Suppose that... (Turnable Time)
Street road

" Road road to Gianyar Yuk park." Galang said shortly after Galang finished bathing at night.

" Come on." Said Ilmi excitedly.

" Yes come on, get ready soon."

Ilmi immediately put down her phone, walked towards the closet and picked up the jacket and veil she used to wear when she was about to travel quite a distance.

While Yumna immediately put on shoes to Akifa and also a jacket, do not forget the veil so that Akifa looks the same as himself and also the brother who also wears a veil.

Since childhood Yumna always taught Ilmi to hooded when going out of the house.

That Yumna did so that Ilmi would get used to the veil and also long clothes.

Such a thing also applied Yumna to Akifa, if Ilmi used to be silent when wearing another veil with the case of Akifa. Just put on the veil, not yet 1 second the veil has been pulled so that it detaches.

And finally it bears sweet fruit, Ilmi and Akifa always take the veil when going out of the house.

Drama that always happens when they are going for a walk, where Akifa always runs when going to wear a veil or shoes are no longer there. Because Akifa is used to the veil when going out of the house.

" Sir is yuk sak." Said Galang while combing his hair.

" May da.da.da.da.." Said Ilmi Ya starting to walk out.

Akifa?, of course she cried wanting to come along.

" Where to go let's put our shoes and veils on properly first and then we'll come along." Yumna.

Akifa finally came to Yumna and was silent as Yumna wore shoes and a veil.

After making sure that the fan was turned off and no stove was lit, Yumna immediately locked the door and walked towards Galang and also Ilmi who was waiting for them in front of the gate of the boarding house.

" Have?" Galang asked when he found out that Yumna and Akifa had climbed on a motorcycle.

" It's been." Yumna jawap.

Finally Galang launched his vehicle, along the way Galang and Yumna told each other. There was a feeling of pleasure and a feeling of sadness when Galang invited Yumna to come out.

Be happy? of course Yumna was happy because rarely Galang would take them all for a walk. However, Yumna was also sad because later tonight Galang must have asked Yumna for her rights.

Not Yumna refused, only sometimes he was not sincere in serving Galang considering how Galang gave him shopping money. And also the treatment of Galang which can be said to be less satisfying Yumna when making love.

For a moment Yumna did not want to think about it, because they had arrived and Yumna began to be troubled to keep Akifa who had been running around here and there.

" Let's eat first." Yumna said to Akifa.

Akifa of course shook his head and started walking again. Without a second thought, Yumna immediately held Akifa and walked towards Galang who was sitting quietly guarding their luggage.

" Why are you playing?" Ask Galang.

" Want to eat." Said Yumna who took out the stock box she had brought for Akifa.

" Lo, bring the provisions.." Said Galang while staring at Akifa.

Akifa pointed at Ilmi who was playing with her new friend.

" Look at your brother who's already made friends." Said Galang while looking at Ilmi who was running with her friend.

" Yes, since long ago every one of us played wherever Ilmi always quickly get friends." Yumna.

After opening a box of pudding for Akifa, Yumna immediately invited Akifa to walk and play in the playground in downtown Gianyar. The distance is quite far about 30 minutes from the Yumna boarding house.

" Huft, there's change. I'm tired of following Akifa who won't stop." Yumna said to Galang after Akifa finished the pudding.

" Okay, this is my phone, please keep it." Galang.

Galang then immediately approached Akifa who was running because he knew that Galang was walking towards him. Yumna used the opportunity to relax. And tweet his writing in an application that Yumna already uses to write.

Not yet finished Yumna wrote Galang was back by holding Akifa.

" This, you are the one who accompanied Akifa." Said Galang while handing over Akifa

" Why?" Ask Yumna.

" If I am the one who accompanies Akifa, then Akifa always asks for a sling and does not want to walk."

" Yes it's okay." Yumna.

" Yes I'm tired."

" Look, I saw I met Keke's sister." Ilmi.

" Lo, Brother Keke who's the mother where?." Ask Yumna.

" Mama didn't come because Mama was busy making the moonlight while I was here with dad. That's my dad sitting there."

" Where's the cost?" Ask Galang.

" Cock blah blah blah blah blah .." Keke explained at length, but nothing between Galang and Yumna understood what Keke said. because keke only tells the direction without telling the name of the road that will be passed to get to his house.

Finally Galang and Yumna just nodded their heads even though they did not understand.

" Look after the kids yeah, I'll smoke a little over there." Galang

" All right."

After a long time, Yumna who was getting tired, then invited Akifa and Ilmi to go home.

Arriving at home, Yumna was a little upset because the order of shoes or sandals on the shelves outside her room was messy.

Even Yumna's clothesline was nowhere to be found, and some of Akifa's shoes and sandals were lost and scattered somewhere.

This made Yumna angry. Anyone who has been playing around there should return the shoes and sandals to their original place.

Again it happens, every Yumna go shoes or sandals always messy. Sometimes there was a lot of trash in front of Yumna's room. Makes Yumna feel upset.

Yumna himself if Akifa is rummaging through sandals belonging to neighbors, or Akifa brought and threw slippers or shoes that he brought.

Yumna always returned it to its original place. Or if Akifa makes a dirty on the porch of another neighbor's room, Yumna always cleans it. But why every time someone else makes town on Yumna's porch, or plays where sandals or shoes. No one will return them to their original place.

Patience !!

Maybe this is the fate people don't have. It will never be helped in anything. Inner Yumna while trying to find the sandals and also the shoes of Achiphah scattered.

After putting Akifa to sleep, Yumna began cleaning up the homework she had not finished this afternoon. Then when Yumna was about to sleep, Galang prevented her.

Hmm, I guessed it. This must have happened when Galang took a walk. God actually I am very reluctant to serve him, Galang is only sweet when you want to ask for his rights only. But since he has been kind enough to take us for a walk then fine. Inner Yumna.

...

So does Yumna who hopes she will be happy with her household. It would be wrong if Yumna wished she would get affection from her husband. It is not the sense of attention that Yumna gets only when Galang invites her to have sex.

Galang may have loved Yumna. But not in the right way because Yumna feels the contents of her marriage are just wounds.

Yumna could not remember the last time she felt happiest and luckiest being a wife.

That afternoon, Yumna was very upset because so much work had to be done.

While Galang chose to go fishing because he did not work and also this is on holiday.

Galang did not give any more money to Yumna, but Yumna knew that Galang had already earned money from his previous job.

Because Yumna was in a bad mood, so she did not ask Galang about money.

" Nda, is the rice still there or is it up?" Galang asked after Yumna sat down and lay down tired of washing.

" There's, maybe, enough to cook tomorrow."

" Yes, let's buy it."

Galang moved from his seat and took out a red and blue note and gave it to Yumna to buy rice.

Tit

Tit

Tit.

Electric token alarm sound.

" That's take another twenty thousand dollars on top of the cupboard for an additional purchase of electric tokens." Galang.

With a gontai step Yumna walked over and took the money that was on top of the closet.

Yumna's eyes glazed over, looking at the money Galang had just given her. It felt like Yumna wanted to cry because Galang only gave her money to buy rice and also electricity tokens. While in the Yumna wallet there is only spare change that may not be enough to buy vegetables the next day.

But what power of Yumna could not ask Galang. Yumna was too afraid that Galang would be angry because it would hurt her heart. Either Yumna is stupid or Yumna is too scared.

But...

Every time the shopping money ran out Yumna never wanted to ask for it again. Because he had been hurt too much about the quarrel that often happened when Yumna asked for money to shop, so Yumna was reluctant to listen to Galang's nagging again.

That night, with Galang. Yumna went to the store in front of the boarding street to buy rice and also electricity tokens.

" Sheep.."

Yumna sighed as the money in her wallet was completely drained.

I have to how?, soon the needs of Akifa will run out from where I will get the money.

At night, Yumna finds it difficult to sleep because she thinks about how to get money to make ends meet and also her children.

God, whether it is I who complain too much so that the money given to Galang is never enough, or indeed Galang who is outrageous in providing a living for me. I want to give up, I feel like I want to scream and complain that the burden in my heart is gone. What keeps me trapped in this horrible life?. Is it really me who is not good at being grateful and not good at managing finances or indeed Galang who cannot understand spending from the household. Inner Yumna.

In the morning, Yumna was doing her usual activities. Cooking, sweeping and feeding Akifa. And when Yumna was relaxing after doing all the homework. Yumna was startled by the sound of a knock on the door from Galang's nephew.

Tok

Tok

Tok

Chequelek

" Aunty here's Om's shirt." Said Galang's nephew while putting the shirt on top of the closet.

" Lo, buy some more clothes?"

" Yes, dress for the bird race."

" Have you paid?. Didn't you ever buy clothes?" Ask Yumna.

" It's a different club. And I don't know what I've paid yet, later if Om has come to let me go to Dad."

" Yes already."

After saying that Galang's nephew came back out and closed the door.

Yumna took off the shirt. Then he remembered that Galang had asked about the size of the clothes and said that his friends ordered a dress for the bird competition club.

Yumna did not think that Galang himself would buy clothes.

A yumna?

Yumna of course stared at the shirt with pain inside her chest. Little things Galang never open to Yumna let alone big things.

Yumna wanted so much to cry, Why does life seem unfair to her. From the past until now.

Yumna could never buy anything she wanted. So too until now when Yumna was married. Yumna was very difficult to buy what she wanted because Galang never gave her any more money, other than money for shopping.

" For your own work so that you can have hours money can buy whatever you want."

The words always ring in Yumna's ears when Yumna wants something.

Sometimes a crazy idea arises in Yumna to get money quickly, such as maybe selling yourself or anything that can get money quickly. But fantasy remains a fantasy. Yumna did not want to take the wrong step that made her regret later in life that made her become separated with her baby.

Yumna could only be silent while putting back Galang's clothes on the top of the closet. And began to put Akifa to sleep because this had already entered his bedtime in the morning.

Yumna would wait for what Galang said after seeing the clothes he ordered had already come.

And when Galang came and found out about his clothes. He reasoned that Galang did not actually order. Because it was sent more. Finally Galang received it.

" Yes already. I will try my best to earn my own income in order to buy whatever I want. Although I'm not sure how much longer I have to wait to get a feel for the first payday of writing." Lirih Yumna's.

Yumna opens her travel history in the blue app.

It has been more than 9 months of work, but has not felt the first payday.

" It's okay. The road to success is not easy. Must remain upbeat and optimistic. Bismillah I hope soon I will be able to feel the results of writing even though I know that my work is not as good as others. But at least I've been trying to find a dime." Yumna said to herself.

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