Savingswoman
72. Chilly

Raisya was pensive in the room, recalling it a few hours ago.

The flashback

Raisya stared at the streets with cold eyes. The bitter taste in his chest made his tears fall. Farel's attitude made him realize, he should not love a man with a status that is still gray. No matter how strong his love was, it would definitely be defeated with status.

Tin.. Tin...

Raisya rubbed his face slowly. Exhaling a soft breath, then smiling gently.

His slender hand opened the black mob door gently and carefully.

“Thank you,” Raisya said sincerely after sitting his body beside the wheel.

“what happened?”

Raisya turned her gaze, her eyes staring at Jesika flatly. Yes, the figure he asked for help was Jesika.

“Nothing.”

Jesika turned her gaze from the front to look at Raisya's face for a moment.

“Did Mr Farel hurt you?” Jesika asked frankly.

Hearing Farel's name made Raisya smile bitterly. Jesika who saw the smile let out a long sigh, she was sure something had happened, and it was not a good thing.

“It's okay, stop if you feel hurt.”

Raisya lowered her head, reluctant to see the gaze of Jesika whom she was sure the woman's gaze was a look of pity. He doesn't need that look.

“Why should I stop? From the beginning I never started. I did all this purely to help Farel, when it was time I would leave,” Raisya said steadily.

Raisya tried to suppress his feelings. Yes, he should have remembered his original purpose of being gentle to Farel. He should not be swept away by his role. Regarding Farel's mental illness, it doesn't seem to be his dependents.

Jesika stopped the car. Her voice gripped the steering wheel tightly. The narrow-eyed woman knew that Raisya was holding back all her feelings. All of Raisya's attitude made her claustrophobic, she didn't want the green-eyed woman to be sad.

“Whatever your decision, I will always support you.” Jesika touches Raisya's hand gently. Raisya turned her gaze, her gaze was fixed on the grasp of that hand. ‘ya, she is not alone.’

“Enhanced.” Raisya smiled gently.

“Anything for you.”

“Oh, yes. How's your investigation?” Raisya turned his shoulder face into a serious one.

Jesika who understood the situation had changed quickly also changed her expression as well. The hand that was originally grasping softly decomposed and grabbed the tablet that he had always been faithful to carry.

“All data is here, Mistress.” Jesika took out the tablet which was happily received directly by Raisya.

Raisya read the writing there with a furrowed eyebrow. The expression of the green woman changed quickly, from serious, sad, and lastly an expression of disbelief.

“You're serious? Have you traced the truth of this data again?” Raisya looked at Jesika's face in disbelief.

“True, Madam.all the data are true and accurate.”

Raisya was silent, indeed he did not believe the new facts he knew. So everything that happened was not just a coincidence, even the resemblance was also not just a coincidence.

“So Jhonatan is really a child of the Balawel family?” Raisya shut her mouth in disbelief.

Jesika who saw the overwhelming shock on that face nodded her head.

“Do you want to go home directly?”

“No, I'll go to the hospital.”

Flashback off

Chequek!

Farel entered his room with shaky steps. Raisya's gaze and attitude made her feel scared. Excessive anxiety began to peak in his heart. His black netra stared at the figure of the woman clad in black pajamas who was seen lying down with eyes glaring upwards.

Krieks!

Raisya cleared his eyes, his eyes staring at the cause of the creaking sound. There is clearly a figure of Farel that looks sad. Sighing a deep breath, Raisya immediately turned her body to turn her back to Farel.

Farel smiled wryly at Raisya's response. How he knows if he is wrong. No man claims to love, but with no heart leaves his woman on the side of the road.

“I'm sorry.” Farel gently stroked Risya's shoulder.

Raisya who heard the soft words tried to close her eyes tightly. The woman hoped that drowsiness would come soon, so that she would not have to listen to the words of the man who broke her and came back.

Farel slowly laid down his sideways body, right facing that slender back. His sturdy hand slowly grabbed the body of his woman. A sense of relief arises when the man does not get rejection from the woman.

Raisya who pretended to sleep finally carried away the atmosphere, the warm embrace he felt made him more washed away in a dream.

Farel who saw the regular breath of Raisya landed a kiss on the brown hair.

“I'm sorry, I should have been honest. I should have told you that Salsha miscarried and Grandma threatened me. But I'm afraid, you'll take a pikr if the child Salsha conceived is my son. I'm afraid you'll misunderstand me. I'm afraid you'd think I'd back off to divorce Salsha. I'm afraid you're going to consider me an irresponsible man who broke up his wife after losing his son. I'm afraid..I'm afraid you won't believe that I can only have sex with you I'm afraid, I'm sorry, I'm really afraid.” Farel smiled bitterly.

Fear makes him like a man of reason. Fear made him make a decision that was fatal.

“I'm sorry, not that I don't trust you. I gave you a shadow bodyguard, all that stuff just to calm me down. I'd feel crazy if you got out of my reach.” Farel tightened his embrace. His black eyes began to shut, swept away in a dream covered in fear.

*****

Salsha was crying, roaring inside that silent space. Nanar's look. Disappointed, angry, jealous in one.

“Why can't you touch me, whereas you can touch another woman?” Salsha roared loudly. The VVIP room made him rampage like a madman.

Salsha cried with her hands hitting her chest strongly.

“What's my cage? Am I less beautiful? Less sexy? Am I less seductive?” Salsha grabbed her hair strong.

The feeling mixed into one. His eyes stopped on his flat stomach. There was a sense of emptiness that greeted him. She lost everything, her son and husband.

Matany's gaze was sharpened. Those black eyes were full of ambition and cunning.

“I'll make you regret Farel, remember that. Your desire to divorce me will not be that easy. If I lose my happiness, then you should feel it too.” Salsha laughed wickedly. Laughing with a face full of tears makes him look like a psychopath.

*****

The man in a gray suit that was none other than Max was staring at the glass screen that displayed all the evil Salsa moves.

“Sounds interesting. We'll see a new drama. Someone who will destroy loved ones. Salsha will destroy Farel, then Farel destroys Salsha, and I stand there as a hero who will help them to destroy each other. We'll see those two damn humans both destroyed.” Max clapping pleasure.

Some of the guards who saw Max's behavior just shuddered the country. Now he can't doubt Alexis' blood cruelty.

“Roy, investigate about Farel Wiratman.” Max issued the command with eyes that remained faithful staring at the glass screen.

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Maybe some or even all of you who read this part nganggep Farel lebay, here you have to remember that Farel has an acute anxiety disorder, and things like this are not lebay, but, but purely from excessive fear.

Maybe if Author gk see firsthand people who have a high level of anxiety will say more, but Author never saw it himself, and it was by Author himself, and it was by Author himself, even worse than what Author wrote.

Maybe some of you have studied psychologists? Or have a friend or have you ever done something like this?

Why did Farel leave Raisya on the street? here Farel is misplaced yes, Farel threatened Maria, while you must know who is Mary in Farel's life? With an unstable mental state, can Farel make the right decision? Even to tell Raisya the problem, Farel was scared to death.

If someone says Farel is a loser, stupid, stupid, even Breng**k, the Author agrees, even before Farel left Raisya on the road, Author has Farel's value like that...

Well, even Author a lot of talking yes 😁😁😁

For those of you who comment Author please, do not be afraid if Author offended or what it is,, relax 😉 Author mah seneng² only if anyone comments, even angry² at 😉

Your criticism and suggestions are very much expected, so that Author can write better,,

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