Savingswoman
58.Divorce

“Raisya dear, don't go.” Farel clutched tightly onto Raisya's body from behind.

Raisya who was about to leave the room stopped her steps because of that hug. Farel's trembling body was clear, making him slowly turn his body to stare at Farel.

Farel, who felt Raisya turn his body, tightened his embrace, drowning his head in the neck of his female cradle.

“I just need some fresh air.” Raisya gently stroked that trembling back.

Hearing Raisya's gentle reply made Farel close his arms and shake quickly.

“You are not like this Farel.” Raisya tries to persuade Farel. Her hands stopped stroking the burly back, and tried to let go of their embrace to stare at Farel's face.

“No, don't let go of my embrace.” Farel's body was shaking.

Raisya closed his eyes, trying to ward off the tightness that suddenly burst into his chest. He did not love Farel, but seeing Farel's situation like this, he felt crowded.

“No, I won't let go of your embrace, but let's lie down. I'm sure you need some quiet.”

Farel was silent at Raisya's words. Yes, he needs calm. Today his chest felt like it was going to explode from anxiety, fear, and worry. He obediently walked in a position that did not change at all.

Raiysa carefully walked towards the bed. The position of Farel who walked backwards and he who walked forward made him responsible for directing their steps.

“Lay.”

Farel obediently laid down his body, releasing their embrace for a moment. After feeling his position was right, Farel immediately grabbed Raisy, bringing her into his warm deck.

Raisya just fell silent to accept all the behavior Farel gave him. Her plaintiff gently stroked the top of Farel's head. However, the wet and sticky feeling on her waist made the movement of her hands stop.

Raisya got up, making Farel grumble unhappily.

“Honey, ken__”

“What is Farel?” Raisy asked in a sharp tone. The green glared flat on Farel's right hand, which was again spitting out fresh blood, even more blood than before.

Farel blinked his funny eyes, his eyes turning to his right hand. He felt confused as if he had to explain it.

“I accidentally hurt my hand back.”

“Why? Is it because of emotion?”

“Iya.” Farel nodded small. Really Farel did not dare to raise his head just staring at the beautiful netra. He was afraid that Raisya would leave him again.

“Farel, you have to reduce your emotions. Look, without you realizing you yourself destroyed your body. It is not only your mind that you torment because of your emotions, anxiety, and worry, but your fusic as well. If you can't take care of yourself, how can you take care of me later?”

“I'm sorry, I'll try. Really I don't want any of this either. all these vain emotions*an arises by itself,” Farel said in frustration. He really does not like the excessive anxiety he feels.

Raisya fell silent, trying to understand Farel.It is not easy for anyone suffering from panic eteck to control his feelings. Everything needs a process.

“I'll help you. I will help you to control your feelings, especially your fear, panic, and fear.” Raisya raised Farel's head. Forcing that handsome face to face him.

Farel blinked, looking at Raisya in silence. Her heart felt warm getting that kind of attention. Not just physical attention, but metal attention.

Although Mary loved him wholeheartedly, but Mary never knew how mentally abnormal she was. Farel is too good at covering everything up.

“Thanks.” Farel said sincerely.

“Now, let's treat your wound.” Raisya smile.

Farel fell silent, trying to obey Rasya's orders, not defiant as before.

The initial wound was just how horrifying it now looked. Why do they both have such terrible wounds. During the first abuse, Raisya injured his own neck, leaving a terrible mark until now.

The second abuse, Farel himself who injured his right hand, made the man have difficulty doing all things, even making him leave his job. If noticed, they are the same, both have their own injuries over the creepy incident.

“Completed.” Raisya closed the medicine box. Put it right on the nightstand next to the bed.

Farel stared at the bandage in his right hand with a small smile. Now he felt that not all the wounds were painful. The proof, with her injuries like this Raisya was more attentive and could give her a chance. He even got his happy start from the wound.

“Now lie down, or you want to go to the bathroom or change clothes first.”

Farel saw his clothes, the clothes he had been wearing since morning, he felt uncomfortable, he slowly nodded his head and got up to the bathroom.

Raisya was silent to Farel's departure.

“Hopefully I was not wrong in making a decision.”

A few minutes later they were both lying on the bed with Farel drowning his head in Raisya's chest. Farel was exactly like a child who needed protection. It didn't take long, Farel fell asleep, swept away in that comfortable embrace.

Raisya stroked Farel's back slowly. Her cries tirelessly moved slowly on that burly back.

“You must heal,” he said softly.

*****

Farel was standing by a large window in his study. He deliberately chose the place for his excellence with the detective he ordered to investigate Salsha and Jesika.

“Assembling?” Farel turned his body. His eyes stared flat at Andres whom he was assigned to complete the mission. Given the advantages of Andres, such a thing is not a difficult thing.

“All I've got Sir. Mrs Salsha is cheating with Maxim Alexis.” Andres lowered his head. He was afraid that Farel would suddenly become angry, and make him a target.

Given how Farel's attitude towards Raisya has been extraordinarily possessive. Surely Farel would be more than possessive of his own wife Salsha.

Ricard who happened to be called Farel and was in the same room held his breath hearing the new fact. Her marriage is truly amazing. Both partners are cheating. If Ricard feels more relieved, he is sure there will be no harm between the two married couples later.

“Oh, good if that's the case. Ricard, get my divorce ready soon.” Farel rested his body on his seat.

The two of them who saw the flat face and the extremely calm intonasai opened their eyes wide. They were surprised by the overwhelming response. It's amazing beyond their wits.

Farel was relieved to hear that fact. There may be a bit of disappointment, but it's just a little bit. At least he could release Salsha calmly. He realized such a marriage could not last much longer.

Humans have biological needs, and it is impossible for any human to survive without meeting those needs. Maybe in the beginning they can guarantee his loyalty, but who knows in the future, not his lust can eliminate human reason, like he used to when he met Raisya.

At least with this divorce, he and Salsha can build a happy family each. Maybe they are only temporary, but they are not meant to be together forever.

“Master, are you sure?” Ricard dared to ask. His eyes looked at Farel surprised by the statement.

Andres also named Farel exactly like Ricard. He still did not expect Farel's decision.

“Why should I be unsure. He cheated, and I cheated too. Our marriage relationship was unhealthy from the beginning, so divorce is the best option. Don't question my decision anymore. Andres as research on Jesika?”

Andres bertahem awkwardly. “Sorry Sir, there is no suspicious information from Miss Jesika. He was once a psychologist, then turned into a doctor, and he was an orphan. He cleared Mr_____ too clean to be suspicious.”