
It is said that mother's love for
his son is all the time. Mother's love
to her child is a sincere love that may never be replaced.
The mother conceives, gives birth and takes care of her child at the stake of life and all
the thing he has. When a woman has children, she will
prioritizing everything for his son and only for his children: the important thing is that my son is full, the important thing is that my son sleeps well, the important thing is that my son lives comfortably, which is
it's important that my son goes to school well, and a lot of other things.
I thought my mother was also the woman in the picture above. Loving me with everything
the thing in her life, taking care of me at all costs and raising with
affectionately. But the reality of life is not as easy as the saying
looks beautiful. My mother may love me but I don't know if love
my mother has been to me all the time like the old saying.
I doubted the old saying and at the same time doubted love and love
love my mother to me.
“Until when do you want to be unemployed, Alena??”
“Until when do you just stay home and not work, Alena?”
“Until when will you continue this way??”
“Didn't you see the neighbors' children are all married and have a family?”
“Do you not want to get married, Alena?? Do you want to be a spinster by continuing
unemployed?? Do you want to continue to be a burden on your mother until old age??”
“Do you not want to have your own house, your own car, Alena?? Neighbor's son
everyone has their own house, their own car?? And you're at your age
at 27, you got nothing, Alena?? Aren't you ashamed, please,
Alena?”
“Mom was so embarrassed when it came to Arisan today. All the neighbors showed off
their children are successful: have a home, have a car, have a high position in the
company, have a family that envies.”
For two years of work, I kept hearing those complaints from my mother's mouth. And every
when I heard the complaint, I could only listen. I'm silent
listening to my mother's words while cursing loudly in my mind. I'm cursing
the busy neighbor showed off this and that in front of my mother and made me
always hear my mother's complaints.
Yes, thanks to the mouths of the neighbors who like to show off a lot of things, especially showing off
son, I doubt the old adage about the all-time love of mothers for
her child. At the same time, I doubted my mother's love for me. I even
once thought, my mother raised me just as a form of investment in the past
so that later in his old age, my mother could live comfortably from the money that
I earn from work or even when I have an established husband.
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Alena looked at herself in the mirror before finally closing the mirror in her room with
the cover fabric he had provided. Damn mirror!! Why not still
change??? Although now I have enough income, a good car, a,
being able to buy a house despite installments and having enough savings in my account,
why does it feel like my face still looks sick?? What after having
a lot of things my mom's been saying, I'm still a failed product at
among the many humans in this world??
Upset, Alena moved away from the large mirror in her room which was now covered with cloth. Alena
he threw himself on the bed and stared at the screen of his laptop
open-ended. Alena read one by one the comments that came in the screamnight account
and reply if necessary. Alena's eyes stopped
some negative comments that appear in the comments column and are aware of the comments
this time it was much more negative than before.
Unknown 1: Seeing Alena as a host, I feel that this video looks fake.
Did they really come to such a creepy location?
Unknown 2: Alena never gets scared even in the most horror places
even if. I wonder if they really came and visited
the real horror location? Lest they don't really get in
the location is horror and only around the edges.
If previously Alena would only choose to ignore negative comments
who attacks himself by saying that he is not beautiful and
negatives say that his efforts took the footage to various corners
this country of Indonesia is a lie.
Alena got up from her lying position, brought her laptop and woke Manda up
and Gala fell asleep. Alena gathered her two comrades together and began to discuss
with his two comrades still opening half of his vision.
Alena thrust her laptop in front of two colleagues and showed them the reason
awakens. “You guys look at this!! These comments are more than
before!”
Manda nodded her head still with half a closed view. “I
I saw it yesterday too. Isn't this the usual thing, Alena?
Jobs like this always attract the attention of humans who are envious of
our success. Both selebgram, model, youtuber and other fields, always
experiencing this.”
“But this time the negative comments are more than ever and after I checked some of these negative comments are from our own subscriber!” Alena still insisted.
Gala rubbed her eyes because her two eyes still wanted to close. Gala rubs
several times and forced his eyes to open. Huft. After a small force
in both eyes, Gala began to speak up. “What Alena is worried about is not
wrong and what Manda said was also not wrong. This job will indeed
always face the same problem: negative comments and boredom of the audience
always haunt us.”
Gala retrieves Alena's laptop and starts opening up all the contents of the account from screamnight.
“You see!”
Alena and Manda followed Gala's remarks and saw the video on their account.
“As you can see the number of viewers for the last few videos we decreased.”
Gala continued her halted speech while walking towards the space
it works by tinkering with his work computer. Not long after that some graphics
it appeared on Gala's computer latyar. “Come and see!”
Alena and Manda got up from her seat and stood beside Gala's chair.
“What graphic is this?” Mnada asked Gala because she had never seen the chart
presented by Gala.
“Secretly during working with the two of you, I made this chart. The graphs you
see is the chart I created based on the number of viewers, the number of likes, the number of likes,
the number of dislikes and the number of subscribers each video we upload
the screamnight account. From these charts, we can see an increase
or the decline of the audience coming to our account.” Gala explained.
Alena furrowed her brows as she along with Manda had never seen
these charts were before. “If you make this while working with us,
why are you showing it to us now, Gala?”
“I made it just in case one day we experience a drop in quality
and the bad thing is we lost the audience. During this ... decline that we
nature is still on the verge of the limit and we always manage to get through it by improving
the quality of our video the following week. But this time ... after three weeks
in a row, we continue to decline. That means we might
be in a dangerous situation if it continues like this.”
“There is an idea to solve this situation?” Manda asked while looking at Alena
and Gala alternately.
Gala shook her head. Most of the time, ideas always come from Alena and
Manda because both are horror genre enthusiasts. Gala wasn't very fond
horror genre. If only Gala hadn't thought Manda was her best friend,
maybe all this time a job with a good enough income will not be
ever accepted by Gala.
While it was ... Alena is trying to find a way out to overcome a possible crisis
it will be a screamnight in the next few weeks. Alena look around
comments that are included in the screamnigh account in the hope of
find a way, an idea.
Alena's hand then came to a halt at a comment and her eyes sparkled looking
that comment. Alena shows her laptop towards Gala and Manda with
bright face. “What if we do this??”