
Farel led the hand of Raisya. A gentle smile never escaped that handsome face. Raisay who was led like a child could only be silent, without being able to protest.
The magnificent restaurant in the erope style spoils Raisya's eyes. A few sprinkles of roses were seen around the floor making him frown. Why did Farel become an alai male figure now?
Farel proudly stared at the hard work of his men. It's not wrong that he incurs tremendous costs. In addition to renting the entire restaurant, he also asked for special decorations with a romantic atmosphere.
Raisya let out a long sigh, he thought that Farel's madness lay only in the sprinkling of flowers. However, all his thinking was wrong. When his feet entered half of the restaurant, his eyes saw a line of music players who were seen singing beautiful music with violins in their hands.
Farel smiled widely, his eyes staring at the full twinkle of the music players. He is sure that this time Raisya will praise him and fall in love with him.
“Please Mr.” The maid greeted them, leading them to the place where Farel had ordered.
“Ayo.” Farel shifted his grip. The hand that was originally just linked is now changing position right at the slim waist of Raisya. Make their bodies more attached.
Farel smiled with satisfaction. The shadow of a romantic Farel dinner materialized successfully.
Raisya was just speechless, even he let Farel's hands coiled tightly around his waist. The happy sparkle in the black eyes made him happy, he did not have the heart to destroy the twinkle.
“Please sit My Ratuku.” Farel swept the chair allowing Raisya to sit down. The male body was bent with a slightly looked up face.
Raisya stammered, Farel's behavior this time was truly extraordinary. Sweet, but she thinks it's very childish. She is a mature woman who needs more action and certainty than a sweet action for a moment that is only done when she wants to conquer the heart of a woman.
Such behavior was exactly like a fisherman catching a fish with bait, after being caught then the servant would put it to a place far from his reach, even sacrificing it.
“Thanks.” Raisya sat himself in that chair.
Farel smiled with satisfaction. He quickly clapped his hands twice, then came some servants who had already brought some sumptuous dishes covered.
Raisya stared at the sumptuous dishes presented at the round table. His gaze shifted, staring at the male figure sitting quietly in front of him with a wide smile on his lips. Seeing that big smile made Raisya think ‘does that man's teeth not dry?’
“Please sir, Madam.” pelyan was down to allow Farel and Raisya to eat his hearing.
Raisya nodded in response to the servant's words, while Farel did not respond to the servant at all. His gaze from earlier was only fixated on the figure of the green-eyed woman in his deapan.
Raisya who had been feeling uneasy, immediately berdahem awkward.
“Ekhm, Farel.”
Farel smiled wider. Even the call did not make him realize that Raisya felt uncomfortable with his face. “What's the matter dear?”
Trying to hold back her curse, Raisya smiled gently. “Until when do you keep looking at me. You don't see the food is served, so we'd better eat before it's cold.”
Still with a smile Farel nodded. “Good.”
Raisya who saw Farel's response like that closed his eyes in frustration. Trying to ignore, the tramping hand huh began to pick up one interesting dish in his eyes.
Too swept up in the incredible scenery made Farel forget about the surroundings, even the man was just holding a knife and fork without touching a single dish on the table. Each Raisya chewed his jakun up and down, as if he were the one who ate the stiek.
“You didn't eat?”
Farel stuttered. “Oh, here I want to eat.” Farel carelessly put an empty fork into his mouth.
Raisya who saw Farel's crazy behavior couldn't help but laugh, even the servants and music players who were in the corner of the room also laughed however, they quickly held back his laughter which made their faces flushed red and look strange.
Farel cursed his stupidity, his head lowered to dispel the immense shame he felt.
“I was too washed away to see you, to the point that I didn't realize anything.” Farel squeaked softly.
Raisya who heard that innocent answer was stunned. Does this man really love her? If so, is it time he also began to open his heart to Farel? After all, Farel would be divorced, and he could not return to Jonathan with this status.
“Don't look at me like that. You should have acted accordingly. You must remember, look at yourself first, then you pay attention to your surroundings,” Raisya said seriously.
“No, no. I'll just watch you, after I'm in pain or whatever, I'll keep your attention.” Farel looked at Raisy firmly. That gaze seemed to affirm his strong feelings only for Raisya, whatever the future.
“Alright, but remember my message, you should pay more attention to yourself, the best way we learn is from ourselves. If you want to give someone your undivided attention and make someone comfortable, then you need to know how to care for yourself. Sometimes the attention we give it makes others uncomfortable.” Raisya lowered her head, continuing her delayed meal.
Farel was silent at Raisya's words. He doesn't know how it feels to be noticed. He only did what he believed would make his partner comfortable without asking their opinion.
The freedom he gave Salsha was also a form of concern. He knew Salsha seoarng model, so he had to sincerely let Salsha's body be enjoyed by everyone, and lost time with them. Even kebebsan it is also that makes Salsha misuse everything, looking for a gap to do the affair.
Now he gives a very different attention to Raisya, even his attention is like a possessive attitude. Raisya who stayed away because of his rude attitude, made him try hard to become a sweet and caring male figure. Is Raisay uncomfortable with his attention? If yes, what should he do?
“Are you uncomfortable?” Farel asked slowly.
Raisya blessed her face with a funny bulging mouth. His eyebrows shot up, indicating he did not understand the question. Farel who understood Raisya's intention immediately explained it.
“Are you uncomfortable with the attention I give you?” Farel asked nervously.
Raisay was silent at the question, Even his chewing mouth came to a halt.he quickly swallowed the stiek in his mouth without doing perfect chewing.
“Not uncomfortable, rather I feel strange. Seeing you forget yourself for paying too much attention to me makes me feel like the luckiest woman in the world, but I also feel like a woman who has tremendous fears.”
“What are you afraid of?”
“I was afraid of falling in love, and in the end that love hurt me. Doesn't the pain arise because of excessive comfort and happiness? I just want to be in a mediocre place, so that someday I do not feel hurt because of hope and wishful thinking that does not reach reality.”
“What are you afraid of? In love? And you're afraid I'm gonna hurt you for your love? Raisya, I promise I will never make you feel the pain of falling in love, I will make you just know her happy love.”
“Do not promise, do and prove it. Sometimes that promise is to be broken, and I don't want you to break that promise later. Simply understand your abilities, so that you can fulfill your promise. Pledge your promise to yourself, so that someday if you can't keep no one will get hurt.”
Farel was about to open his lips. But the vibrations in his phone made him close his lips again. His eyes are pegging to see the id number listed on his gadget. ‘what happened?’ the question is in the heart.
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