.

Chequek!

Raisya raised an eyebrow, his eyes looking at Farel who entered the room with an unusual look. While Farel who was in a bad mood raised his eyebrows when he saw Raisya's neat appearance.

Still with bloodied hands, Farel approached. Trying to figure out the cause of Raisya's current appearance.

“Where are you going?” Farel asked gently. Honestly, Farel held back his emotions seeing the beautiful clothes that wrapped Raisya's body. Clothes that show smooth shoulders and neckline that he has claimed as his own.

Raisya answered flatly even her gaze back towards the mirror. “I have a business.”

Farel growled angrily at the indifference of Raisya. How could, the woman did not look at him at all, even just giving an unsatisfactory answer.

“Where? what business is that? why don't you ask me for permission first?”

Raisya turned her body, staring at Farel strangely.

“Why should I ask you for permission?”

“You, you're my woman. You should have asked me for permission!” Farel's jaw is seen tightening.

Raisya. He felt that what he said earlier could not be digested properly by Farel.

“Farel, I have important business. So can you give me permission,” Raisya said lazily. Really he tried to lower his ego a little, because he understood that Farel would not easily succumb and understand the meaning of his words earlier. Remembering the man's attitude.

“With whom?” Farel looked at Raisya suspiciously.

Raisya rolled her eyes, furious with Farel's possessiveness. Whereas Farel who saw Raisya like that quickly pulled rough on Raisya's shoulder, making the woman squeal in shock and pain.

“What are you doing, you hurt me!” Raisya rebelled trying to escape from Farel's grip.

Farel who saw the agonized face of Raisya quickly loosened his grip. His face looked guilty, whereas Raisya who saw that expression could only sigh. Again Farel could not control his emotions.

“I'm sorry.” Farel.

Raisya who wanted to let out his anger stopped when he felt a wet and sticky feeling on his shoulder, the place that Farel had intercepted. Quickly, her slender hand touched her white shoulder. The pretty face looked surprised when it saw her hands that turned red, blood. Bloody shoulders? But he was sure his shoulder wasn't hurt, maybe it was just a bruise that didn't bleed.

Raisya quickly turned her gaze from her slender hand towards the man who was just looking down. Her green net quickly looked at Farel's hand, her eyes were patterned seeing that the gauze-clad hand was dripping a lot of blood, even wetting the floor, and leaving traces there.

“You fool!” Shouted the wrath of Raisya.

Farel lowered his head in fear of Raisya's anger. He understood that any woman who gets such rude behavior would definitely not be able to hold her mouth to curse.

Raisya quickly grabbed Farel's hand and led him to the bed. Farel who received such treatment opened his eyes in surprise. He thought that Raisya was angry with him, but why did the woman take him to bed?

“Look, your hand is hurt again, and you foolishly let the wound go. You want your hands to be infected and eventually have to be amputated.” Raisya nagged at length with eyes that remained focused on opening the bandage.

Farel surprised. So Raisya was not angry at him, but angry that his hand was injured. What that means is Raisya started to accept it.

“You are not angry with me because of my attitude earlier?” Farel asked timidly.

Raisya's hand movements stopped. His eyes looked at Farel narrowed.

Farel smiled. He feels happy. If with him injured Raisya can behave like that, then he is willing to always be injured. You stupid man!

Raisya who felt in the face with intns turned his eyes to catch the perpetrator. It was clearly Farel who was looking at him with a silly smile.

“You're crazy? Why are you smiling like that?”

Farel blinked his eyes. Then it's awkward. “Ekhm, i__ I'm just happy.” Farel lowered his head trying to cover his reddened face.

Raisya raised her eyebrows, confused by Farel's words. What makes Farel so happy that he behaves like a madman?

“What makes you happy?”

“You..... you pay attention to me.” Farel raised his head. That brown netra locked onto Raisya's green netra movement. Raisya felt choked by that innocent yet overwhelming speech.

Was it with a little attention from him that Farel felt very happy? Is it that simple his happiness. Raisya decided that gaze, he felt that it would be more lost if he kept his stare.

“You wait here. I'll take a new gauze.” Raisya went to the corner closet in which there are tools. One of them is drugs.

Farel was speechless staring at that slender mountain. A faint smile he let out. She loved him and wished she could spend time with him forever. With his little family later, without anyone's interference.

Green Netra Raisya scanned the entire medicine that was inside that box. He only needed an alkhol and one more drug that was not known by its name, which was clearly red. After finding it his hand quickly took it not to forget also a box of gauze and his friends.

Farel kept his eyes locked on the slender woman. Even his eyes did not blink as Raisya had already turned his body, walking towards him with a puzzled face looking at him.

“What do you see?” Raisya asked as she settled herself to where she was.

“I see you.” Farel answered honestly. He will not cover his feelings with Raisya anymore. Whatever it is.

Raisya raised her eyebrows. “Why do you see me, I will not be lost.” Raisya started pouring alcohol on the cotton.

“I'm afraid all this is just a dream.” Farel looked at Raisya with a complicated look.

Raisya stopped the movement of her hand. His eyes were now looking straight at Farel, a dream?

“Your attention, your gentle demeanor, and the way you treated my wounds, all feel happy as well as scary.” Farel smiled gently. His left hand stroked the brown mane, as if to convince himself that all was not a dream, but reality.

Raisya who heard Farel's words was increasingly confused. Why did the man turn mellow like that. And happy at once scary?

“I'm happy because you're not angry anymore, but I'm afraid that all your tenderness is just your way of getting away from me, or a sign that someone will separate us.” Farel spoke with his hands still stroking Raisya's hair.

Raisya was stunned by Farel's words. His heart felt so sad hearing that speech. It was as if a part of his heart was injured.

“Raisya, would you leave me if you had the chance to leave?” Farel stroked Raisya's cheek. Staring at Raisya's face with a look full of desire and hurt.

Raisya's throat felt choked. That question? even he himself did not know the exact answer. But__

“I will try not to leave you, but I cannot promise to stay with you.” The answer came out on its own. Without planning or thinking. All out on their own, far from the bottom of their hearts.

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