Savingswoman
33. Dolllike

Farel stared at the sleepy Raisya. Her tang gently stroked the brown mane. He feels awkward about his current state of affairs. What exactly is going on?

His sturdy hand grabbed the device he had placed on the nightstand. He called Dwi to ask for an explanation of Raisya's current condition.

“I stay a while ya.” Farel kissed Raisya's forehead long ago.

his feet stepped towards the room of Dwi. A resolute move echoed throughout the passageway he passed through. A few men in black clothes looked down at the walking top.

Farel placed some of his undercarriage around the hallway. He does this to avoid things he doesn't want. His steps came to a halt right in front of the brown door, without hesitation he opened the door.

“Goodnight Mr.” Dwi welcomed his old arrival.

Farel nodded, without any hesitation he sat himself in an empty chair.

“Explain.” Farel spoke strongly.

Dwi sits himself right across from Farel. He gulped nervously, afraid of provoking Farel's emotions.

“For the current state Miss_ ekhm.” Dwi was clumsy looking at that gaze. “I mean, Mrs Raisya is pretty stable. It's just, not with his mentality.”

Farel frowned at Dwi's words. What does that saying mean. Dwi, who saw Farel's confused face, tried to explain about Raisya's mental state.

“Physically Madam can already be categorized as healthy. While mentally or mentally, Madam is very not okay, you could say Madam is in a critical phase at this time.”

Farel stiffened at Dwi's explanation. His heart feels squeezed. He closed his eyes and clenched his hands tightly.

“Sorry Sir, has the Madam ever experienced anything bad before. Like harassment?” Dwi asked pretending not to know.

Hearing the phrase abuse Farel's memory back to the incident he caught Raisya and hanged her violently.

Dwi who saw the guilty look from Farel sighed. He knew the truth from the beginning. He just wanted to make Farel aware that his actions were very inappropriate.

“I can only give advice. Treat the Madam gently, pay attention to her, and always support. At this time, Madam feels her life is meaningless anymore, she feels hopeless.”

Farel lowered his head, looking at his tightly clenched hand. Suppose he could repeat time, he would not do such a depraved thing. But the rice had already become porridge, there was no point in him regretting his behavior just yet. All he had to do right now was try to repair and heal Raisya.

“One more Sir. I hope you give a little freedom to Madam. Do not strangle it, because all of it will definitely worsen the situation.”

Hearing the word freedom makes the farels afraid. He feared that if Raisya gave him freedom, Raisya would leave him again.

“What freedom is important?”

Dwi smiled at Farel's stupid question.

“Master, if you put a wild bird in a golden cage, will it survive? Answer no. He was used to living free, without pressure and strict rules. We can't force him to stay in that cage. If you want life for that wild bird, then you must create the same place that bird lives. Madam's too. He is an ordinary man in need of freedom and the intrusion of the outside world. If you are heavy to give freedom, at least make an environment that can grow the spirit of life Mistress back, and most importantly can make Madam comfortable.”

Farel digested Dwi's words well. Creating an environment that makes Raisya comfortable? How-how? He closed his eyes feeling frustrated.

“Make Madam feel protected.”

*****

Farel looked at Raisya grimly. Now he realized, all this time he had not been able to make Raisya comfortable. In fact, he was always the reason Raisya felt threatened.

“I'm sorry for all my stupidity. I'll protect you.”

“Good sleep baby, may you have a good dream.” Farel closed his eyes. Trying to find peace in his sleep.

Raisya opened her eyes suddenly. Tears fell from the corner of his eye, making him look miserable. His lips moved slowly, muttering the name of someone he so longed for. “Jhonatan.”

Silent.Fare who heard the murmur did not clearly rise. He looked at Raisya who woke up with wet eyes. Worry crept in his heart.

“Hay, does anyone hurt.” Farel gently rubbed the corner of Raisya's eyes.

Raisya looked blankly at Farel's face. He could only hold that handsome face, even he looked at him with increasingly complicated pandagan.

“Same to me. Where does it hurt.” Farel muttered with a worried face.

Farel looked at Raisya who was only speechless with eyes that kept shedding tears. He was confused as to behave. Even Raisya did not blink at all looking at him, making him even more restless.

Farel was frustrated. “Honey, don't be like this.” Farel put their eyebrows together to make his tears wet Raisya's face.

They both cry together. Farel, who had mourned for Raisya, and Raisya, who wept over the misfortune that befell his life.

“I'm sorry. Please, don't be like this. It's more painful than when you left me.” Farel spoke with his forehead still attached.

They were swept away with crying. Even Farel had unknowingly climbed the cage, embracing Raisya who was increasingly shedding tears. Dunked the puccat's face inside his sturdy chest.

Farel kissed several times the head of Raisya, channeling all the flavors. While Raisya can only be silent in the deck. He was washed away enjoying the comfortable chest, until his eyes closed. He even forgot that the owner of the chest was the source of his pain.

Farel, who was feeling the regular breath of Raisya, tried to stare at his female face. The pale face looked peaceful and beautiful, even though there was a trace of sadness there.

“I promise to make you happy. Don't be like this, and don't leave me.” Farel tightened his open. Trying to enter the dream world with his woman.

****

Salsha felt agitated, she woke up with an irregular breath. Remember it back to the shadow of the dream that approached him.

In his sleep he saw Farel laughing with other women, even among them was a one-year-old boy holding both hands. They are like a happy family.

While he saw his own shadow that looked pitiful. Crying in a dark room without a single light shining through. Even he was more stifled to see the shadow of all those who loved him left.

First Max, continued Farel, continued Maria, and lastly both his parents. Not to mention the ridicule of everyone who called him a murderer. He could even shake off the frustrated and desperate look inside.

Salsha rubbed a rough face, trying to calm herself down. He muttered many times that it was all just a dream.

“you should calm down, it's all just a dream. They will never leave you. You're proud of them.”

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