
It is difficult to live the household ark, if everything is not able to go according to plan or go according to what we want.
Maybe in my household, communication is lacking, but how can I communicate well if the interlocutor always wants to win alone. Do not want to lose or do not want to be cornered.
In a fight I always had to give up. Because if I don't, it's gonna hurt me even more.
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" Basic you're an ungodly wife, you anj*ng."
" I told you I'm a little unwell, can you ask for it tomorrow morning or tomorrow night." Yumna said as Galang asked for his rights.
" Keep away from me I'm tired of seeing you."
Brake !!
Galang came out slamming the door when Yumna would not serve him.
" Hiks hyks..."
Yumna wept in silence, knowing that she was guilty of not serving her husband. But the condition forced him not to obey the wishes of the husband
Drrrttt drrrttt drrrrttt
Yumna's phone rings.
Yumna raised with her right hand.
" Yes hello?"
" Are you crying?" Ask someone from across there.
" No."
" Don't lie."
Yumna was silent, somehow someone who called her always knew when Yumna was crying or sad.
In the last few months, Yumna has a friend, they connect via cell phone and share their bitter stories.
" Yumna..."
" Hiks hyks hyks." Yumna was crying again.
" What's the matter?, quarreling with Galang again?"
" Yes." Yeah."
" Oh my God, why again this time?"
Yumna then told him what was the cause of her quarrel with Galang.
" You too, why did you refuse Galang's request?"
" Yes, I have to. She was always nice and sweet to me when she wanted her rights as a husband, but when she didn't want me she came back with her cuckoo and selfish attitude. And after he finished fulfilling his wish he just left, no more hugs in sleep. Or a good-night kiss. So why should I continue to serve her when she wants me?, I feel like a prostitute. In love when needed, and in despicable in caci maki alone is no longer needed."
" You can't say that, try to understand Galang. Maybe your household will be much better."
" Understanding it in any other way, all this time I've understood it trying to understand its desire. Always try to make her happy and comfortable. But what's the payoff?, she always berates me, says to me. As if I were just a burden on her life."
" Yes I know, I mean..."
" You mean I have to be naked every day in front of Galang?. Pardon me! I won't do it, just let him do what he likes. I'm tired, all this time I've always succumbed to him. But the more I succumbed the more my pride was trampled. She seemed to no longer appreciate me as a wife, and I was also aware of my position of merely hitching a ride with my daughter."
" Yumna..."
" Don't say anything more, you're just judging from a male point of view. But not from my point of view."
After that Yumna turned off her phone, choosing to sleep by tightly hugging her daughter, Ilmi.
The next morning, Yumna was surprised to receive a sudden attack from Galang.
Yumna continued to look away, as Galang held his cheek, intending for Yumna to look him in the eye while they were uniting. Yumna immediately threw away her face.
Plaque !!
" The j*lang. You don't want to look at me?, do you feel disgusted with me?"
" Aren't you the one who said that I should get out of front of you?" Ketus Yumna's.
Seemed angry, he immediately finished his wish. Then get away from Yumna.
Yumna heard a voice in the bathroom, it seemed like Gslang was taking a shower. And sure enough after that, Galang looks rushed to wear his clothes and then came out.
Brake !!
Again he slammed the door.
An hour later...
Galang returned and threw a few pieces of money towards Yumna.
" It's money for travel, don't ask for more. I don't have any more money. Please lift your foot from here."
After saying that, Galang left the house again.
Shortly after Galang's departure. Eka's coming.
" Lo, what's wrong with you?" Ask Eka.
Yumna told Eka to come in and tell her what happened.
" So what are you going to do?"
" I don't know."
" Let's see later tonight if he's booking travel for you or not. If he's booking a trip for you, it means you have to go home."
" Is that so.?"
" Yes." Yeah."
" Yes, I'll see you later."
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In the afternoon, there was no sign of Galang's return.
Yumna began to clean up some of her belongings as well as Ilmi.
Be awake if he and Ilmi will really go home.
" Heh, why haven't you cleaned your clothes yet,?" Ketus Galang, when he came home.
" Are you sure you want to tell me to go home?"
" yes. I'm sick of you. This is me calling travel."
He handed over his cell phone.
Yumna then spoke to the travel driver.
Yumna immediately put her clothes and Ilmi into the suitcase.
Yumna took a breath. Maybe this is the best. So thought Yumna.
"Finally, I will be free from these shackles. Inner Yumna.
" I've canceled the trip." Galang said as Yumna almost finished putting all her clothes and Ilmi's.
" What do you mean?"
" Less clear?. I canceled the trip. So you're gonna stay here."
Brake !!
Yumna threw the suitcase that had just closed.
" What do you mean?"
" Listen, if you go home that means you want Ilmi to have no father."
" Would you die talking like that?"
Galang approached Yumna and hugged her from behind.
" If you're gone, that means you're ready to divorce me."
" I'm ready."
Galang let go of his embrace and looked at Nina.
" Are you serious about what you say?"
" Don't you say that I have to leave in front of you."
Galang lowered his head and let out a long breath.
" I'm just kidding."
Yumna smiled faintly.
" Why is it that every time I'm really fed up, you're always saying that it's just a joke. What do you think my heart is?, as if you're pulling a stick."
" Yumna's. Do you want if Ilmi doesn't have a father?, you're happy?"
" I'll definitely find her a new father.
Silent.
Yumna's words were probably like daggers piercing into the recesses of Galang's heart.
Evidently Galang instantly silent a thousand languages.
" Mother come, he said we want to go home to Aunt Arumi." Celoteh Ilmi who just came home from playing.
" It's not so." Ketus Yumna while kicking the suitcase in front of her.
" Lo, Why?"
" Just ask your father."
Brug !!
After saying that Yumna dropped herself on the bed and busied herself with playing mobile phone.
" Dad, why didn't Ilmi go back to Aunt Arumi's house?"
" Because I don't want to part with Ilmi."
" Devil father, Ilmi is not allowed to go home to Aunt Arumi."
" Dear, I'm sorry."
" Hiks hyks hyks." Ilmi started crying.
The galang approached Ilmi
" I'm sorry Dad, let's go get some ice cream? or Ilmi want to ride odong-odong?, Ilmi can play as much as there."
" truth?" Said Ilmi while wiping her tears.
" Yes." Yeah."
" Yes, come on."
" Try asking mom if mom will come?" Galang.
" Mother, you want to come with me for ice cream?"
" Just go with your dad." Yumna answered without looking at Ilmi and kept busy with her phone.
" Dad, mom won't come."
" Yes, come on with me."
After Ilmi put on her jacket and veil and Galang then left Yumna to where Galang said earlier.
After they died, Yumna came back crying.
Why am I so weak, why don't I have the courage to leave here. Hiks hiks, if only one of my parents were in Indonesia. Maybe I won't suffer like I am now. Mama, papa. Why is my life always like this. I forgot the last time I felt happy.
Yumna is getting late in her grief, sometimes she blames the father for having once annulled her marriage to a man who is now married and living a happy life living on a faraway island.
Yumna continued to cry until she fell asleep. He did not even realize when Ilmi and Galang had come home from playing.
In the morning, there was something strange about Galang's attitude. He turned into a sweet man.
" Today don't cook, I've bought you a pack of rice for breakfast." He said when he saw Yumna awake.
" Hm."
Yumna just cleared her throat then got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom.
After Yumna finished her bath, Galang hugged her.
" I'm sorry Yumna, I'm really sorry."
Yumna Just fell silent. His heart was tired of the drama of Galang.
Yumna already memorized, sweet attitude Galang only lasted a few days. After that Galang will return to his normal nature again.
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