Savingswoman
53. I'll Destroy the World

Raisya entered her room with a raging heart. He has chosen the decision, he will help cure Farel.

His legs brought him in. Seen there men who lay with a situation that can be said to be weak. Raisya slowly raised her body right next to Farel.

Her slender hand slowly stroked the black hair softly. The shadow about the dark time that Farel experienced was quite disturbing his feelings. Makes it look like it's bobbing.

“Why do you experience such a thing?” Raisya looked at Farel elaborately. His slender hands faithfully kept stroking the black hair.

Gentle touch and a smell familiar enough to Farel made the man even more comfortable. He forgot something he heard earlier.

“Raisya don't leave me!” Farel turned his body. Clutching Raisya's waist, buried her face in the woman's chest.

Raisya was stunned by that sudden touch. His heart was beating abnormally, making him feel uncomfortable.

The green Netra looked down, her eyes fixed on the figure of the man who behaved like a boy. Can someone who is arrogant, rude, and arrogant look adorable now?

Farel tightened his arms, his head the more he pressed in making him feel comfortable.

Raisya. It was very desirable that he hit the brash man on the head, had Farel not been in this state, he would not have thought twice about hitting him.

“How dare you touch my assets with that head of yours? This time I'm sorry you're sick!” Raisya patted that head slowly. His behavior and speech are very contrasting.

*****

The servants held their breaths, they saw Farel and Raisya coming down from the stairs. The couple who had a cold war looked much better now, it could even be said to be very romantic.

Raisya held a deep growl, Farel who had followed him like a child who did not want to lose his mother made him lazy. Even the man's left hand held tightly to the end of his clothes, making the pretty dres look a little tangled.

“Farel, can you take your hand off my dres?”

Raisya stopped in the middle of the stairs, her hands ruffled around her waist by staring at Farel flat. Farel licked his upper lip, pretending to be deaf. Raisya who saw Farel gritting his teeth, this man really \_ ah he was out of words. Fearing for a moment his annoyance, Raisya continued his steps towards the dining room.

Farel was happy to see Raisya who was not angry anymore. The fear of loss so makes him not willing to let go of his woman, even for a moment.

The waiters began to serve various breakfasts with luxurious menus as usual. Raisya who was getting used to the luxury of Farel, kept quiet without commenting anything. His slender hand quickly took out one plate and filled it with fried rice. He was too focused on the fried rice that had entered his mouth, raising the gaze that stripped him from earlier.

Farel shifted his gaze for a moment, giving the code of his servants. The servants who saw Farel's gaze swallowed his own saliva. They all left the dining room, letting Farel enjoy his morning with Raisya.

Prangs!

Raisya who was about to feed her fried rice was shocked. Her green netra looked at Farel with wrinkled brows. There the man looked pitiful, with his right hand clad in gauze trying to grab the plate but, the plate easily slipped from his burly hand.

Raisya exhaled. “If your hand hurts, you can ask your servant to bribe you.”

Farel was silent at Raisya's words. His head lowered, just like a frightened child.

“Where are your servants?” Raisya asked with a confused face.

Farel licked his lower lip, trying to cover up his nervousness. He deliberately told the servants to leave because he wanted to spend time with Raisya, and also wanted to clarify something.

Farel berdahem awkward. “I don't know,” He said in a slow voice.

Raisya. “Sini, I'll get you food.” Raisya's hand tries to reach for the empty plate but Farel prevents it.

“No need, you can bribe me with your food only, no need to take a new one.” Farel spoke with reddened ears.

Raisya was flabbergasted by that innocent remark. “Can't, this is my side, my mouth.”

Farel blinked plainly. “Terus why? We're used to exchanging saliva, I don't think this is a problem.”

Raisya's face flushed red, as Farel could say that sevulgar with his innocent face.

“You_”

“Raisya, I'm hungry.” Farel whined like a child.

Raisya tried to take patience by exhaling many times. His slender hands began to feed Farel with his used spoon.

“You also eat.” Farel betrkata after seeing Raisya who only reached himself.

“I'm full.”

Farel was not happy with Raisya's words, he was sure Raisya had only eaten a few mouthfuls.

“You just ate some mouthfuls. You're disgusted at me?” Farel looked at Riasya withstanding the tremors of pain in her chest.

Hearing Farel's words made Raisya speechless. While Farel who saw the inertia of Raisya chuckled wryly. Who is a woman who is not disgusted by men like her? A man who claims to love him, but harasses and destroys his pride.

“I'm sorry, you don't have to answer my question. I already know the answer.” Farel smiled wryly. His right hand tried to take over Raisya's plate, trying to finish the meal with his left hand.

Raisya who saw Farel's actions realized from his surprise.

“What you do. Here, I help.” Raisya tried to snatch the plate but Farel shook his head.

“No, no need. I'll eat with my left hand. You just grab a new meal, this one for me.” Farel tried to maintain his smile as he said.

“I'm not disgusted.” Raisya said softly. Now he was not disgusted with Farel. He was disgusted, but that was before he knew the facts about Farel.

Farel chuckles. “Not lie. Didn't I say, you can be disgusted at me, you can hate me, you can even equate me with animals, but one thing you can't do, you can't leave me!” Farel looked straight at Raisya. When saying the word ‘leaves me’ looks growling and emotional gaze on the brown net.

Raisya was choked with Farel's words. Was Farel afraid of his loss? So it's like if he really goes away later.

“Farel.” Raisya called out to Farel gently.

Farel's heart beat upon hearing that gentle call. He had never heard Raisya speak like that. Just this time, and it made him flutter.

“What?” Farel looked at Raisya nervously.

“Do you love me?” Raisya looked at Farel with a complicated look.

“Very! I love you so much!” Farel spoke strongly.

“What if you lose me instead of me leaving you? What are you gonna do?”

Farel's eyes twitched. The fear of losing Raisya began to dominate him, making him clench his hands tightly, so that the white gauze turned red in no time.

“I will destroy whoever separates us. I will destroy the world. I'll make the world grieve as much as I mourn your loss!”