The Heart of Vania
I Stopped

Two nights of sleeping in the master room with a premium mattress and being hugged by Kak Litha made my sleep quality very good. Every now and then I rubbed his stomach, talking to my niece-to-be. Sometimes the baby responds with a knee or elbow header that makes the mother complain. Ah, if only Sister-in-law had come home longer ... I still want to sleep with my sister.

"Hi Wasp! You look so good sleeping in my place" said Sister-in-law in surprise as she opened my eyes.

"Sister-in-law! Is the brother home?"

"Gtsh ...." Brother-in-law stuck her index finger on her lips, "Don't be too noisy, you can wake your brother."

"Let's wake up, and the sun has gone up. Not good for pregnant women, the child will be lazy, sleepy."

I blabbed as I moved Litha's hand which was wrapped around my body.

"You're! How dare you call my son a slacker."

"I didn't say it. I said no good for pregnant women, her son nan–ti ja–di idler, sleepyhead. Nan–ti ja–di it is not beratai, it is a suggestion– advice or advice if those who say older."

"Basic! Clever ngeles."

I laughed then hurried to get up to sit on the edge of the bed - about to stand up and immediately get out of the room - not wanting to disturb their morning activities.

"Why are your hands in my wife's ears?" ask Sister-in-law.

"Only habits of the little. Brother Litha has soft ear bones and I like to play them, especially before going to bed can make me sleep better. Has Brother-in-law never held Sister Litha's ear?" ask me while standing, then take my pillow.

"Of course it is. Which body part have I not touched? I've all explored. But I prefer the chest."

"Hayn ... Of course, there was no man who did not like that part. It was even the most comfortable place in the world, let alone with the woman he loved. His heartbeat could be a therapeutic sound."

Haha ... Brother-in-law looks very surprised to hear my words, what all this time he thought I was a sweet and innocent hadith who knew nothing. Oh, Come on ... Now it is not a taboo thing that is always covered up again, even on the internet there are many things that we can get. But remember! it just talks about Se*x Education, that's it.

"Nia, how can you say that? Have you ever done–"

"What the fu*ck! Does she think I'm like a caress-hungry alay girl. No! even though Dad left me when I was in Junior High but he gave me enough love so I wouldn't have to look for him in any man."

To be honest I was a little offended Sister-in-law was charging me like a cheap woman, but I was berating her because of what I said earlier. It could be that his dear wife is very innocent, yes ...my brother is always closing himself if accidentally heard or read 'taboo things' while surfing in cyberspace or watching TV. He always said, 'what the hell is this, embarrassing!'

"Mahaha ... Sister-in-law don't look down on me that way. I'm still a virgin, I've never had a sex*x relationship with anyone. Our father was very respectful, so even if you are not around, we will take care of him ourselves with all our might. And I also have no intention of making intimate physical contact with any man because it is dangerous for them, hahahaha ...." I said to the point as I passed and laughed satisfied as it made him ambiguous with my last sentence.

"Sister, I understand. In the morning, biologically the men wanted it, hehehe ..." I continued teasing him, holding back the laughter of seeing Brother-in-law's face once again in great surprise, "Son if I get married later, I'll get married again, I want a wedding present like that couch," I said pointing to a special sofa before actually closing the door.

"NO!"

Yup! I was so happy to upset him and not be able to repay me. Surely later he will complain to Brother Litha and my brother continued to complain to Aunt to scold me. Aih ... grooves that I can always guess.

...***...

This morning I was reluctant to leave my luxurious room at the Pradipta Family residence but I had to go back to City A with my Aunt and Uncle to take the entrance test for the National University scholarship before completing the Final Examination School.

The university is the number one and favorite college in my country for the majors I dream of. A major currently dominated by adam has disturbed my interest over the past year. Majors that dabble in the digital world and the modern era really amaze me. This is why I still want to take the university entrance test as well as get a full scholarship if considered worthy even though I have previously passed the Pradipta Asa Foundation scholarship. After all, it feels strange that the sister-in-law of the foundation owner becomes one of the recipients of the scholarship even though all the conditions are met.

"Nia, you cheated! Why did you take this test. Lookie! Your name passes again to the next stage, when previously you had received a Pradipta scholarship," gerutu Keysha when he saw the name of his roommate listed on the announcement of the name of the prospective scholarship recipient from the National University who passed to the next stage before being officially accepted.

I chuckled at my best friend's heart, "Heheheh ... Sorry Key, but it's not good to hear that someone said the family life of the foundation owner became one of the recipients of the scholarship, maybe even someone suspected money laundry."

Keysha sighed, "Yes that's it. I admit you are competent. I'll try the self-guided path to college there too."

"What! Really true?" surprised I can't believe it, "You're going to college there too?" I held both hands, opened my eyes many times indicating that I was happy, "What would you choose?" ask again.

"If you?" Keysha asked back.

"Whatever it has to do with information technology. You?" reply me while accompanying her steps towards our classroom on the third floor.

"Nia, that department, right, is rarely chosen by women?"

"Why then? Can't you?"

"Yes, that's okay too. But do you not feel awkward, because all this time we are more friends with fellow women."

"That's exactly it, Keysha ... I've mostly girlfriends, it's time to find a boy friend, to be balanced. Say it! What major will you choose?"

At once Keysha's countenance turned mellow, "I want to be a teacher, but you know my father, right? He sent me to study business economics to continue his company."

I patted her on the shoulder, looking into my best friend's eyes, "Double degree only, instead you can later become a teacher or an economics lecturer while running your father's company, how?"

"You're going to drive me crazy, aren't you? One major has been dizzying you even suggest a double degree." He ticked my head off, hahaha ....

"Yes, don't take it at the same time. Enliven your father's heart first by studying in economics with good and satisfactory results, show a little interest as a successor to the company. After two years, talk carefully you also want to go to college. I'm sure with what you've done, your father will allow it. See ... everything is well done. Of course you have to sacrifice more of your playing time later."

"Heh. It's so easy to talk! My brain will boil to a scorch. If only I were as smart as you, Nia."

"One thing makes you lose before you fight. You know what? That is comparing yourself to others, when all you need is to focus on yourself, there is no Nia or anyone. Just you, Keysha Olivia."

The one I just mentioned his name again sighed, this time longer than before, I smiled looking at him, "Key, I can achieve all my goals of being number one because I am focused. If you could say I gave up the first time Serena bullied me, but I changed the focus of my glasses just to look forward, because in front there is a target that I want to achieve, because in front there is a target that I want to achieve, proof that I'm not a girl that can be underestimated. Sure enough, other than the effort of never betraying the results, my fate was also fortunate because my brother became the wife of the rich and loving Young Master Pradipta. May the goddess of fortuna still be on my side so that I can get a scholarship from the National University"

"Oh yeah? I thought Young Master Pradipta was a rude and heartless man."

"I don't know who spread that rumor, but it's wrong. My brother-in-law is the best sister-in-law in the world, not only dear to his wife but the entire family of his wife," said I climbed the last steps, now we are on the third floor.

"If Assistant Yan how? Looks like you've not given any more info for Shortpink Fans Club when there must be a meeting every day, at least the latest photo."

I don't know why I don't want to talk about someone else's fiancee. What should I tell Keysha about it. Oh no. It's the same as dousing gasoline in the flames.

"Key, we're going to Riri and Rachel's room later in the afternoon. There's something I want to say about the fans of the club" I said.

"Oh, okay. Can I know now why? At least a little leak, I'm your roommate."

"I'm lazy to talk about it Key. Already yes, I entered the class first, bye ..." I said to end our conversation.

"But Ni– why so upset so, I'm just asking."

I heard his words before I went through the classroom door. "Yes, you're right Key, I'm so upset you asked that. I don't like anything related to my sister-in-law's assistant! A-ku-ti-dak-me-nyu-ka-i."

"You why Vania? Didn't your name pass the scholarship test, why is your face so creepy?"

The question of one of my classmates made me realize that my face looks really bad because I think about that guy. Arrgghhhhh .. why he can affect my mood so that others can see.

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"Ah, can't be Nia. You suddenly for no reason want to stop taking care of Shortpink Fans Club. Followers are increasing, you know," said Riri disappointed to hear my request to no longer be the chairman and even a member of the club's fans.

"Yes, quite Nia, there are already several products that offer endorsements," said Rachel.

Keysha had no voice, no idea what she was thinking, only Riri and Rachel had strongly rejected my intentions.

"Yup, I forgot. Vania no longer needs money from endorsements, she has become the sister-in-law of Young Master Pradipta," Rachel quipped.

"Ck, it's not like that. I've been warned by Brother Litha to keep my attitude, considering that Assistant Yan is not just an assistant for Young Master but he is also an blood relative. Brother Litha really appreciates her feelings that she doesn't like to be exposed to. Assistant Yan said quite the famous Young Master alone. He doesn't want a fanbase or anything like that. Not only did I co-produce the Shortpink Fans Club, I couldn't stop all I wanted, so I resigned myself to not getting involved in anything with Yan– Assistant I hope you guys understand my position on this."

In the end, Keysha, Riri and Rachel were able to accept my reasoning. They could not refuse her because of the name of Madam Pradipta. Anyone knew that the decree of Young Master Pradipta relied heavily on his wife's verbal, there was even a cameo saying 'It is better to deal with the Young Master himself than with his wife'.

"You lied, right?" keysha's sharp gaze pierced my net upon our return from Riri and Rachel's room, "The reason you used just now on them was just your essay, right?" accusation again.

"Don't overthinking, Key."

"Overthinking? Overthinking how?– Vania Kirana Larasati, I've been your roommate and blood relative for three years. We used to share laughter and tears in this room. Even the secret of disguising your geeky girl for almost two years I've been dealing with, now you're acting kind of cool saying, 'Don't overthinking, Key.' Heh, what do you think I'm blind!"

Not playing ... Only this time I saw Keysha was really angry because it was considered lying to him, it turns out he could be angry also behind his weak attitude.

"Alright–" I took a breath for a moment, "I admit that my reasons are not a hundred percent true nor are they a hundred percent lies."

His eyebrows drifted to the middle.

"It's true that Brother Litha told me to keep my attitude towards Assistant Yan, but I stopped taking care of the fanbase that was my own will. Brother Litha, Young Master even concerned does not mind the existence of the fanbase, even if I still take care of it, but–"

I was confused to continue my sentence, even though Keysha was so serious about hearing it. What words describe exactly how I feel?

"But I was awkward with her. Then what makes you awkward?"

My eyes widened to hear Keysha reconnecting my disconnected sentence, "Hey, that sentence is mine!"

"Indeed yours, I just threw away your hesitation to say it."

"Help ...."

Keysha smiled, a meaningful smile, "You like Assistant Yan?"

Glug.

"What the fuck! Don't talk recklessly, our age difference is more suitable to be a sister brother," my elak but I feel the cheeks and surroundings warm up.

"Your face is flushed, Nia. The reaction of the body is always honest."

"Here you go, what are you thinking? It doesn't matter if I like her or not, but she has a woman she likes."

"Who?"

"You don't need to know, neither do I. Let's just enjoy the last days at school with pleasure. There's no need to involve insignificant people, it'll just ruin the atmosphere."

Keysha smiled wryly in response to my words earlier. But whatever it is, I really want to enjoy my last days at school before graduation day arrives and I don't want anything to ruin my mood.

Even if someone had influenced my mood, who was he? Why do you care if you like someone else's fiancee? Why am I thinking about it too? Doesn't that mean I care about him. Sh*it!

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