Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *11

"Oh my God .. Why do you shower with cold water? You're out of rain, aren't you? If you shower with cold water, your body will get cold. Your body .... "

Nining did not continue his words. He knows he's a little out of control. Because of the anxiety that came out of nowhere, which was so self-controlled, she forgot who she was in Tora's eyes.

"Continue lecturing me. Why even silence? Don't you have any more words to say now?"

Nining lowered her head.

"sorry. I'm a little out of control. I'm just running the trust from bi Siah to look after you."

"Amanah is again trustworthy. I am tired of hearing those words. You have repeated it many times. So, no need to say anymore. I already know what you're doing just because of Siah's trust."

There was a disappointed tone from the words Tora spoke. Unfortunately, Nining didn't know about it. Let alone Nining, Tora simply did not realize that she let out a disappointed tone as she spoke.

After those words were finished Tora spoke, the atmosphere returned to silence. Tora and Nining did not take out any more words. But, it was just for a moment. Because Tora again snorted due to her upset heart.

"If there's no more business, or you're done lecturing me, you can leave now. I'm sure, bi Siah doesn't give you the mandate to stay in front of my room until she gets home."

Nining took a deep breath. Then let go of that breath violently.

"sorry. Actually, I'm here to give you this hot ginger milk. You just got rained. Nights again. Ginger milk is great for warming the body."

"Susu ... ginger?" Tora spoke while looking at Nining's face carefully.

"Yes. These. The milk I made myself. It's good for warming the body."

"Mm ... I .. fine." Tora immediately received the ginger milk with a rather heavy hand.

"You can go now" said Tora again as she moved into the room.

'There's no need to say it anymore, I'll go too. Huh .. if not for the trust of bi Siah, where would I talk to her. It's been nice never to talk for a few months. Uh, bi Siah even went home. What's worse, even nitip mandate to take care of him. It's not true that's his name.'

'I'm not thinking with these lips either. Bad verbal can not be invited to cooperate. Time yes to talk directly ngerocos aja like firecrackers Chinese new year. Huh .. make me upset.'

Nining was busy talking inwardly. Cussing also scolded himself who suddenly got out of control. Without him knowing, if he was still silent in front of the door of Tora's room without moving at all.

Almost ten minutes he was silent there with a mind still thinking about what he had just done. When he wakes up, he wants to move on immediately. But, the sound of objects falling from inside Tora's room made Nining suddenly stop her footsteps.

"Torra."

"Torra. Are you all right?" nining asked while knocking on the door of the room.

There was no answer from inside the room. This triggered a sense of worry about the state of Tora who was in there.

By getting rid of the awkwardness, fear, and unpleasantness, Nining immediately turned the doorknob to see the situation inside the room. As the door opened, Nining rounded her eyes as she looked at the moaning Tora lying on the floor.

"Torra. What's wrong with you? What's going on?"

There was no reply from the man who seemed to be enduring the pain. His body seemed to be shivering slowly.

By removing all the unpleasant taste from her heart, Nining ventured to touch Tora. As the soft hand touched his forehead, he was shocked by the heat he could feel.

"Torra. Your body is so hot. You feverish? But ... Why can a fever so quickly?"

"Yes God. What I was thinking. Why even think of something unnecessary like this. Of course he could have a fever whenever the fever would stop by. Nining-Nining."

"Tora, I'm not strong enough to lift you up on the bed. But, I'll help you get on. Please work with her."

Tora did not answer. But it seemed, she was willing to follow what Nining had just said. With the cooperation they did, finally, Tora managed to move Nining onto the bed.

"Wait a minute. I'll get you some warm water to compress you."

Finished saying, Nining wanted to immediately leave Tora. However, just as Nining twisted her body to leave, Tora quickly held back her hand.

"Don't go. I beg you." Tora spoke in a very slow voice. His lips still look shaky. It may be due to pain or due to the effects of the fever that he is experiencing.

"Torra. I just want to go get some warm water. It won't be long. Your body is too hot. I need warm water to compress you so that your body heat temperature decreases. That's the only way I can do it. Because it's been too late. I can't possibly call a doctor to come home to treat you."

"Please don't go. I can't bear this pain if you leave. For a second. Please don't go, Tami."

Nining was speechless with eyes that kept staring at Tora with a wistful look.

"All right, I'm not leaving. But tell me what hurts? Where do you feel the pain now?"

"My head. My head seems to want to break now. I'm really not strong anymore."

Tora spoke with her eyes still tightly closed. Since then, he has kept his eyes closed. Not once did he open those eyes. That made Nining feel even more anxious about Tora's condition.

Nining chose to follow what Tora wanted. Stay in that room to accompany Tora. However, just being quiet without doing anything is not the right choice. At the very least, he should be able to help a little for the heat to be shared.

Whether he had an idea of where, Nining then brought his body closer to Tora's body which continued to shiver with the body temperature felt hotter. Then, he clutched the body tightly.

"Hopefully in this way, the heat temperature in your body can be reduced. I'm sorry I couldn't help in a better way."

Nining really looked very anxious. To the point that, he did something that he had not thought of at all first. For some reason, when he saw Tora who was in a difficult situation, he suddenly forgot what Tora had done to him all along.

Either the heart has begun to change, or maybe because it is feeling sorry. Clearly, tonight, they don't look like a couple who've had problems before. They look more like a couple who really love each other. When one was injured, one also felt pain. That's the situation they're showing now.