Suppose that... (Turnable Time)
A late regret

" Let's go back to Java, I'm tired of being in Bali. Our lives gini gini. Lonely work, you don't want to help make money." Said Galang when they were the same in Bali.

" Don't I work to make bracelets?, even though the payment is not much, but enough to meet Ilmi's needs."

" I'm sick of working here, lonely."

" Why not try to work like your other friends?"

" heh, I'm lazy!, it's been a lot of work, the cost is cheap."

" Let me help you with your work."

" You're not so good at helping me."

Yumna chose silence, continued arguing also free. A rookie will always feel like winning, and want to always win.

" If you had a friendly boss, nice. That can be done in Java, like Irawan." Say it again.

" Yes you are looking for. Not that your friend's friend has given you many recommendations."

" You think it's easy to get into work like them."

" If not where to know."

" I'm ready to go back to Java and never come here again. The bike was sold, then opened a business in Java. How's it?"

" If you can not sell a bicycle, it can be made a savings, if at any time there is an emergency."

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A few months after that conversation, there was a big incident that made Galang decide to live in Java. Yumna could only endure her disappointment, when the husband was not on her side.

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(Sorry this can't be told, because it's too painful.)

In Java ..

Yumna chose to open a child snack business with the remaining money from the sale of bicycles.

" Borrow money, I'll get my job done." Galang

" No, you're just going to run an unimportant race."

Galang went to see his mother. He borrowed money from his mother.

" It's money from my job." He handed me three red notes.

" Yes." Yeah."

" Buy 10kg rice. Keep loving to mom 100 grand. You've been living here not buying rice to eat."

" That's because I've been negotiating with mom, if you buy vegetables.just vegetables and side dishes to eat. As for other necessities like oil, gas, soap etc, I bought it."

" It's the same, you're hitchhiking to eat with mom. You don't even pay for the trash. Though the most trash from your sales junk."

" I just don't pay 1x, that's also because I don't know if there's any garbage dues."

" TV dues too, you should pay. The one who saw the TV a lot was your son. Moreover, electricity, your blender that is always on it consumes a lot of electricity.

" Yes already then. Also tell your sister, if watching tv on turn off. Don't light up till morning, while the man's sleeping."

" I told you." Ketus Galang's.

" When I'm all giggling, where am I?"

" Yes money from the profit of your sale, cook you set aside 5000 every day can not. One month there were 150 thousand. Enough to pay for the garbage and TV."

" Yes, I can save, but if my sales go stale, and I lose. Are you going to compensate me for my loss?"

" The basis is your calculation."

Yumna's position was wrong.

if Arrived determines the food menu, surely the mother-in-law will comment.

After it was decided to share kitchen affairs, Galang who did not accept.

Yumna also did not understand why the mother always refused when Yumna gave money from her own sales.

It made Galang hate Yumna even more, as if this Yumna just wanted to taste good.

Can I give up now ???. Inner Yumna.

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" What's mom again?" Tanya Yumna, during a visit to Tiya's mother's house.

" This again makes a brush from coconut coir."

" How is it?, hard isn't it?"

" No, look." Ma'am Tiya showed me how to make a brush.

" Of course, try."

After a few tries.

" Sir, I want to take this job. Is there still?" Ask Yumna.

" There, later if you train here I say."

"How many seeds is mbak?,"

" 1000 rupiah."

" It's good to add more money jajan ilmi."

" Yes, while waiting for the buyer, while making this."

" Yes mbak, the stalls also began to desolate. A lot of stale food and inevitably has to be thrown away."

" Why not sell cigarettes anymore."

" His capital is exhausted, taken a little bit to eat, hehe."

" It's not working."

" Work, it's just that, he still likes his hobbies."

" Has been in nasehati?"

" Already but.., I don't know mbak. I'm tired of it."

" Patience ."

A few weeks later...,

Yumna began to be busy making brushes from the coir head, maybe it had been a fortune from God, when the sale was quiet. There is still another windfall, so that Yumna can meet the needs of Ilmi.

Tired of it?, don't ask. Even Yumna was willing to sleep until late at night, so that her work could be completed quickly, so she could get money immediately.

" No more work." Galang asked, when he saw Yumna watching TV.

" The wire does not exist, the brush maker is numerous, but the wire maker does not exist. I wanted to take it too, but I couldn't lock the wire." Yumna explained.

" Easy to lock it. How much would it cost to take a wire job?"

" 75000/1000 seeds."

" Huu, it's cheap."

" I'll take her, I'm the one who's stringing all, from cutting, to folding. But you're the one who locked it, how?"

" Whatever."

....

" Come on, let's make a kid?."

" Ha?, why did it arrive?"

" Yes who knows our fate can change, he said the child opened the door of fortune. Our life in Java is not improving, so add like this, even though you have worked. But still, we're lacking."

" I'm not ready, if I have to add a child now. Try you if it's a real job."

" I'm tired, the cost doesn't match his heavy work. Just try Mas Adi gave me 1 package work like the others, our needs must be fulfilled."

" My sales are starting to get quiet, too.."

" Cake up, I have to go to Bali again."

" It's up to you."

" Usually if in Bali, there is a ring order, the cost is 200-300 thousand. Here, my skills are only paid under 100thousand."

" Yes already, now just sleep, think back later about migrating again to Bali."

These few weeks,..

Yumna was busy with her work making wires and brushes.

Yumna sales are increasingly quiet, making Yumna stressed, savings are taken little by little for sales capital.

" If it had not been rash to make a decision, maybe our bikes are still there today." Said Galang, while helping Yumna make the wire.

"Well, regret always comes at the end. I've been back and forth giving input, but never heard. Now, the rice has become porridge. And the porridge is also stale. Regretting is meaningless, because it won't all come back." Yumna Light.

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