Savingswoman
82. Karmas

Raisya left that ward with a million feelings. But one thing is for sure, he was calm. The decision to leave Jhonatan, without seeing the man again was very appropriate.

Given Farel's extraordinary temperament, the woman was afraid that it would be bad for Jhonatan and herself.

Farel, the arogant male however, was very fragile in it. The man was able to make his feelings shake violently. However, the madness that the man can do makes his fragility perfectly closed.

“Mrs.”

Raisya stopped his steps. His smiling face when he saw Jesika walking towards him disappeared as his green net was ringing with Andres' black netra. The woman's body stiffened.

“However?” Jesika asked with a gentle smile ignoring Raisya's surprised look.

Without answering Jesika's question, Raisya immediately grabbed Jesika's arm strongly, leaving the slender-eyed woman surprised however, still stepping to follow where Raisya had gone.

Raisya let go of his check when entering the hall which was quite quiet, and certainly there was no Andres there.

“How can you walk with andres behind you?” Raisy asked in an anxious tone.

Jesika who was initially confused then nodded in understanding. It's only natural that Raisya looks so scared.

“Andres already knows everything, Madam.”

“What? So you betrayed me?” Raisya walked backwards, his eyes staring at Jesika in disbelief.

Jesika quickly shook her head in panic, walking quickly towards Raisya. “No, Mistress. It's not like that. But...” Jesika explained everything. From the beginning until the end made Raisya smile with relief.

“So, Andres is now on my side?”

“For now yes Madam, But we do not know in the future what it will be like. I think Andres would be on the neutral side. The man will not divulge any of this however, nor will he try to cover it up if at any time Mr. Farel knows everything.”

Raisya fell silent, trying to consider something. “Alright, that's good.”

“Mistress, is everything done?”

“Hmm, all done. Completely finished.” Raisya looked up. Wandering far away there, trying to cover up the entire wound that was being wracked.

Jesika smiled wryly. Seeing that look, he was sure, again Raisya made a very heavy decision. But he will only continue to support and protect Raisya, whatever the woman's decision.

“Did you decide to be with Farel?”

Raisya was silent, confused as if he had to answer that question. It's not as easy as everyone sees or reads.

“I don't know.” Raisya answered softly.

Jesika narrowed her eyes. The eyes that have been narrowed look even more narrow. “Why should you be confused? Didn't you decide to leave Jhonatan, and now Mr Farel is also getting a divorce, what else are you considering?”

Raisya let out a long breath. “Status.” Raisya replied firmly.

“Status what? Isn't Mr Farel going to marry you after the divorce? Then what do you think?”

“Maybe everything will look easy when hearing your speakers. But have you ever thought about what kind of status I think? My status as a mistress. All this time I hated so much what was called betrayal, or the destroyer of people's relationships. Even though Farel's relationship was broken without the need for me to enter it or even I forced it like the drama-drama actors, still, I was the third person in their relationship. And I don't want to be the third person.” Raisya replied firmly.

Jesika was speechless, confused by Raisya's very complicated way of thinking.

“You know, all this time I believed that karma existed. If I marry the man I have entered into, I will get a reply from all of that. And I don't want that to happen for me, or my son. Any relationship that starts with mistakes will not end happily.” Raisya stroked her flat stomach, as if there was already life there.

“I don't know how you think like that. You're too complicated, but all the decisions are in your hands.”

“Yes, I'm too complicated. And it's my thinking that scares me and doesn't want to go too far in a relationship like that. I don't blame Farel's feelings, but I blame our current circumstances and position. Suppose we are met in a status or a better state, I will try to accept it.” Raisya lowered her head.

Jesika approached, gently stroking Raisya's shoulder, channeling the power from that touch.

“I wish you, you are always happy.”

****

Farel swallowed the liquor in the bottle. Uprightly, ignoring the bitter and hot taste that burned his throat.

“Why the world is so cruel.” Farel muttered with a flushed face.

His burly hands stared at his picture with Raisya in the corner of his desk.

“Why should there be love if it ends like this?”

“Why God?” Farel yelling.

His hand slammed the black bottle hard. Make the fragments and contents in the bottle scattered.

Farel limped in walking with his head slightly stumbled. The man's head was very dizzy.

The problems that came in turn made him vertical nearly three bottles of wine.

Every servant who saw Farel fell silent.

“Raisya.” Farel shouted loudly. Even his body had fallen because it was unable to support his weight.

The servants who saw it glanced at each other, looking for a solution to the incident that befell Farel. A few seconds later they nodded at each other, walking closer towards Farel who was still shouting and calling out Raisya's name with a prone position on the floor.

“Tuan_”

“Go, you're not Raisya! Only Raisya can touch me.” Farel jerked the hand of the male servant who tried to help him stand up.

The servants looked down in fear. Walk backwards, following Farel's orders. Shortly thereafter, the sound of heels came from the stairs. They compactly turned their heads to find out who had the vote.

It was clear there the figure that Farel was crying was walking leisurely. The servants who saw that quickly ran towards Raisya.

“Mistress, good thing you quickly go home,”The female servant said with a moved face, as if getting a lottery.

Raisya furrowed her brows, feeling confused by the meaning of the servant's words, while the servants who saw Raisya's confused gaze quickly walked over and had Raisya follow him. There is no time to explain.

Raisya quickly followed the waiter.The waiter who was walking quickly made it a little difficult for him to follow.

Raisya closed her mouth in disbelief. In front of him looks Farel who plots to call his name with the position face down on the floor. He quickly approached, touching Farel's shoulder, to resuscitate the man.

Farel who had gotten a touch on his shoulder went berserk, trying to brush off the touch.However, the gentle call and the familiar voice made his hand stop in midair.

“Farel.” Raiya called out softly.

Farel quickly tried to get up however, finding it difficult. Raisya who understood Farel's current condition immediately helped the man. Lead her slowly, and carry her in the room.

“Raisya I love you, but why did you betray me?” Farel fumbled with his head resting on Raisya's shoulder.

Raisya fell silent, confused by the conjecture.

“Do I not deserve to be happy? Am I really the unlucky carrier, so I deserve the betrayal?”

“.....”

“Raisya, why are you kissing Jhonatan?” Farel fancied the rest of his consciousness. Right after saying that word his body was limp, falling right on top of the rajang,

Farel's eyes were closed, the face was very peaceful and calm. In contrast to Raisya's already deathly pale face, it was even slightly trembling.

“How did you know about Jhonatan?” Raisya bites her nails hard. Speak with a soft tone that only has to be heard.

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Not really what I think is going to get karma? 🤔🤔

Haduhhh Raisya complicated his mind,,,

these two parts hmmm how ya, like gk too satisfying deh, less good 😢

Still trying to return to the mood,, thanks to the support of temen²,,, lope lope for all of you

waiting for the next part