The Heart of Vania
My Mood's Being Ugly

At home I feel very privileged. Everyone's attentive, including my fiancee. Every morning and home office must be placed to take care of me, either bribe me to eat, accompany a conversation to write a summary of the video lecturer giving lectures sent Anna as long as I do not enter.

"Is there anything else you need?" ask Assistant Yan gently after finishing summarizing the Algorithm fan Programming course at the weekend.

I nodded and smiled. Why is our relationship so sweet?

"Your law is long. Cut yeah?"

"Huh? Ti– is not necessary," reject me quickly.

What the hell!

"Nia, Auntie put your hair out first, okay? I'm sorry that Bibi didn't have time to dry your hair for preparing Little Young Master to the hospital" Aunt Lidya said, carrying a basket of my personal equipment.

"Zean's sick? Who's in the hospital?"

"He said that all night Little Young Master had a fever and was fussy, maybe his teeth would grow. Now take Madam and Master to the hospital," replied the mother of my fiancee who grabbed my slightly wet long hair

"I'm just Mom, who's combing her hair." Yan's assistant directly snatched the basket without waiting for approval.

"..."

His mother was astonished, I so– shocked and astonished. But I let him do it.

"Your hair turned out to be very beautiful and– fragrant," he muttered softly as he combed.

She didn't know how my heart was pounding when she heard her mutter, where Aunt Lidya slowly left us both with a meaningful smile again, making me misbehave.

"Assistant Yan, sorry for bothering you. I know you're just keeping up the attitude so everyone sees our relationship is okay."

My words immediately stopped her combing motion, then she casually said, "Whether you believe it or not, I enjoy myself serving you."

Glug.

My saliva got stuck in my throat. Was this man wrong to take the medicine? His behavior is so much different than before.

"Nia, why are you interested in studying in IT?" tanyakanya.

This time he picked up a nail cutter after sitting next to me. Without excuse take my hand slowly and put my finger on her thigh.

"Mr ..."

I tried to pull my hand, but she held it gently, "Just relax, I won't hurt you. I've trained to cut women's nails."

I spontaneously pulled my hand, annoyed. Thankfully, it's the left hand. Not to be surprised he even chuckled, "The woman's name is Dinda, the same age as Madam. The fuss is asking for forgiveness if it will be cut nails even Mother alone can not. I'm the only one he allows. He called me Prince."

"Oh sorry," I said unwell because it reminded him of his sister who had died.

"It's okay. Therefore, give me your hand," she smiled, extending her hand.

I hesitated but finally gave me my hand. He is a loving and caring person, seen how he behaves to his mother and sister, as well as Litha who has been considered like his own sister. It is not wrong that I put my heart on a figure similar to Father, unfortunately I am not the woman he loves because his heart already belongs to Doctor Vivian.

"You haven't answered my question, yet" his voice awakened my daydream.

"What questions?"

"Why did you choose an IT major? What's your ambition?"

"My friends are doctors."

"Why not choose a medical school?" he asked again, this time he took my right fingers very carefully. Cut it first little finger nails first new fingers other.

"That was my dream when Mom was alive. I want to be a doctor to treat my mother. Now that Mom's gone, there's nothing I can do for her anymore." I paused my sentence, "I woke up in the morning and felt a very great longing until the chest cavity felt tight. I thought if there were a robot or a hologram that had Mom's character and memories, my longing would be a little bit treatable."

Silent moment.

Cup.

Holy hooch! He kissed my hand.

"I know what it's like, Nia. The loss of my father, sister and uncle also left my chest cavity tight. Whatever your ideals, I'm sure you're able to make it happen because you're able to let alone supported the prevalence of the Pradipta Family."

I snuggled without a blink and then he joked, "Looking at you blushing like a tomato makes me want to bite you." Then she laughed, "You're so adorable that when you're embarrassed, I really want to bite you."

"Assistant Yan!"

He grew even more open, "Then, take your foot away," he ordered as he put my right hand down and retreated to a sitting position, preparing to accept my foot that had a nail cut off, "I'm just kidding. Believe me I'm not a pervert, which ever happened completely out of my control, as if there was an incredible magnet on your lips."

"Aarrhggghhh ... What do you think my lips are magnetic poles? You're such a bitch, Mr. Assistant!"

He didn't return my rant, instead looking at me as closely as I wanted to eat him. I got a little scared, I pulled my leg but held it firmly, "Add 'me' to your call for me."

Huh huh?

"If you don't want me, I won't let go of your legs" he threatened.

Hufftt ... Why is he so childish? Never mind, I'll just follow her will.

"Can you let go, Mr. My assistant."

A grin appears on his handsome face, "Good, but give me your other leg."

"For what?"

"Yes to cut his nails. Right, the other leg isn't?"

Holy hooch! I've been thinking strangely.

"What are you thinking?"

"No. Nothing," I said quickly, "May I ask?"

"Hem," he answered with eyes that did not escape my toenails.

"What were you talking about with Dr. Vivian back then?"

He glanced at me and said, "You're curious apparently? I thought you didn't care. Don't you get jealous."

"Is it wrong that I'm jealous of my own fiancee?"

A smile streaked across the curves of his face, "It turns out that there are also those who are jealous of me, hehehe ... You really want to know?" he said he went back to cutting my toenails.

"Yes." Yeah."

"She told me her husband was sick and that he had been told by the doctor that he was now a few months old."

I gasp, "He confided in you? Did she cry in front of you and show her weakness?"

"It's over" he said lowering my feet, indifferent to my question.

"He confided in you? Did she cry when she told him?" I repeated my question.

"Maybe you could say so," answered my fiance.

Ah, my mood suddenly became ugly.

"Why indeed?"

"Listen, Mr. My assistant. There is no name confiding with the opposite sex that pure curhat– must have a point, at least to attract sympathy. Remember that! She's a married woman even though she's not a widow!"

"It! Your words are not good to hear. If that's your judgment, then cover up your friendship with Nezar."

"Why did it travel to Nezar? We're not talking about it," I'm fierce.

"Rest, Nia. You're probably too tired and a lot of thoughts these days."

Hid.

I stood up and headed towards the room with an upset heart. Is there still Vivian in his heart? Then he's been nice to me these last few days what does that mean?

"Miss, what's wrong? Did Abyan do anything bad again?" aunty asked as we passed by the door of my room.

"Bi, from tomorrow Aunty will take care of me" I asked.

The look on the middle-aged woman's face was confused but my mood was really ugly so I just stayed away and went into the room.

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Inside this luxurious sleeping room, I missed the figure of both my parents. For us - his three daughters - losing them was like losing half their lives. Our hearts ache to find out how their lives in the world end while opening the veil of the past that is not simple.

Aunt Rima and Uncle Tino, where are you?

I also miss them so much, Aunt's nagging and Uncle's naivety. They are two different personalities but are fused in the word soul mate. With Uncle, I never did not laugh and Aunt who was always ready if I needed support, whether I was wrong or right, in her head her nephew always acted well and right, hahaha ....

From a long distance away, the figure of Uncle Tino greeted me with a distinctive laugh.

"Uncle, which aunt?" I asked Uncle Tino.

Uncle did not answer, just smiled. Then suddenly came Mother to me followed by Dad. I was so happy to meet them and I hugged them both. The warmth is rippling around me, I don't want this moment to end.

"Nia, we will always take care of you, do not be afraid, yes" said the mother who was about to let go of her arms.

"Mom, Daddy, don't let go of your arms. I– I miss, very much miss you guys," I said reluctantly to pull back Mom's arms.

Dad stroked my head, "Greet your two brothers. We are very happy with their lives now. May luck always be with you."

Mother pushed my body gently, "Stay be our Xena. We love you so much" he said.

Then the shadow of Mom, Dad and Uncle Tino blurred slowly disappeared, living alone in a place without limits. Instantly I was scared– was so scared.

"MOTHER! MAMA! HUAAAA .... NIA'S SCARED! WHERE'S MOM! DADDY'S! HUUUU ... UNCLE!"

I was jolted awake, sweat flooding my forehead and neck. I just had a dream, a dream I wanted so badly. Even so, this miss is not satisfied to be treated. I took a breath out of my nose and exhaled through my mouth several times until my heartbeat returned to normal.

The kuseret steps forward in a mirror that is as tall as I am, taking a peek and looking at the details of myself. The day after Kak Litha's incident was stalked, I contacted Kak Tala and asked her opinion. From the information he gave, I can confirm that the black Alphard car with yellow list throughout the body of the car is property belonging to the Moon River Kingdom. Clearly, my mind was wild everywhere, thinking about all the possibilities that would happen.

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I sat waiting for the sun to set in the western garden, where Brother Litha turned our fallen lives into thrones. So many figures flashed through my head like a slide show in movies especially the figure in my dreams last afternoon.

"Why are you and Abyan? He's doing no more indecent acts?"

The bass voice of Brother-in-law suddenly surprised me who was busy watching a movie in my own head.

"Lho, didn't Big Brother just accompany Litha and Zean on the afternoon road?"

"Aunt Lidya who replaced me accompanied them. He also said your face was so sour leaving Abyan."

I sighed, "Sister, do you know who Kak Litha's stalker is?"

I deliberately shifted the conversation to a topic that attracted the attention of Sister-in-law.

"The plate's spoofed, it's hard to track it."

I chuckled mockingly, "It must be admitted that his strength is very great compared to that of a head of the Pradipta family."

"You mean?" ask her with serious mimicry.

"The stalker was from the Moon River Kingdom Somehow what he meant to follow Litha, which clearly the identity of Madam Pradipta was already known to them."

Big Brother-in-law's eyes opened wide and her reddened face held back emotions.

"Their identity lies on the yellow line throughout the body of the car. The color is not just a variation, yellow approaching orange is the official color of the kingdom. The color is one of the identities on every property outside their territory. When following Kak Litha, they were already anticipating with fake car plates so as not to be tracked. The targets are clear, the unknown is the purpose and who they are."

"You ask who they are and what their purpose is? Who else would the people of the Moon River Kingdom want to eliminate my mother-in-law's descendants."

Brother-in-law's tone of voice was high but as strong as possible was slowed until her neck veins appeared.

"The kingdom is experiencing a conflict of power. We don't know who gave the order to follow the car that Litha's sister, Mother's evil brother or the King was carrying?"

"Where do you know this?"

"I called Tala's sister. I told you about what happened and how I was. He told us to be careful, especially Brother Litha. I also requested information regarding the Moon River Kingdom that could not be searched on the internet." I replied.

"You believe it?"

"Yes. I believe Kak Tala's family is on Mom's side."

"Don't be naive, Nia. We don't know which comrade, man, they're obviously very cunning– this could be one way to get close to you to dig up information about the princess they've thrown away."

"But my feelings say nothing like that, brother. I'm sure they're fine– just the name of the kingdom full of intrigue as in the movies, so Kak Tala's family must be very careful in stepping," my refutation still holds that the family of my cousin has no ill intentions.

Brother-in-law looks still hesitant, "Stay alert. If you need anything, I'm the first person you should call, okay?"

I nodded, "And is this still a secret to Brother Litha?"

"Yes. I think it's better, he just stays at home, not going anywhere. Even if he had to leave the house, I'm alone or Abyan's driving him."

"Well, pity dong then– my brother is locked up," my protest disagreed.

"For her sake, Nia."

"But if he asks why, Big Brother will continue to lie– and if one day Brother Litha knows Big Brother lied to her, it will be a big problem for your relationship. Brother Litha hates being lied to," I said warning her, imagining it would just happen has left me shuddering in horror.

"..."

"My sister will obey you without protesting because of her service to her husband, but she's a woman who is not as simple as Big Brother sees her," she said

"I know."

His eyes glared at the mega that began to reddish along with my long sigh.

"I need some time to think about it," said Brother-in-law, "I love your sister too much, Nia. I just want him to be happy without thinking about any burden. Don't know if it's because of the curse of the Ragnaya tribe or not, but I'm fully aware of– for me, she can't be compared or replaced with any woman."

My heart rippled to hear it but also bitter, whether the thing that Brother-in-law felt would also be felt by my fiancee. Worrying tempered as the sun returned to its quarrel.

"Big, Nia!"

Kak Litha's voice echoed as we were busy with each other's thoughts. He walked over alone, maybe Zean was handed over to Aunt Lidya.

Thoughtfully graced her husband's arm and said, "The sunset here is so dramatic, seeing it as unlocking the memories that have passed just to be limited to memories, nothing more."

"Lith, are you going to keep doing this? With your husband, whatever I've done to you."

I was a little surprised, I turned my face to the two of them. My heart rhymes fast, will Brother-in-law open our origins now to my older sister?

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