Suppose that... (Turnable Time)
Complaining too much

" Nda, later if there is Ayuk this is the goods. I'm gonna go first." Galang.

Yumna just nodded because Yumna was sleeping Akifa, Yumna worried that if she made a sound then Akifa would wake up.

A few minutes later Akifa had ended the ASI drinking session. Yumna, who was still drowsy, chose to continue sleeping for a few minutes before starting the activity in the afternoon.

Tok

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" Sir...."

Yumna who was about to sleep asleep became shocked at the sound of knocking on the door.

Yumna immediately woke up and saw behind the window who was coming.

Tok

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" Sir..."

" Yes.." Yumna answered as soon as she knew what was coming was Ayuk.

Yumna immediately took Galang's belongings which belonged to Ayuk.

Yes, Ayuk is an outsider who is still loyal to give work to Galang.

So in addition to working with his friend Galang also accepts work from others.

But as far as Yumna knew, Galang only accepted work from Ayuk. That is evidenced by Yumna who several times saw people come here to give work but Galang refused it. And also when Yumna accidentally read the contents of a message from Galang's phone that contained a job rejection.

" Huft, What's wrong with being accepted is not soon to enter the fasting month for sure if not smart smart to find sustenance will not be able to have money to go home." Yumna said whenever she saw Galang refuse work.

" Is this his stuff?" Yumna said while giving a small item to Ayuk.

Ayuk was seen taking and researching the item.

" Ah yes it is. Here yes, I put the money." Say Ayuk while giving some blue money.

" Ohya thank you."

" Okay, then I'll go right away."

" Yes." Yeah."

After Ayuk's departure, Yumna saved the money and started doing activities in the afternoon. Cooking for the afternoon meal of his two daughters, then sweeping and various other things while waiting for Ilmi and Akifa to wake up.

" Come here?" Galang asked after he had just returned from a bird race.

Evidently with Galang coming home while holding a bird cage in the back.

" Yes." Yeah."

" Paid money?"

" Yes.."

" How many?"

" Two hundred thousand. I take yes, because I will buy some of the needs that have been exhausted including snacks for Akifa."

Steady, not answering.

But from the look on Galang's face, Yumna can understand if actually Galang is not willing if all the money taken Yumna.

Huft. Looks like I will no longer be given money by Galang once his work is done. Inner Yumna.

Drrrttt drrrttt drrrrttt

Yumna's phone vibrated, a message from Yumna's sister.

(mbk, lebaran home?)

(Not knowing, let alone to go home, to eat only I am still in trouble.) Reply Yumna with an emoticon laughing out loud.

(Patience, who knows if there is a regime)

(Hmm, I don't know. Sometimes also think of the windfall from where, Galang himself has also said never expect to go home. Because he has no money. All this time, his income was just enough to eat. Speaking of Novel, even if I try hard I think it will also not be able to liquid for homecoming money Lebaran)

(Patience, I pray that there is a fortune)

(Amen)

Yumna's eyes glazed over, really she really wanted to be able to celebrate Lebaran together with her mother. Opportunities and moments that Yumna had never felt in the past.

Only last year Yumna had the opportunity to spread with her mother. But when the holiday arrived, Yumna actually fell ill and made the moment less memorable.

Yumna hopes this year she can get together with her family. His own family, however Yumna also did not want to expect much, because he already knew the end if too hopeful.

...

" Hey bun.." Sapa Mama Melo, when Yumna was sitting relaxing in the seat that Yumna used to spend time alone.

" Lo, where are you going to be tidy."

" Want to go home."

" Lo, is that right?"

" Ayeah right. Actually want to go home mid-fasting. But because there's a thing so yes go home now."

" Well, will it be a long time?" Yumna.

" Yes, one more month."

" Brave heart.."

" Yes.."

Yumna looked at Mama melo's departure with a sad feeling.

However, Yumna also wants to go home and pass this Ramadan moment together with her family.

His own family, not the family of Galang.

Yumna really hopes that she can enjoy the fasting time and also Lebaran together with her family.

Yumna has never felt breaking her fast with her family like she did last year.

Yumna remembers a long time ago that she and Galang lived in the house of in-laws. When breaking the fast is not the same as Yumna is in her own family.

If usually Yumna and her family will eat together, but when Yumna gather with her mother-in-law just when breaking the whole house will eat alone.

" If only, I'd known this app a long time ago maybe I already had savings for me to go home and get together with my family." Lirih Yumna looked at the writing room app she had just been working on for the past few months.

Drrrttt drrrttt drrrrttt

Yumna's phone rang, a message from Yumna's schoolmate's friend.

(Yumna, not going home?)

(Like he doesn't. You homecoming?)

(why?, I'm going home if there's money 😂)

(Yes, how else I might not go home because my husband has already said that I don't expect much to go home)

(What?)

(my husband is not working with his brother, he works with his friends and also his income is not as much as when working with his brother. Don't go for pocket money homecoming to eat me still less)

(Patience, who knows if there will be a provision)

(Yes, hopefully, but I don't know sometimes I'm not sure either)

(Relax, if Lebaran can not go home there is still after Lebaran)

(Yes, it's only time for Ilmi to enroll in the school)

(Well, isn't that school registration June-July?)

(In Kindergarten where I will send Ilmi registration open 5 months)

(Farel is also in school this year, the same age as Ilmi, right?)

(Yes, one month apart)

After that, because Akifa was already sleepy, Yumna ended her conversation with her friend. And began to put Akifa to sleep while fantasizing that he would have sustenance in order to go home and gather with his family.

In the afternoon,

" Where are you going?" Yumna asked when she saw Galang who came home and immediately left again after she received a call from her friend.

" Want to fish."

" Go home and get ice to break the fast."

" I came home the other night, because I was going fishing somewhere far away." Said Galang while starting the motorbike and leaving the boarding house.

Yumna went back in to sweep the house.

" I'm just about to break my first fast alone." Lirih Yumna's.

Yumna then opened the refrigerator door and installed it if only. If only the refrigerator does not error maybe Yumna has made ice cubes so that it can make its own takjil.

" Fridge, why do you have to make a mistake at a time like this. I can't even keep fish in here." Lirih Yumna was sad.

" God, why is my life so short. Am I the one who is less grateful for the blessings you have given me. And why did I get a husband who could never understand the needs of the household. Was I really that much of a sin that I got a husband like this."

The clock shows five o'clock. Yumna after finishing cooking swept the house and also bathed her two daughters. Then he heard the roar of the motor from Galang.

" Well, how come home?"

" Yes, I didn't find the bait fish I was looking for so I didn't go fishing in its place away I was just fishing near here."

" Oh.."

Yumna is busy feeding Akifa, while saying she looks busy taking care of her pet bird.

Then after Yumna finished feeding the akifa, Yumna saw the clock that had shown at half-six over 15 minutes.

" Yuk afternoon walk, while looking for ice to break the fast."

" Open the fast it's half seven, and now it's six yet Why are you making a fuss looking for Ice.?"

" Yes, if you search now it won't be as crowded as when we come and buy ice at six." Yumna.

" Same, you go there by yourself and you see for sure now you're in line."

Yumna then began to take Akifa's shoes and veil and put them on Akifa.

Yumna decided to buy the ice herself without waiting for Galang.

On the way home Yumna saw some of her neighbors and friends were out for a walk with her family.

Yumna felt sad because she could only go with her two children. It also just buy takjil and also buy some needs in a minimarket.

" Why do I have a husband who only seeks his own pleasure. Why can't he understand that making a family happy is also a good thing. I guess I should get used to this. Besides all this time if I want to go anywhere I always go alone and not wait for Gilang. Because I know Gilang wouldn't want me to go around if it wasn't for his own volition." Lirih Yumna on her way home to the boarding house.

Can I complain too much in my life?.