Screamnights
screamnights

If I look at myself in the mirror, I always feel sick of myself. The reason was easy, I always felt that I was a failed human being, a failed product. Why that? There are many reasons.

Like this one example. When the school teacher asks in class: what

your dreams? What are your ideals? All the kids in the class can answer it

quickly: I want to be a doctor, I want to be a teacher, I want a pilot, I

I want to be a famous model, I want to be like my parents.  And among all the children, only I

I don't know what to say about my dreams and what I want to do in the future

fore.

            That situation continues.

            At school, the teacher asked again: who are you idolizing? The finished figure

your role model? Again, all children in the class can answer quickly, even

the answer they gave was really amazing in my opinion. From the president,

the world's most influential figure, the world's smartest man, the most famous inventor

the most influential person in religion. And once again .. I'm the only

I can't answer that question because it's in my life

there is no figure that I can make a role model in my opinion.

            Then when school ends and must choose college, all children can determine

their goal: where to study and what to major in. And like

before, I still don't know what I want

do it in the future. I still don't know in the future, what I should be

to support myself. Things continue, after college and all

the kids started wanting jobs that fit their studies, I came back

don't know what I want. Same as circumstances

before, I just went with the flow and proposed to and fro and

accepted to work in one of the companies.

            But again ... same as before, I feel empty with what

what I choose, with what I live. The choice I made because

going with that flow, not making me feel happy, not giving me passion

which made me feel like I enjoyed it and in the end I was depressed with

circumstance. After nearly four years of work, I quit my job,

rejecting the promotion and taking the first step of my life:

find what I like.

            Unfortunately ... That choice seemed to be another mistake in my life.

*

            “How are the video edits?” Alena asked Gala who served as the editor

and the cameraman in his little team. Alena is a 29-year-old woman

he was unemployed for two years before finally working

his current job is as a youtuber with a screamnight account. Alena is together

with two of his colleagues: Gala and Manda create a screamnight account and become

youtuber is a horror specialist where Alena is with two colleagues

always come to horror places and share his experiences in

places of horror to its loyal audience.

            “It's good. After this I will give it to Manda to be uploaded on the account

we.” Gala answered while stretching her stiff neck muscles after

two days and two nights of no sleep to edit the footage of Alena and Manda.

            “Good work, Gala. After this, you can sleep, let me and Manda take care of the account

and find other locations for other recordings.” Alena patted Gala's shoulder before

leaving Gala's workspace.

            After two years of being unemployed and not being able to find what she likes, Alena

then met his schoolmate Manda accidentally. Same

like Alena who is a fan of something that smells of horror, Manda too

I love something that smells of horror. The accident and

the similarity to the horror thing, brought Alena and Manda to create an account

is a college friend of Manda, as an editor who helps to edit videos

before uploading on a secreamnight account. After a year and the number of

subscribers on the screamnight account reached one million, Gala officially joined

with the Alena and Manda teams, and now the three travel a lot for videos

interesting that is able to attract the number of screamnight account subscribers.

            A year later exactly two years after the screamnight account was created, the number of subscribers

increased to four million people and made total revenue for the team by

these three people are quite satisfying.

            “Manda, we can already upload it!” Alena ran towards the middle room where

Manda was sitting and busy playing with her laptop to reply

comments that come in and stop by to see their video on account

screamnights.

            “OK, I will upload it now,” Manda who has received the video that has been

edited by Gala, then pardoned their work this week account

them: screamnight.

            Alena took the food she cooked, leaving the part for Gala and the rest

he brought her to eat with Manda. Alena with Manda

then sit together, eat together while seeing how the work works

Gala for two days and two nights.

            “What do you think, Manda?” Alena asked after swallowing a large spoon of rice

fried it.

            “Good as usual. We just need to look at the number of views and

incoming comments.” Manda answered before swallowing the fried rice

alena as a chef on the screamnight team.

            “Gala never disappoints.” Alena nodded her head

seeing his face as a host on a screamnight account.

            “But ... “ Manda asked as she chewed the fried rice in her mouth. “You

really feel no fear while taking this recording, Alena??”

            Alena nodded her head again. “Ehm. Even though I am a fan

something smells of horror and mystical, I can't see anything at all

the supernatural or what you call the naked eye. Even to the most places

terrible though, I didn't feel scared at all even when the fur

I'm sitting all of you up, I feel fine and not afraid of the same

once.”

            Clik. Manda stops a video of Alena walking in the grave of Trunya Village

famous for its arrogance. “You're really lucky, Alena. If you can ...

I want to have that ability of yours. That way as a special host of horror, I

won't be scared. When I came to this place, I really felt

dreaded. It felt like there were a lot of eyes watching from a distance,

who always follow our every step and wait for the right opportunity

to catch our mistakes as an excuse. The feeling mixed with

a piercing cold and not long after that my feathers stood together

with the coming of fear. You're really lucky, Alena.”

            Alena smiled faintly at Manda's words that did not know what to consider by

Alena's. For others who hear it, the Manda's speech is a form of praise

to Alena. But for Alena ..

as a compliment because Alena herself hopes to see the creatures are not

those eyes. Yes, early Alena created a screamnight account and the reason became

youtuber horror specialist is Alena wants to be able to see the creatures are not

the sight of the eye and found the spirit of a person among the unseen creatures

those eyes.