Suppose that... (Turnable Time)
Deepest regret
" Here it is.. Put the baby to bed here. I've arranged it." Enthusiastic Mother Galang, when Yumna and her baby just came home from the midwife's house.
" Asalamualaikum's chat.."
" Where's the baby.."
" Yes, where's his granddaughter."
" Hati² nduk, if sitting. You just gave birth."
" Where's the baby..."
The neighbors began to crowded, wanting to see new members of the Galang family.
" Lo kok baby here, the mattress is low. Her mother will still be recovering, indeed she can immediately squat." Said one of the neighbors who came to see the baby who was put to sleep in the front room.
Yumna and Galang Room.
" Yes, the baby is sleeping with me. Her mother let her sleep in the middle room, her mattress is high." Said Galang Mother.
" What's in formula milk?, not breast milk." said another neighbor.
" Yes if I cry, I love her mother. Later, sleep with me again."
" Eventually, your wish is achieved, want a granddaughter." Say neighbor again.
" Yes, I'm so happy."
The taste was so painful for Yumna, still in the womb as not expected. Already born, wanting to master even Yumna had no chance of holding her daughter.
Yumna could only sit and watch the changing neighbors come to see her daughter.
Night time ...
" Well, the baby's mattress just put it in here. So, after drinking the breast milk, I can just put it down." Yumna said to Galang when she was giving ASI in the room.
" Why sleep in front of me?" Ask Galang.
" Yes, that's okay. Just let me give her an breast."
Without saying any more, Galang immediately came out of the room to pick up the baby mattress in the front room.
" Lo, where's the bed going?" Mother asked, when Galang took the baby mattress from the front room.
" Let the baby sleep with his mother." Glow sound.
The beautiful baby was given the name, Akifa Ilmi Putri.
And three days is the age of baby Ilmi.
Ilmi's a little fussy at night. Maybe the impact of ASI that has not come out completely.
" Why in formula milk?, like Risa." Mom said when she saw baby Ilmi kept crying.
" It's okay², this is commonplace, because it's only been breastfeeding for 3 days. Later breast milk also becomes abundant if often breastfed right on the baby." Said a posyandu cadre called in to help bathe the baby.
" Heeeeeeh!, yes long if you wait for her fast. Can² she's starving" Mother said as she passed.
" It's okay, don't give up. Keep giving it to your son." Speak to Yumna.
Various herbs, peanuts²an and leaves²nan already Yumna eat, in order to speed up asi.
Until Aunt Yumna suggested to buy capsules at the pharmacy.
" Buying formula milk. Poor your son." Mother Speaks to Galang.
" Why formula milk?" Ketus Galang's. Yumna just kept quiet.
" On formula milk alone, until your milk comes out." Say it again.
" Whatever." Yumna said without looking towards Galang.
A few moments later....
Galang returned with a bottle of milk and a large box size of 1kg for Ilmi.
" This gives it to her." Galang.
Yumna also tried to give a bottle that already contained milk, but the baby could not suck from the bottle.
I had to use a spoon.
The next day....
" His body where red²." Said the cadre when going to bathe the baby.
" Don't know mom."
" Maybe it's a soap allergy, try replacing the others."
" This is mom.." Yumna gives baby bar soap.
" It's still red² his body. whereas it has been replaced soap, this is also 2 days."
" Is it because I gave her S*M milk ?" Yumna.
" Lo, why formula milk?"
" Ordered. I can't what mom, I'm just here a daughter-in-law whose opinion has never been heard." Lirih Yumna while slightly sobbing.
The midwife strengthens Yumna, then tells all if Ilmi is likely allergic to formula milk.
After stopping formula feeding, ASI Yumna is abundant.
That certainly made Yumna feel happy.
After the navel. I decided to go back to Bali.
Two weeks have passed....
" Mom, when is Ilmi's cell?" ask Yumna politely.
" Why?, where are you taking her?" Mother with a cold tone.
" I want to take her home to my house, to take care of the move ID card so I can take care of the deed."
" Oh, one more week isn't what². I'm going to the cooking kitchen. If you just sit down, it won't ripen the side dish to eat." Cold mother, then passed leaving Yumna.
I know, it's a satire for Yumna, because during childbirth. Yumna can't cook.
Two days after the show.
Yumna takes baby Ilmi home, and starts taking care of the files to move ID cards.
" When are you there?" Ketus Galang in the phone connection.
" Waiting for my files to finish."
" When?"
" Approximate 1 month away.".
" Then you'll be there for a month. My mother was alone at home. You have no brain. Go home and stay at your house as good as you can." Ketus Galang's.
" Well what's wrong with me being here?, my sister also has no one to take care of."
" You're a fucking wife. Always argue with what the husband says. Want to be your unfaithful wife ha?, there is no devotion at all."
Tut's.
The phone is turned off one-sided.
Yumna began to get used to the attitude of ketus and fierce Galang when he returned home himself.
Humiliation, insults. It had become a daily meal when Yumna went home on her own.
Unlike when Yumna was at home Galang. He never gets angry or shows the same attitude as when Yumna was in his house.
Something very difficult to explain.
Two Weeks Yumna was in that house. And today Yumna decided to return to the house of Galang.
And sure enough, Galang's attitude softened again after Yumna returned to her home.
Drrrttt drrrtt...
Call from Yumna's mother.
Yumna who had no power to resist was disappointed, finally told about Galang who always behaved badly when Yumna came home.
" You are patient. Wait for Mama to come home. You're also in a hurry to marry someone you don't know." Say Mother.
Yumna then realized the biggest mistake was to accept Galang's proposal too quickly.
"If time could be turned back". Lirih Yumna who began to regret his decision to marry Galang.
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