Suppose that... (Turnable Time)
Hard choices

The next morning, when Yumna went to the market, she took the time to buy Testpack at a pharmacy located not far from the market.

Arriving at home, Yumna keeps the device, she will use it the next day.

Yumna kept both the tools so that Galang would not find her.

After finishing cooking and feeding Ilmi. Yumna decided to take a shower.

Yumna was a little surprised because when she was BAK, the water was green to blue.

" This must be because I've been drinking all kinds of herbs." Lirih Yumna's.

At night, Galang asked for his right, but Yumna came from if his stomach hurt, perhaps a sign of the moon. Actually Yumna refused because she was still worried about her who still had not come by the moon.

That night, Yumna decided to go to bed quickly in order to get up early to try using Testpack.

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That morning, Yumna woke up and headed straight for the bathroom. The color of BAK Yumna is still the same as the previous color.

After dipping the pregnancy test kit, Yumna waited in suspense while hoping the line would show line one.

" The line one Line one."

Nina continued to pray that the tool would not show line two.

But hope is hope. The line shows a very bright line of two.

" No!!!"

Yumna closed her eyes, put the device again in her wrap, and put it in a place that could not be found by Galang.

" The testpack must be wrong. It must be broken because I drank too much jamu. " Lirih Yumna as long as she cooks. Even throughout the day Yumna kept thinking that her test results must have been wrong.

The next day, Yumna tried to retest her. And the result remains the same. Line two.

" NO. Don't." Don't."

Yumna was crying while lapping her own stomach, she was jumping in the bathroom.

After a long time Yumna was in the bathroom, she immediately went out, picked up a cell phone and immediately contacted Farah.

" Hello Farah."

" What's up, brother?"

" I'm pregnant."

" Good God, congratulations, brother."

" no. I don't want this pregnancy. You have to help me. I want the drug you once said "

" Alright, I'll call my friend first."

" But I don't have that kind of money to buy the cure."

" Sister think about it right. If you are sure you do not want it. Then call me. I'll buy it for my sister. But on condition that brother already sure doesn't want her."

" You seriously want to buy it for me?"

" Yes, I also feel sorry for my sister if I get pregnant again, while my husband's attitude still doesn't fully love my sister."

" Okay then."

" Yes, think well and carefully before making a decision." Say Farah before closing the call.

Yumna turned off the phone. He's back on his activities. Cooking, cleaning the house and caring for Ilmi. Yumna was slightly touched by Farah's words.

Although Farah and Yumna are only cousins, their closeness is like a sibling.

" Have the moon come yet?" Ask Galang.

" Not yet." Yumna answered who did not turn to Galang, because she was feeding Ilmi.

" Aren't you trying for Testpack?" Ask Galang.

" Already, line one." Yumna told a lie. He was still not ready to tell the true result.

" good. Means because menstruation is not smooth." Galang.

" What about line 2?"

" Yes, if you can't because I'm not ready to have another child. You know, our economy's waiting around when we have new savings we have more kids." Galang.

After breakfast Galang left home to start working again.

And not long after that Eka came to visit Yumna's house.

" ASSALAMUALAIKUM."

" Waalaikumsalam, Mommy there is Adek Asril. Asril here let's go down." Said Ilmi excitedly.

" Mother is still in the shower." Ilmi.

After a long time Eka waited, Yumna finally finished bathing and changed clothes.

" Hey, where's it from?" Ask Yumna.

" From the mosque spent on the matter of repetition for children. Rather than at home by myself, so I stopped by here.,"

" Oh."

Yumna only ber'O'ria while rubbing her face with thin makeup.

" Ohya, how?"

Yumna, who knew the meaning of Eka's question, took a testicle hidden in the kitchen and gave it to Eka.

" Well, congratulations." Eka said when she found out that the test is line 2.

Yumna. He looks so sad.

" I don't want to get pregnant." Yumna.

" Why?" Eka asked while looking at Yumna.

" You know for yourself what kind of Galang?, how can I accept this pregnancy if Galang still behaves like that to me. Actually my house is very broken. It's like a house just collapsed."

" Oh yeah, but that kid's sustenance."

" I know, that's why I tried to get rid of him before he got bigger. I've been drinking all kinds of herbs. But the line is still two."

" Not ah." Prevent Eka.

" Why?"

" Whatever happens between you and your husband, it's not the fault of the fetus you're carrying. Just look even though you've given him the abcd herbal medicine but he still does, right?"

" Hmm." Yumna cleared her throat, in her heart justifying what Eka had just said.

" Imagine how the fetus feels when it finds out it's not expected by its mother."

Yumna fell silent and looked at Eka. Suddenly his heart ached when he heard Eka's words.

" It is better not, who knows the child will bring a change in Galang's attitude. Turn him into a better husband and take responsibility for the family."

" What percentage of the change is likely?" Ask Yumna.

" Yes, I don't know for sure, which I obviously wish I could. We hope we pray too."

" I don't know. I'm not sure because I look at you. And I've also told you that the character can never change at any time." Yumna.

Silent.

They are equally silent. Yumna and Eka saw Azriel and Ilmi playing.

" It's just defense." They said after a long time they were silent to each other.

" But.."

" Yumna, the fetus is innocent. We have many sins, do not increase sin by killing even unborn lives into this world." Bright Eka.

Yumna was silent and dissolved in her own thinking.

What should I do God, on the other hand I also do not want to abort my womb. But on the other hand I was not ready because Galang's attitude was still unchanged. Inner Yumna.

" Think again before you do something you might regret later." Eka said before she finally came home.

" Yes, thanks for the advice."

" But I really hope you'll sustain this pregnancy."

Yumna smiled before finally bringing Eka home.

" What should I do...."

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