Savingswoman
59. I'm Not a Bad Woman

Farel looked at Raisya who was focused on finishing his meal. Several times the man tried to calm his pounding heartbeat.

“Raisy,” Farel calling down.

Raisya raised an eyebrow, looking at Farel with a questioning look.

“Why? You still hungry?” Raisa asked by looking at Farel confusedly.

“No.” Farel was embarrassed.

Rasya felt confused by the attitude of the man in front of him. Without wanting to think too deeply, Risya continued his meal, breeding Farel's strange attitude.

Farel chose to be quiet, waiting for Raisya to finish his meal. Recall that back when Raisya had bribed him earlier. His chest warms up, he wants it always to be.

“I'm done,” Raisya said with a sweet smile. His clasped hands gently rubbed the flat stomach, indicating he was very satisfied with the food this time. Even the pretty face looked down, observing the movements of her hands.

Farel who saw Raisya's behavior chuckled, indeed the woman was very adorable.

“Raisya, I want to talk.” Farel looked gently at Raisya.

Raisya raised her head, looking at Farel with a funny face.

“Oh, just talk here.”

Farel scratched his nape awkwardly, his eyes staring around the dining room that looked hollow, as the servants he ordered to leave the dining room after serving dishes.

“Ekhm, like if we go to the room first, I want to say something in Balcony.”

‘why to go to room. Isn't it the same?’ batin Raisya asked.

“Ok, alright.” Raisya immediately rose to leave Farel still silent in his place.

Farel was nervous, even he just looked at the body of his woman who had risen and slowly walked closer to the stairs.

Raisya kept walking, breeding the male figure that was still left behind. After all, the man will still follow him.

Farel exhaled a few times, trying to convince his heart. Feeling that enough was enough, the man immediately got up, following in the footsteps of his woman who was no longer visible shadow.

*****

The wind blew softly, blowing away those few strands of brown and black hair. Farel lowered his head slowly, trying to figure out how to start tonight's discussion.

Raisya focused his gaze upwards. Staring at the beautiful star-studded night sky, do not forget the charming looking full moon.

Several times Raisya gently rubbed his arm, dispelling the wind that was ignorantly caressing every single one of his skin. Probing into his pores and lifting up the soft fur all over his body, Raisya was cold.

Farel raised his head, trying to take a lot of breath to start the conversation that night. However, the sight of Raisya gently rubbing her white arm made her come to a realization. He quickly ran into the room, not knowing what the man was looking for.

Raisya looked at the strange Farel who suddenly ran into the room. How to run and look Farel face look funny in his eyes. Raisya returned his focus to the top, enjoying the beautiful scenery from space.

“What's warm.”

The sudden question with a soft blanket tightly stuck around her body made Raisya startled. Soon he turned his body. Clearly visible there, Farel stood behind him with a charming smile. That guy looks amazing tonight.

“What is still less?” Farel asked with a serious look. Seeing Raisya who was just silent looking at him made him frightened.

Raisya blinked funny, he bragged awkwardly to normalize his thought that was wild.

“No-no, this is enough.” Raisya quickly replied. Her slender hands tightened the beautifully circular blanket on her body. He gently smiled as a sign of imaksih.

Farel heaved a sigh of relief, slowly he approached towards Raisya, making Raisya look at him awkwardly.

“What are you doing?”

“Nothing. I'm just trying to warm you up.” Fael grabbed Raisya's body from behind. Lifting that slender body, then sitting it on his thighs.

“It doesn't need to be like this. The blanket you gave me was warm enough for my body.” Raisya tried to get up. However, the tight twists on his stomach made him miserable.

“Let it be like this. I'm cold.”

“If you're cold, take another blanket inside, don't be like this.”

Raisya was shocked to hear Farel's words. Is that guy just crunching.

“You're seducing me?”

“No-no. I can't seduce, I just say honesty.” Farel drowned his head in the recesses of Raisya's neck. Buried deeply his face reddened with shame.

Raisya held back a laugh seeing Farel's response. Slowly he rested his head on the chest of the field. Although he felt awkward, but he tried to get used to it. It was not that he had already decided to help Farel and leave Jhonatan, so he had to get used to all this.

“What do you want to talk about?” Raisya asked in the middle of that silence.

Farel raised his head, focused his chin on Raisya's head, trying to find a comfortable position.

“Salsha cheating.” Farel spoke flatly.

Raisya fell silent, confused as if he should respond. While Farel who saw Raisya like he already knew it increasingly tighten his arms.

“Why aren't you surprised?”

Raisya raised next to his eyebrows. “Why should I be surprised?” Raisya asked innocently.

Farel was confused by Raisya's question. True as well, why should Raisya be shocked. But Raisya should be surprised, ah, I don't know he's his own dude.

“You should be surprised darling.”

“I am not the one who cheated on me, or the one who became a Salsaha affair. So why should I be surprised?”

“What are you saying? So Salsha's affair?”

“Why? You jealous?”

“You still ask. You like Salsha?” Farel asked in surprise.

“Cih, although I like this, but I still like handsome men.”

“Thank goodness then. You can't cheat with anyone. Whether male or female,” Farel said with full obsessiveness.

Raisya was smitten with the words of Farel. He thought that Farel was jealous of Salsha, not of her. But this fact really slapped him.

“Do you not love Salsha?” Raisya asked suddenly.

Farel was silent, confused as harsu replied. Of love? All he knew was that he only loved Raisya. But is he sure that he has completely forgotten Salsha. Ah, maybe to forget no, but to love back he feels he will no longer.

“I guess now no,” Farel replied with a little hesitation.

Raisya chuckled at the answer full of doubt in it.

“So what are you going to do?”

“I'll get divorced with Salsha.” Farel replied firmly.

“You sure?”

“I'm very sure.”

“Why are you so sure?”

“Because Salsha cheated.”

“Not you cheating with me too?”

Silent, Farel felt silenced by the words of Raisya. Yeah, he cheated too.

“Our relationship is no good. We're both cheating, and the best option is just getting divorced. Let Salsha memeilikan own happiness, beitu me.”

“Oh, you're sure. What if Salsha doesn't want you to divorce. What are you gonna do?”

Silent, again Farel could not answer the easy question Raisya. What if Salsha doesn't want a divorce. What's he supposed to do?

Raisya smiled gently. “Think carefully. Don't take decisions rashly.”

“Why do you not like my decision to divorce?”

“Who likes to see someone's wedding ruined? I'm still normal, and I'm not that bad, happy for the breakdown of a sacred relationship.”

“You should be happy, not what makes it difficult for you to accept me because of my status. If I get divorced, then I'm not tied to any woman. I can be free with you.”

“You think I'm a bad woman? And why are you sure I'll accept you. No one knows how fate will bring us later. Make a decision from your heart, don't make that decision just because you want to have me. Again, I'm not a bad woman, I'd be devastated if you divorced your wife just because of me. Think carefully of your decision, do not bring my name in making a decision, but take your heart.” Raisya. Farel won't hold him anymore. Letting the figure of the woman in the blanket walk away.

Leaving him with all the hassle on his chest. He wanted to separate Salsha and make Raisya his wife. Does that sound selfish?