Savingswoman
14. Feelings

Farel was silent looking at the white room. His eyes looked at every corner of the room. Various thoughts appeared at the base of his brain and heart. Either he felt a turmoil that he never felt. Rough gusts filled the silent room. Farel got up, went to the bathroom just to clear his heart and mind.

Silence, that was all Farel could feel. The water from the shower soaked his entire body, making him feel fresher. His eyes closed as if absorbing the freshness of the water. Cold water poured out, carrying the anger that had been embedded in his chest earlier.

The big hand scooped up the rough water that was writhing spoiled on his face. Farel looked up with his eyes closed. A faint shadow of the smiling Raisya made his heart warm. However, that warmth could not last long when recalling Raisya's wide smile with the other men.

Farel growled furiously, even his face lowered with teeth grinding against each other. His face was flushed despite the cold water. Anger that subsides as if ignited easily remembering the smile of Raisya with other men.

“Badness!”

Farel punched the wall, making his hands red. The pain from the fist did not make his anger decrease, even he seemed numb. He quickly finished his bath and grabbed a sweet-robed towel in the corner of the bathroom.

Farel takes the origin of the clothes. In a hurry he went down the stairs. Even he was breeding his well-wet hair, this time he could not reproduce his angry feelings. He must immediately go to Raisya and punish the woman.

“Farel.”

Farel's steps came to a halt when he heard a familiar voice for him. He slowly turned around and looked at the figure who called out to him with a small smile.

“Why are you so messy?” ask that figure.

Farel clumsily heard the question from the figure. Somehow he was confused to answer a question that was very easy, he was nervous.

The figure squinted suspiciously, with a slow step the figure approached and grabbed Farel's hand, leading him to the sofa that was sniffed away from them.

Farel was silent to accept all the behavior of the figure, until on the sofa Farel remained silent. His eyes were closed when he felt the figure dry his hair with a towel that he had been holding the figure for some time. He feels comfortable.

The figure looked at Farel with a wink, according to him Farel remained the same. A careless and reckless figure. Although Farel is great in business, but Farel is a fool in some aspects. Especially himself.

Farel remained silent enjoying the elusan in his hair, until he finally felt the hand stop to dry his hair. His eyes opened staring right at the bead of those dark black eyes.

“You why?”

The figure again asked to see Farel's inertia, somehow the figure felt something was wrong with Farel.

Farel fell silent, confused to say everything. Does he have to be honest? Ahh but not necessary.

“I have nothing Nek.”

The figure of Iru who was none other than Maria or Farel's grandmother throttled at the words of her granddaughter. He was sure that one hundred percent something was bothering his grandson's mind. The granddaughter would not tell me.

Farel looked down, turning his gaze. He was afraid that his grandmother would find out the lies he was covering up.

Silent, Farel was silent with his head lowered and Mary who sighed. Just as Mary's mouth was open she was startled by Farel's sudden movements.

Farel stood up immediately as he remembered his goal. He has to go to Raisya.

“Where are you going?”

Farel froze at his grandmother's thought. Does he have to be proud? And the answer is yes.

“Farel no emergency affairs grandma, could be Farel not go home tonight.”

Mary furrowed her eyebrows at Farel's words. Is Farel used to not coming home after marriage?

“Grandma, stay here.” Farel looked at Mary softly.

“For what Granny is here, who has a home only does not exist.” Maria sneered at Farel.

Farel was silent feeling bad. What should he do now? on the one hand he does not want his grandmother to stay in the hotel, but he also cannot ignore Raisya.

“Nek_”

“Already, go there. Don't think of this old lady.”

Farel was increasingly uncomfortable with his grandmother's face, with a sigh he made up his mind.

“Farel will cancel Farel's appointment, Farel will stay here.”

Maria stared at the sharp farel, as if suspicious of her grandson's words. How could his grandson change in an instant.

“Huft, go. Grandma will stay here. Finish your business.” Maria smile.

Farel looked at Mary in disbelief. Did the grandmother really mean it?

“Nek?”

“Hush, there go! Grandma will take all your property in this mansion.”

Farel smiled at his grandmother's words. She quickly hugged her grandmother and kissed her left cheek.

“Indeed the best grandmother. Take all treasure farel.”

Maria snorts getting a kiss from her granddaughter. Well, it's always like this. Farel has never changed since. Farel quickly ran away from his Mansion. He opened the car door and ran the machine at an above average speed.

Farel stared at the fairly deserted streets, supporting himself to quickly ampai in his destination. Unknowingly the brown netra was staring at the photo hanging on the car glass.

Ckit

Farel stepped on the brake suddenly. Hearty feel worried. What's he gonna do? Wasn't the purpose he paid Raisya just to show his ability in terms of the bed, and show that he was not impotent.

How could Farel betray his own marriage. Farel's heart ached suddenly, his eyes twitched and he breathed out of his mouth. Farel feels like a bastard.

Drt.... Drt.... Drt....

Farel jumped in shock to find the number of a woman who is very meaningful in his life, Salsha Dadal. Farel gripped his hand tightly, trying to find strength from that grasp. Feeling that it is enough, he immediately grabbed his salary.

“Hallo.”

“Hallo darling. I'll be home tomorrow morning.”

Farel silently listened to Salsha. Not that Salsha will be home in a week.

“Open you said you'd be home in one week?”

“Hmm, my boss says the photographer's on retreat. So I'll just go home.”

Farel was silent to Salsha's words. There is a sense of happiness and also anxiety.

“Ok. I'm waiting for your return. Do you need an invitation?”

“No need, I'll be in between my manager.”

Silent, Farel was speechless Salsha too. I don't know why Farel's mouth feels locked.

“I love you.”

Farel grew silent at Salsha's statement. The statement of love did not warm her heart as it once did. Farel felt something was wrong.

Tit... Tit.... Tit...

Farel was surprised to hear the car horn. He realized, he was still in the middle of the road. He immediately ran his car. But now the goal has changed. He needs a solution to his death.

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