Suppose that... (Turnable Time)
Worst nightmare

" Here it is.. Put the baby to bed here. I've arranged it." Enthusiastic Mother Galang, when Yumna and her baby just came home from the midwife's house.

" Asalamualaikum's chat.."

" Where's the baby.."

" Yes, where's his granddaughter."

" Hati² nduk, if sitting. You just gave birth."

" Where's the baby..."

The neighbors began to crowded, wanting to see new members of the Galang family.

" Lo kok baby here, the mattress is low. Her mother will still be recovering, indeed she can immediately squat." Said one of the neighbors who came to see the baby who was put to sleep in the front room.

Yumna and Galang Room.

" Yes, the baby is sleeping with me. Her mother let her sleep in the middle room, her mattress is high." Said Galang Mother.

" What's in formula milk?, not breast milk." said another neighbor.

" Yes if I cry, I love her mother. Later, sleep with me again."

" Eventually, your wish is achieved, want a granddaughter." Say neighbor again.

" Yes, I'm so happy."

The taste was so painful for Yumna, still in the womb as not expected. Already born, wanting to master even Yumna had no chance of holding her daughter.

Yumna could only sit and watch the changing neighbors come to see her daughter.

Night time ...

" Well, the baby's mattress just put it in here. So, after drinking the breast milk, I can just put it down." Yumna said to Galang when she was giving ASI in the room.

" Why sleep in front of me?" Ask Galang.

" Yes, that's okay. Just let me give her an breast."

Without saying any more, Galang immediately came out of the room to pick up the baby mattress in the front room.

" Lo, where's the bed going?" Mother asked, when Galang took the baby mattress from the front room.

" Let the baby sleep with his mother." Glow sound.

The beautiful baby was given the name, Akifa Ilmi Putri.

And three days is the age of baby Ilmi.

Ilmi's a little fussy at night. Maybe the impact of ASI that has not come out completely.

" Why in formula milk?, like Risa." Mom said when she saw baby Ilmi kept crying.

" It's okay², this is commonplace, because it's only been breastfeeding for 3 days. Later breast milk also becomes abundant if often breastfed right on the baby." Said a posyandu cadre called in to help bathe the baby.

" Heeeeeeh!, yes long if you wait for her fast. Can² she's starving" Mother said as she passed.

" It's okay, don't give up. Keep giving it to your son." Speak to Yumna.

Various herbs, peanuts²an and leaves²nan already Yumna eat, in order to speed up asi.

Until Aunt Yumna suggested to buy capsules at the pharmacy.

" Buying formula milk. Poor your son." Mother Speaks to Galang.

" Why formula milk?" Ketus Galang's. Yumna just kept quiet.

" On formula milk alone, until your milk comes out." Say it again.

" Whatever." Yumna said without looking towards Galang.

A few moments later....

Galang returned with a bottle of milk and a large box size of 1kg for Ilmi.

" This gives it to her." Galang.

Yumna also tried to give a bottle that already contained milk, but the baby could not suck from the bottle.

I had to use a spoon.

The next day....

" His body where red²." Said the cadre when going to bathe the baby.

" Don't know mom."

" Maybe it's a soap allergy, try replacing the others."

" This is mom.." Yumna gives baby bar soap.

A few days later, Ilmi's body still had a lot of red spots.

" It's still red² his body. whereas it has been replaced soap, this is also 2 days."

" Is it because I gave her S*M milk ?" Yumna.

" Lo, why formula milk?"

" Ordered. I can't what mom, I'm just here a daughter-in-law whose opinion has never been heard." Lirih Yumna while slightly sobbing.

The midwife strengthens Yumna, then tells all if Ilmi is likely allergic to formula milk.

After stopping formula feeding, ASI Yumna is abundant.

That certainly made Yumna feel happy.

After the navel. I decided to go back to Bali.

Two weeks have passed....

" Mom, when is Ilmi's cell?" ask Yumna politely.

" Why?, where are you taking her?" Mother with a cold tone.

" I want to take her home to my house, to take care of the move ID card so I can take care of the deed."

" Oh, one more week isn't what². I'm going to the cooking kitchen. If you just sit down, it won't ripen the side dish to eat." Cold mother, then passed leaving Yumna.

I know, it's a satire for Yumna, because during childbirth. Yumna can't cook.

Two days after the show.

Yumna takes baby Ilmi home, and starts taking care of the files to move ID cards.

" When are you there?" Ketus Galang in the phone connection.

" Waiting for my files to finish."

" When?"

" Approximate 1 month away.".

" Then you'll be there for a month. My mother was alone at home. You have no brain. Go home and stay at your house as good as you can." Ketus Galang's.

" Well what's wrong with me being here?, my sister also has no one to take care of."

" You're a fucking wife. Always argue with what the husband says. Want to be your unfaithful wife ha?, there is no devotion at all."

Tut's.

The phone is turned off one-sided.

Yumna began to get used to the attitude of ketus and fierce Galang when he returned home himself.

Humiliation, insults. It had become a daily meal when Yumna went home on her own.

Unlike when Yumna was at home Galang. He never gets angry or shows the same attitude as when Yumna was in his house.

Something very difficult to explain.

And sure enough, Galang's attitude softened again after Yumna returned to her home.

Drrrttt drrrtt...

Call from Yumna's mother.

Yumna who had no power to resist was disappointed, finally told about Galang who always behaved badly when Yumna came home.

" You are patient. Wait for Mama to come home. You're also in a hurry to marry someone you don't know." Say Mother.

Yumna then realized the biggest mistake was to accept Galang's proposal too quickly.

This weekend Galang came home because his brother would pick up his wife and son.

Yumna was pleased. He thought this meeting of his could make his relationship with Galang improve

Yumna was wrong. When Yumna tried to get her heart out during her stay here. It is angry.

" What do you mean?, accusing my mother of talking about you that you don't." It was full of emotion.

" It's true that way." Yumna Bela.

" I never accuse Yumna who did not, no. You just make it up." Said Galang's mother who heard the debate between Yumna and Galang.

" I guess, all this time you can make peace. Turns out I was wrong. Yumna, you're still like you used to be. Likes vengeful." Remark still with emotions that ignite.

" Why revenge?" Ask mother.

" First thing, first fight."

" Oh, you have an ugly heart. Your heart is rotten, full of vengeance. Envylike. Envy is not good. You're not trying to take my heart" Omel's mother.

" You can't be led." Say it again.

" Why do you always get angry when I go home." Yumna.

" That's again, that's what's discussed. I told you if you go home without a husband it's a sin law. Pamallic. Ask your mother if you don't believe. If the woman is married it can no longer go home to her own house, except with her husband" Ketus Galang

" But you never want to stay there longer. All my brothers ask a lot of questions about you. I was married, but they never knew my husband. In fact, if I take you to my stepmother's house or my father's grandmother's. You never want to." Yumna.

" Obviously, why did I linger there for so long. Your house goes into an alley, too quiet. I'm bored. And yes, which brother do you mean huh?, also which family are you talking about. I've never even tasted money from your family. Our marriage alone, all my family donated. And your family?!!, what donates?!, not even one rupiah is there."

" Don't you when you came already told me how my family is doing." Yumna was still trying to defend herself. I hope my husband understands and understands.

" After all, I came home because I miss my sister, I also want to be with my family, just like you." Yumna said again.

" If you're still heavy with your sister, why did you marry me. Huh!!!" Galang ripping table.

" Already, a woman like you can't be led." Say it again.

" I've never said anything weird about your wife." Say mother.

" Be quiet, Mom, I know what you look like. How many years I've been your son, of course I've understood your nature, ma'am. Yumna's just a vengeful man, easily hurt."

" Yes le, your wife, since you left, ate her just a little. I thought it might be bad, because I didn't cook, I don't know if it turns out your wife is easily hurt. Win it I never reprimand it, later I say chatty."

Never scolded me, but talked about me in the back. Inner Yumna.

Seeing Galang who said softly, made the inner Yumna so sick.

How not, Yumna even forgot. When was the last time Galang said softly to her.

Even Yumna forgot, if she was a wife.

Yumna felt like a pel*cur, who was given money, after serving in bed.

" Yes I am vindictive, I cannot be led. I like to be envious. I'm easily hurt. Because what? I never get the attention of the family, I'm from a broken home. You don't even treat me well anymore."

" and now, what do you want?" Steady with a tinge.

" I want to come with you, to Bali, if you don't let me go back to my house." Yumna with all her might held back her tears.

" You think it's easy to get you there, huh?. It takes a lot of money. You think it's easy for me to get money." Ketus Galang's.

Yumna chose silence, in continuing to argue also for free, will further hurt her.

Yumna chooses to go into the room, taking Ilmi with her. Closing the door, and locking it.

" Daughter, you're the mother's only encouragement. Mother is determined, will not let you, become like mother. The less affectionate." Yumna cried while hugging Ilmi who started sleeping.

" O ALLAH, if all this is due to my own fault, then I am ready to accept everything that will befall me. However, if this is not entirely my fault, open the door of my husband's heart, YOU ARE THE HEART-REVERSAL.

O GOD, if this is a test from you, give me spaciousness, give me thousands of patience, and strength so that I can live it." Yumna's cries broke again, in the third of the night.

Today is the day when the galang will return to Bali..

" Ilmi, do you want to come?" Galang's brother said to Ilmi.

" People don't fit." Ilmi. Makes all of her chuckle.

" Yes, ilmi follows with mother yes, when when." Say the Father.

" When, when, when when. Yes long. Dad, how the hell is this." Ketus Ilmi's.

" Daddy still looking for money." Galang.

" I don't know, I'm mad at you." Said Ilmi, then went to play.

" Hey, where are you going. I'm leaving soon." Shouted Galang.

" Of course, let it go. Then cry if you know, you're gone." Yumna.

" Where's my bag?, have you cleaned my clothes?." Ask Galang.

" It's inside." Nina's voice

" This, please put this in, I'll just wear shorts. The air must be hot. Long trips, and I love drunken trips." Said Galang, while giving long pants to Yumna.

" I'm leaving ya." Galang kissed Yumna's forehead.

" Yes, heart of heart". Yumna.

" Lo, Ilmi, why aren't you coming?." Said one of the neighbors, who happened to see Galang and his brother had returned to Bali.

" Looo, it's still a long time. His father is still looking for money. Her mother let her work here for money." Say mother.

Yumna chose to enter, rather than serve or hear the words of her mother or other neighbors.

Traveling Galang this time, feels ordinary.

If first Yumna will cry after delivering Galang's departure.

This time, Yumna felt ordinary. As if there were no more vibes of love or longing.

" It's gone, Ilmi's father and her sister." Said Ratih, when Yumna came to pick up the necessary items to make a brush.

" It's. Just now, then I'll be here." Said Yumna, who sat looking at the brush that was ready to be sent.

" You have no plans to go to Bali anymore." Ratih asked, while giving a box of ingredients to Yumna.

" I don't know, mbak, later I said to follow, but the real thing is not. Later, I said no, it followed." Yumna said while trying to smile.

" Yes too."

" Yes, I want to go home. Later Ilmi search for."

" Yes, the heart of the heart.."

Yumna walked home and laid herself on the bed. When I woke up. He was in a boarding house in Bali.

Yumna immediately got up and looked around, making sure that she was really in Bali. Not diajawa.

Yumna immediately entered the bathroom, ablaze and took the mukena to perform Dzuhur worship.

" O Lord, give my heart the sincerity to accept everything that has ever happened, so that I do not repeatedly dream of it." Lirih Yumna's.