Suppose that... (Turnable Time)
Just for a minute

" What do you want to eat?" Ask Yumna when it's late at night.

" Anything." said Galang as usual.

" Noodles?"

" Bored."

" Then what?"

" Let's just eat out." Galang.

" Come on." Ilmi said excitedly.

" Yes, come on, get ready soon." Speak to Yumna.

Yumna smiled, and immediately put on the jacket and shoes of Akifa, Galang, Ilmi who had finished preparing to wait for Yumna outside.

They set out to find food when they got there. They decided to eat rice pecel in the usual place they came to eat.

Yumna could not enjoy eating because of Akifa's overactive behavior.

" Come here, let me carry Akifa." Galang.

Yumna handed Akifa over and continued eating.

After that, they immediately headed to the playground because Ilmi asked to play.

" I want to draw you." Ilmi.

" Yes already, there drawing with dad, mother will ride odong-odong." Yumna.

" Yes already." Galang.

They then separated, Ilmi with Galang drew while Yumna and Akifa headed for the odong-odong place.

Yumna saw Galang who was helping Ilmi to draw. Yumna felt her heart at peace. If something like this would continue to happen in her household.

After his return Galang also helped to keep Akifa while Yumna was washing dishes and cleaning the bed.

That night, with pleasure, Yumna served Galang as he should. Doing his job as a wife.

In the morning, Galang said goodbye to Yumna when she was about to go to work, it certainly made Yumna a little surprised. Because all this time Galang never say goodbye when going to work.

" I want to work first." Galang.

Yumna just nodded and smiled, then continued her activities that were feeding Akypha.

" My dad wants to come." Ilmi.

" Take it, so you don't always play." Yumna.

" Yes, come on."

Yumna was quite relieved, if there was no Ilmi, then there would be nothing to disturb when Akifa was going to sleep. So Yumna had time to relax and write a story.

Ilmi set out to bring a notebook and some toys.

After Galang and Ilmi..

Drrrttt drrrttt drrrrttt

Yumna's phone rang, a call from Yumna's friend.

" Hello?, how are you." Her speech.

" Well, if you're doing, how?" Ask Yumna.

" Well, what is your relationship with your husband?"

" Yes, it's still normal. Just these few days, maybe his mood is improving. So we haven't had a fight for a few days." Yumna.

" It's good then, hopefully this time Galang can really change."

" Hmm, I'm not sure." Yumna.

" Why?"

" I already know Galang. But yeah there's no harm if I wish this kind of atmosphere would stay awake."

" Yes, I hope. Well, then, I have to continue my work."

"Well then, I'll also continue writing novels." Yumna.

" Yes, I'm closing ya."

" Yes." Yeah."

" Bye."

After the call ends. Yumna continued to write again, although now her spirit felt less and less. Yumna did not expect, the mood also influenced Yumna's idea in pouring writing.

Tin

Tin

Tin

" Geez, the power token is already beeping."

" It won't be enough to buy tokens." Yumna said when counting money that only leaves five thousand.

Yumna then also found out that Akifa's snacks were running out. There was no other choice, because it did not want to ruin the good atmosphere that was going on between Galang and himself. Make Yumna choose to exchange dime to buy electricity tokens and also snacks for Akifa.

After counting the pennies, Yumna put her in a plastic bag, and waited for Akifa to wake up before finally choosing to walk away to exchange dime and buy tokens and snacks for Akifa.

Hopefully after this Galang go home and give money. If I ask first, surely the debate will happen again. Inner Yumna.

On the way home from the beautiful shop across the street from where he was boarding.

Yumna meets Novi and asks him to come and play.

That day, Novi asked about Galang. Yumna also told me about Galang which began to change a little.

Until the next few days, when Yumna was feeling a little unwell.

Angry, just for the little things.

" Basically you blah blah blah blah.."

Galang rambled all night because Yumna did not want to serve Galang.

Brug !!

Galang pelted Yumna with pillows and bolsters.

Crakk !!

Before that, Galang had tore off Yumna's underwear.

" The luknut."

" I told you tomorrow, I'm really feeling dizzy." Yumna.

" You're black, pretentious most styles. Not pretty. Pakek drama pain everything. Say you don't want to serve. Bla blah blah blah.."

Yumna chose not to listen, and kept her eyes closed. Hope to fly soon into the dream world. Although drop by drop tears began to wet the cheeks.

If I am guilty of refusing my husband's invitation, let God record my sin. God knows how I am. And honestly, I was also very reluctant to serve him. Because he always thinks about his own pleasure, without wanting to know if I also feel the pleasure as he feels. Inner Yumna

That night, tears adorned Yumna's night before she finally actually flew into the dream world.

The morning..

As always, if Galang doesn't get what he wants. Then, he will pretend as if Akifa does not exist.

Yumna chose silence, and kept cooking her scabbard of Akifa.

" Where are you going?" Ilmi.

" work."

The short answer is solid and clear.

No more words were spoken by Galang. He just left after taking a shower.

Yumna tried not to think about it, she chose to play and joking with laughter along with her two children to eliminate her disappointment.

" Hey, why did the tumben leave in the morning?" Ask Mama Elsa.

" It's normal."

" Loh."

One year ago, Yumna had a boarding friend whose household life was almost the same as Yumna, only the difference was that Mama Elsa's husband was still actively looking for money rather than Galang.

" I was thinking, what the contents of the household is a garden shuffle" Yumna said.

" A just like my husband. He's even more rude to call me, if you refuse his invitation."

Yumna and Mama Elsa then tell each other about her life and also her household.

At lunchtime, Yumna first took rice for Galang before then choosing to sit back and relax in front of the entrance of the boarding house.

Breezy, making Yumna's heart feel calm, she let the wind blow her face. Sweep the disappointment that was in his heart. Although only for a moment but at least Yumna can feel calm.

Galang came home, but there was not the slightest intention of Yumna to go back into the house and accompany Galang at lunch.

Yumna allowed herself to remain seated while enjoying the soul-soothing breeze.

At that time Yumna felt what the life of Yumna meant now. This fact increasingly makes Yumna lose the spirit to stay alive.

Lord, have I ever sinned in the past, why is this trial so severe I feel. I, who was born into a broken home, never felt the affection of the family. Not being taught what to do or not to do, I even taught myself what is good and what is bad. Blame it if I expected love from my husband?. Hoping to get happiness from the household relationship that has been established with the man who is my choice. Do I have a sin against my husband?, do I have a sin against others. So God punished me by not making me feel happy in this household. What should I do?, on the other hand my mind is tormented. I want to give up, but I don't want my kids to be as right as I am. Because of the selfishness of parents, they no longer get complete affection. I don't want them to be like me, broken home kids. Then, should I stay put for the sake of the children?. Should I give up on everything?. Who is really wrong in my home?. Am I always willing to serve when my husband wants me to?. But what about the husband's anger when I ask for money to meet our needs?. Is it really my fault for not working and helping the family finances?. Lirih Yumna in silence.

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