The Heart of Vania
Outside of Control

This time Assistant Kak Litha, Mr. Sas who picked me up at school asked for permission two days to accompany Mrs Pradipta before returning to the Capital.

My heart is miserable, a little unwilling my dear brother will leave City A, but how else he is a wife who should accompany her husband wherever he is.

Along the way to the House of Pradipta the atmosphere is very quiet like in a cemetery at midnight. Said Kak Litha, the Assistant who used to be the Assistant to the Grand Lady of Pradipta was a kind, loving and protective figure. In fact not for me, Mr. Sas is just a statue given life, without sound, without expression.

"Pamaannn, Bibiii, Vaniaaaa .. " cried Kak Litha at the entrance as we entered together. After picking me up, Mr. Sas also picked up Uncle and Aunt.

"Don't run!" brother-in-law shouted warning that made Kak Litha's run stop and finally walk fast.

"Load slow! They're not going anywhere" he said again, anxious.

"Cashhh .... " Kak Litha's face frowned and finally walked as usual.

Everything was there, including me. If this is Kak Litha is indeed very adorable, I can imagine that Brother Litha is alone with Sister-in-law in the room, her cheeks are pinched by Brother-in-law, hahahaha ....

"Be careful with your steps!" Brother-in-law kept on babbling giving warnings.

Brother Litha's steps stopped, she turned to her husband who was behind her, "You just carry me then!"

Brother-in-law sighed, then he lifted his wife in his bridal style carriage to the sofa in the living room, where we laughed looking at them, in contrast to Assistant Yan who looked careless.

"There's your Uncle, Aunt and sister here. Me and Abyan in the study, if you need anything, just say it's included to take you to the room."

Pppfffftt ...

Me, Uncle and Aunt held back a laugh, Brother Litha snorted bitterly but her cheeks flushed red. She knew her husband was teasing her in front of us. But Brother-in-law was not affected, he landed a kiss on Kak Litha's forehead and rubbed my brother's cheek with the back of his hand. Aih .. Frankly I am very envious, I want to be like Brother Litha who has a husband like Sister-in-law.

"Sister-in-law, can Brother introduce me to someone like a romantic Sister-in-law?" my original chirps that made Brother Litha glare at me.

"There, who would later walk after me included one of them ... Yan."

Brother-in-law called Assistant Yan who then followed her from behind towards the study, My sister's husband teased me with a blink of one eye.

"What's this?" My mind's turbulent.

"Aigooo .. Chief-an Brother!" my cry denialed my own blushing feelings, fortunately covered with laughter Kak Litha, Uncle Tino and Aunt Rima.

...***...

Day of return arrives. My Uncle and Aunt brought my brother, Sister-in-law and the Assistants. Brother Litha took turns hugging us tightly before boarding the private plane belonging to the Pradipta Family.

"It's fine there, son. May you and your baby be healthy. If anyone hurts you again, you don't have to take the train here, but we'll be there to pick you up."

Aunt Rima's voice was deliberately hardened so that her husband could hear clearly. Message to Litha and a warning to Young Master Pradipta. Aunty was fearless and I went down in nature, even though there was no blood relation between us. All held back laughter with smiles including Mr. Sas, a human whose expression was always flat ... Only Uncle Tino had a tense face to his wife's words.

"If Bibi gets to pick me up later, it means no second chances. I will be in City A forever with my son," said Kak Litha responding to the words of Bibi, whether intentionally or not but the look on the face of Brother-in-law has entered the status of Alert One.

"Hey, you can only leave without my permission. If you dare to run, I will chase you anywhere, no one can save you. Your life and death are in the hands of your husband. Understood!" brother-in-law said then just left us. All gawking at the unexpected anger of Sister-in-law, when I was sure that Auntie and Brother Litha were just joking.

"Uncle, the situation won't get complicated, will it?" I asked to whisper to Uncle Tino who could not hide his fear.

"Ti-do not know," he said slowly.

"Hey, Young Master of my Husband! You said if I ran away you'd come after me anywhere, why now you're leaving me!" shouted Brother Litha suddenly.

"So you want to be chased?" brother-in-law said staring at his wife's net.

"Is Brother-in-law angry?" I whispered again in Uncle Tino's ear.

"Ti--don't ta-know," said Uncle timidly.

"Ma-I'm sorry Nak Rayyendra, Auntie didn't mean to insinuate you, Aunt just- "

Not yet finished the words of Aunt Rima, there was a taboo scene for eastern culture. Unexpectedly at all Brother-in-law kissed his wife's lips, of course this surprised and embarrassed Brother Litha. The pregnant woman tried to rebel by pushing the body of her husband who had been tightly attached to the stamps. But not Young Master Arogan if not forcefully, pressed Kak Litha's back towards her chest with one hand, while one other hand grabbed the nape of the neck and pressed it gently until his wife was finally lulled in an intoxicating passion for rage. No longer widened, now Brother Litha closed her eyes and enjoyed her husband's kiss.

Aunt and Uncle were wrong to watch one of the romance movie scenes live in front of him. But what is very annoying is the hands of Assistant Yan who is busy closing my eyes so as not to see the romance of the couple who are drunk with romance, even though the name of such a kiss is now commonplace in various film genres. No doubt, I anxiously opened his fingers that covered my sense of sight to split.

"This is not for minors to see" he said, retracting his fingers.

"A little bit, Assistant Yan. How beautiful they kiss, if in the cartoon there must be lope-lope scattered around them," my whine still tries to stretch his fingers in my eyes.

Deg. Deg. Deg.

The touch made me limp because my heart was beating so fast at over the speed of light. This time I put his hands over my eyes without a fight. By closing my eyes between the heat of his fingers, my brain went crazy.

"What'sthis? Oh shi*t! I'm not sane. The hentikaaan!" I cried out loud in my heart to stop the ever-warming whirl of the imagination.

"Miss, with eyes closed like this why can your face turn red? Don't say it because you see the Master and Madam like you did, so imagine the same thing as someone. Your age is not appropriate even to just imagine it," he accused in a soft voice.

I didn't realize that his hands didn't close my eyes anymore. Unfortunately, the man did not realize that with his heavy voice getting inside my head made the crazy brain go crazy out of control. Ah .. I'm ashamed to be caught like this.

Luckily, Litha and Sister-in-law were already on the stairs of the plane, waving their hands at us before they actually left. I did not dare to raise my face, I could feel the red hue still on my face.

"Please see yourself Miss well. If there is something needed, do not hesitate to contact us. Goodbye, Miss Vania."

Slowly moving away, I was glued, "Oh .. Why can't this face be compromised? Come on, at least say a couple of goodbyes before she leaves or ask for a selfie with her just once."

"Vania! What's wrong with you? Why keep your head down and don't you return your sister and her husband's hand?" asked Aunt Rima to pat my shoulder.

Yes, he must be surprised by me who keeps his head down from earlier. Not knowing whether it was too late, I waved my hand for a moment without raising my face.

"Don't worry, they'll let us know after we get there" Aunt Rima said patting me on the shoulder again, "Why are you still down? The plane door just closed."

Oh, naw! I can't lift my face in front of Aunt Rima. Aunty is a very sensitive woman and has sharp intuition. If he sees my current condition, there must be a lot of speculation in his mind and will continue to search me mercilessly until he gets a definitive answer. I should avoid it if I don't want any trouble.

Shiyng ...

The propeller of the plane had started to turn, when I wanted to stay away from Uncle and Aunt, I heard my Uncle's voice, "Already Mom, for Vania of course it is not easy if she parted again with Litha. So give him his own space and don't tease him until he's looking for us."

Ah, Uncle .. Your words are like a coolant between my memories. Uncle's affectionate nature is the same as Dad's brother's and it's only passed down to my two brothers. Then me?

"This time Uncle's right, Auntie ... Thank you Uncle for understanding, I really appreciate it," I said quietly.

I turned around and walked over, I let the thoughts of Uncle and Aunt be put on the sadness of myself parting with Kak Lita, when not the fact. I'm sure Brother-in-law will definitely make my brother happy, so there's no point in thinking about that. I need time and space alone to better understand why my heart, heart and brain are out of control when I get close to my sister-in-law's assistant.

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