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" Hello brother?" Arumi's on the phone.

" What's up?"

" I'm being confused."

" why?"

" Sister knows right if Radit has a house in housing and will be occupied when we get married?"

" Yes on?"

" Sister knows if the house in housing generally only has two rooms."

" Yes." Yeah." Yumna was still listening and waiting for what her sister would say.

" So gini. when Radit came and intended to be serious to me. Mom said that I didn't mind whoever was going to be my husband. Mom also said that right now Mom's coming with me."

" okay."

" Well the problem now is, if I marry Mom how?"

" How does that mean?"

" Gini, you're coming with me. While grandpa was with Mom. Automatically if I move out of that rented house they'll come with me because here I'm the backbone of the family."

" then?"

" If they're staying in the house that Radit bought on credit. I'll sleep where while there's only two rooms. The other room is also small. I'm tangent."

" Wait, didn't you say if you married sister would take you to town P?"

" No, Radit didn't take me there. He'll be home once a week."

" So you mean you're gonna live in that house alone?. Do you dare? "

" If only for 5 days I dare. And yes, Mama Radit also once said if one day we were married as much as possible should stay together without any interference from parents of each side."

" If I get married What about my mother and Grandpa whether they will stay there or not. Because I can't possibly take them both home and occupy Radit's house. But if they stay in that rented house and when I'm out of work they'll get their income from where to eat everyday. I'm really confused brother."

" Hmmm.." Yunma let out a long breath. Without tears coming.

" I'm confused, I'm in a dilemma. I have to because I've told Radit that if I get pregnant one day I'll stop working and be a full-time housewife."

" Mama too, why from the first time when you just returned from the country of Neiran not directly to Bali and opened a business. If only at that time long obeyed the request of my sister to quickly make a business maybe now my mother has her own income. I'm not sincere in feeding my mother. But I'm really confused because the radio itself also wants us to just stay alone without any interference from each other's parents."Arumi said at length

" Look, now you tell Radit that your position in the family is the backbone. You should be able to tell Radit everything. Let's see how Radih responds to our family. If Radit doesn't provide a solution. That means Radit is the same as Galang. Who doesn't care about our family."

" Is that so?"

" Arumi listen. I've got the wrong partner who doesn't care about our family. Do not get a partner like me. It's enough that I can't make your mother happy, not you. Believe it or not but mother's hope is now greater to you."

" Alright, I'll try to negotiate this matter with Radit."

As the call ends, Yumna wipes away her tears and prays for Arumi to get a much better man and care for her family.

But Yumna must examine the disappointment because Arumi sent a screenshot of her conversation with Radit.

" O God, why is my family's life this complicated." Yumna said as she returned to tears.

How Yumna did not cry, in the screenshot of Arumi's conversation with Radit clearly said that Radit also did not want any interference from parents when they were married. Even Radit arrogantly said how much capital to open a business for Mother.

(If only 10 million I can give his capital as long as the capital is really used for business and not for others. Because I've been traumatized to give capital twice to my family but there was no result because my mother used the capital money I gave her for her personal needs). Message from Radit.

In the morning, Novi came because Galang and Joko were going to go bird race.

Yumna also tells about the response of Arumi's boyfriend. Because previously Yumna also told about her sister's dilemma to Novi.

" huh then Radit is no different from Galang who doesn't care about your family." Novi.

" There's a difference. The difference is Radit Tajir and a lot of money is Galang not hahah."

" Yes yes." Novi

Yumna also remembers when Arumi sent a screenshot of her conversation with Radit saying that Arumi should not wear Yumna's suitcase, though Yumna had not used the suitcase anymore so the amount gave it to Arumi who often healing along with all the employees where she worked. With the dahil that Arumi should not trouble others. And immediately ordered Arumi to buy a new suitcase whose price is very fantastic according to Yumna.

" Geez, I'll be Big No if Arumi's with Radit." Novi said as Yumna showed the contents of Radit's conversation saying that Arumi should not wear Yumna's suitcase.

" Hmm, so am I. Radit had unknowingly taught Arumi to be materialistic and always buy things. Radit teaches Arumi to always look up, not to teach Arumi to look down."

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In the afternoon, as usual Yumna who had packed the house and also cooked for dinner chose to sit relaxed in front of the door of the boarding house.

By holding Akifa, Yumna rethinks how she can meet her needs and her two daughters without having to wait for money from Galang.

" Where can I get a part-time job so that I can also earn income and can meet my needs and also my two Daughters." Lirih Yumna's.

It is the umpteenth of the day that makes Yumna dizzy because of the quarrel with Galang about money.

Yumna asked Galang if he had the money to pay Ilmi's monthly dues.

" I don't have any money, I have to work with how-to models again so I can earn money fast. It's the end of the month now. I don't even have enough money to pay the cost. Not to mention if you think of sangu money to go home Lebaran. At least we have to have 3 million to get home. If we don't have that kind of money then, don't expect to go home. Because it seems like at any time we will never be able to go home if we only rely on income from my work." Galang.

At that time, Yumna was silent and did not respond to the words of Galang. For if Yumna answered, it would be a quarrel again.

And Galang will definitely return to blame Yumna who does not want to work to help the family finances.

Yumna also recalled the words of her mother-in-law when Galang made a video call.

" Yes already buk, I turn it off because if too long later kouta from Bibi run out."

" It won't end, your aunt is now working at Mas Bimo."

" When do you start working?"

" There has not been 1 month anyway, but at least it would be good if your Aunt also joined the work so there are in case if it requires a sudden fee for school, good not to wait for income from her husband. Have your own money, can buy anything yourself." Speak in-laws with a loud tone.

Yumna knew that her mother-in-law had deliberately said so that Yumna would listen.

Patience Yumna, patience not to get carried away. The self-serving Yumna.

Yumna then remembered the words of mbak Ida.

Mother Ida is the cousin of Mother Yumna. But Yumna was more comfortable calling her mother's cousin sister.

Ms Ida tells Yumna to be determined to work abroad leaving Galang, waking up from a slump and rising with her own hands to support her two daughters.

" But I'm afraid that if my two children I leave it to my mother and the Galang family will take it." Yumna.

" Not to be afraid and worried. If you are successful if you can want to have your own income from hard work then your two children will be looking for you." Said Ida at the time.

" God give me instructions on what to do Should I work abroad and leave my two Daughters?. If I do that then the same thing that happened to me will repeat itself to my children. But if I wasn't determined to work abroad then my life would still be like this. This God of choice really makes me in a dilemma, on the one hand I also want to work so that I can get money so that I can meet my needs and also my two Daughters. But on the other hand I also don't want what happened to my two daughters." Lirih Yumna in prayer.

That night, when everyone was asleep including Galang. Yumna awoke in the quarter of the night and complained to the creator, hoping that he would receive guidance from God.

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The morning...

Yumna was standing in front of the mirror, looking at her old face. He has just entered his 28th year. But when compared to mama Elsa who is 38 years old Yumna actually looks older.

Yumna's teary eyes realized that she was now unable to take care of her face like she used to, so her face looked older than her actual age.

" May I be angry that I cannot beautify myself. Let alone to beautify yourself, to eat is still lacking. What I am less grateful for is my husband's gift of not understanding the household needs and also the needs of a wife for himself."

Yumna then closed her eyes remembering her conversation with Galang when she asked for a robe.

" Yes buy it, don't I always give you money." Galang said as Yumna informed her of her desire to buy a robe in the orange-colored app.

" Yes, but when you give me money you say nothing, doesn't that mean the person is shopping for everyday necessities."

" Yes that's just made to buy."

" When what money is needed?" Ask Yumna.

" Yes eat that dress, just like when you want a closet. Just buy it, but when the rice and others run out then do not ask for money on me but ask for the cupboard that you have bought. Or just come here to cook so that it can be full." Galang.

" Yes I already know because that's why when you give me money I'm still grateful to buy what I want."

" Yes already? that means you still have a mind if you don't want to spend the money I gave you to buy unnecessary stuff."

" But I also need a robe because many of my gamis are ugly and worn even some of them are not worth using."

" You can't ask for money to buy what you want."

" Lo, I'm your wife. You're my husband, if I don't ask for money from you then who do I ask?."

" Yes to whom."

" Don't be weird. There's no way I'm asking the next door for money."

" Why don't you try who knows they'll give him. Or have an initiative to sell what cake or work what jobs kek. So you can buy anything without asking from me."

Believe it or not, I don't think any woman would want to hear an answer like that. Instead of answering with a question that could please Yumna, Galang answered it as if telling Yumna not to ask anything from him.

" Patience to Yumna, embrace the new world you are living in. The spirit to continue to work, do not be discouraged even though he said himself did not support to write because He thought writing was just nonsense and did not produce anything. You should be able to prove to me that you can also make money writing. Yes although the results are not much, but can buy what Galang can not give to you." Yumna said to encourage herself.

Sad indeed when knowing that the husband himself never supports or encourages himself. But Yumna has to stay excited to be able to make money from writing. Although Yumna herself does not know when she can feel the income from writing.

Right now all you can do is keep writing and working.

" If my sustenance from writing then I will get it even if I don't know when it will happen. Now all I have to do is keep getting excited and working. Yes even though I know because I am not as good as other works so that no reader comes by hehe.. But I'm sure that the road to success is not easy. So I have to stay excited. The spirit to myself." Yumna said with a smile.

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